u/walt50005

"memories of a past life" are just that, memories.

memories of someones else's life.

you did not live in that body.

have you ever seen a film?

do you remember the film? if yes - by logic you lived that life too.

A memory, by itself, doesn't necessarily establish personal identity.

the question is, how did this information get into my mind if I wasn't that person?"

do people realise these are serious illnesses and probably a strong cause of NEET behaviour?

and they never get tired of it?

the same opening tune, the same lines, same faces, watching the same show over and over??

They don't mind at all. doesn't matter if they have seen it before. it's just the background of their life.

the show never disappoints

in 2002 when I was 13 i experienced a bizarre synchronicity that would catch up to me 20 years later

I was browsing the internet, bare in mind this is 2002, and somehow i discovered all sorts of conspiracies, and alternative research, including one who is today one of the world's best known alternative researchers,

it was like alternative information was trying to find me.

i just had some bizarre instinct to sniff out research and alternative ideas - in 2006 i was joking about earth being flat ( I am not a flat earther for the record).

in about 2003 i was reading about nootropics and mind boosting substances

when i reflect on life, it really is strange how i can find such alternative information so easily.

really is strange, every year i would find new esoteric, alternative information, now it is everywhere, everyone on social media talks about alternative history and conspiracies,

what was the light bulb moment?

divide your money into about 5 parts

the idea is to take lots of small wins

let your losers run - simply leave them as buy/hold positions

for example

1000 dollars - buy at at 30 - sell at 38

1000 dollars - buy at at 38 - sell at 50

1000 dollars - buy at at 50 - sell at 60

1000 dollars - buy at at 60 - sell at 75

1000 dollars - buy at at 75 - sell at 90

the idea is that you take continuous winnings from the market

if you have a losing position, forget about it, leave it as a buy/hold position, continue to take winners from your positions at the lower price. it's not necessarily a losing position, it's just money you decided to risk at a certain price. you may have a losing position where you bought at 100, but you kept taking winnings from your buy/sells at 40-80

it works in a similar way to negative risk reward, you are in theory risking 5000 dollars in this example to continually make 200-300 dollars from each win, and you continually take small wins.

when i was younger, my parents would gossip and gossip about relatives, neighbours and people they knew. 6 or 7 hours a day at times. it was their passion. a hobby, an outlet for them. it was what they devoted all their energy towards.

could this have affected me?? i am very cold towards people, sometimes ignore people, have triggers, and am told by others i am awkward and disregarding, sometimes mildly abusive.

i do reflect on my life and who i am and really think my parents could have been a cause.

magnesium baths

liquid selenium // liquid boron // trace minerals

liquid b complex

liquid vitamin k2 // d3

liquid coq10 drops

Liposomal NAD Supplement with Resveratrol

collagen liquid shots with creatine dissolved in

liquid tinctures:

reishi mushroom

cordyceps

nettle root liquid

bitter orange peel for antioxidants

pomegranate peel tincture for antioxidants

black pepper // ginger // curcumin tincture

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it really is so much easier to do it this way, and no fillers to worry about

"this is not for you"

"you don't need to be here"

"are you alright?"

"i told you!"

"i told him" - said in response to someone else to blame me

someone reminds you what time it is

asking where you work, what time you start work

In my personal life, i think it was after maybe the 500th time, I walked into a room, and saw a friend just staring at the tv at a show he had already seen, repeat a few statements that he had been saying for years, doing the same thing over and over, and I just thought there is simply no point in talking to people.

Although this example may seem strange, it represents the fact that I just gave up on people after hundreds of worthless repetitive interactions.

what is the point of this?? watching the same tv, same conversation, same phrases, same thoughts, same questions, same thing again, same responses. I officially gave up on social interaction that day. a shame it took 500 interactions to realise.

Does anyone know?

maybe in a mental asylum in the past where you talk about the current world??