Why is my psych making me feel like a junkie?
What do I do, where do I go I’m at a loss.
I’m 29 a single mother of 5 and have been diagnosed adhd.
On medication for 2 years. Have been fine on dexamphetemine 8 tablets a day.
My son is asd adhd and does not sleep., literally.
Which I was managing before I started studying again.
I am up at 5 and I’m not going to bed before midnight and there is nothing I can do about it as it’s something my son is not in control of.
I expressed to my psychiatrist these concerns and asked to up my last dose of the day so it can stretch a little more because of the conflicting bedtime regimen.
I was denied and despite my many refusals switched to vyvanse.
I have seen what vyvanse did to my sister so I really didn’t want to try it and on days I’m not studying and can nap during the day it just doesn’t work.
Anyway I was put on it with 2 5 mg Dex boosters. One in morning one in evening or afternoon.
The vyvanse has to be the worst medication I have ever experienced. The crash I get is disturbing . I can not function after about 5 hours into the medication maybe 6. My face immediately heats up and is flushed and red. I a, forgetting everything zoning out to the point I’m distracted by driving, my psychiatrist will not do anything more. Will not change me back to my Dex nor put extra boosters. He actually said to get my mum to stop work and be a carer for me … I have 5 small children with behaviour and neurological challenges and I am not coping nor even remotely functioning. My rent inspection has been put off for a 3rd time now as this is how bad it is. What do I do? Should I just change psychiatrists? Am I being unreasonable? So,e kind of feedback would be good thank you