u/Additional-Shape-673

I'm still in high school and I want to get a job after I graduate and work.

I have autism and anxiety issues for a long time and I love going to a library as a kid and still go to the library at school (for school or a test) I did some research about jobs for me and I saw library and I want a job there as a shelver for me because I like organizing my books at home because i don't have anything to do so I like organizing my own books will having a job at a library for a shelver be okay for me with having autism and anxiety issues that I won't be able to talk to anyone will it be okay for me to get a job at a library?

I got a new game with horror related bc I like scary games and after a few minutes I got nauseous and I took a break from it and let it charge but its my first time doing a game that have movement and how do I deal with it I did take a little bit of a break from it and go back to it once its changed.

I don't remember what its called but its something with horror and something with the 1800s disappeared and I'm a puzzle and after a while I got nauseous and I took a break from it and going back in maybe tomorrow afternoon but its my first time getting a game with movement and I never have a game with a lot of movement and its my first time doing a game with movement

On my school bus I was just sitting with a boy, I don't know him at all, I wasn't doing anything to bother anyone on the school bus I never talk in the bus I'm just being quiet and I don't talk to anyone I don't know at all. And a girl told me to move but I wasn't doing anything to bother anyone on the bus so I moved tithe seat in front of me and the other girl I posted about that I told her"CAN YOU BE QUIET FOR 5 SECONDS!) all I got was rudeness and she told me that I don't care about your disability, I never told anyone on my school bus that I have autism, which happened a few months ago.

And I was bitting my skin hard where I got redness and a small bruise the redness one is where I bite myself hard the first time and the bruise is I bite myself second time, I don't know if its normal for me to bite myself hard because I got really frustrated at them plus they were mocking me about the shout and I was keeping on biting my again until I was crying and they made it worse when I was about to have an anxiety attack which I handled with my favorite animal to calm down which did help a little bit.

I'm wondering is it normal for me to bite myself hard until I get redness or a bruise, because I did it before but I never thought of it until I did something research about it, it is normal for nonverbal (I'm not I talk time to time) but is it normal for me to bite myself hard because I got frustrated at some girls who were just being rude