u/Alert_Papaya_7048

(15F) I'm camping right now and just saw that an 11 year old boy died of rabies in my country. I'm so terrified of rabies it's not even funny. I can't sleep, I'm panicking right now. I'm sleeping in the truck but I'm scared I'll get bit by something or it'll go in my mouth while I'm unconscious.

I've been a furry for a longgggg time but I feel like my fursonas do not represent me well and I'd love some help. I want some sort of mammalian fursona that represents who I am, y'know? I'm 15F, and have scruffy short, dirty blonde hair, thick eyebrows but somehow long eyelashes, and kinda sad looking/down turned brown eyes. My MBTI is INFP-T. I'm really tall, like 5'9, and lanky. I'm also a sorta weak/fragile person lol, not in a cute way, I mean in a sickly, anemic way lmao (because I am anemic.) I technically wear glasses but lost them months ago. I don't really know what else to say. I don't talk to many people but I love my friends and family even if I prefer to be alone and sleep most of the time lol. Any help as to what animal/species I should make really helps!

This is really uncomfortable lowk

(15F) (TLDR: I'm a 15 year old girl with anemia and possibly ME/CFS. I'm struggling with feeling constantly tired, sore, dizzy, joint pain, confused, headaches, insomnia, and others. I'm tired to the point I can't get out of bed, seriously, I've missed class to sleep all day.) I'm not a doctor or someone trying to self diagnose as I understand this is a serious thing to have but my life feels like it's going downhill.

Every single day, I feel extremely exhausted, and dizzy. I've been taking my anemia meds for so long but they do not help. My joints hurt for little to no reason and sometimes I'll wake up randomly sore. I sleep so much, but still have headaches, confusion and insomnia. My sleeping has gotten out of control to the point I'm skipping classes to sleep, or just sleeping in class. Even if I get over 12 hours of rest I feel horrible. I don't want to take care of myself because getting out of bed has become so hard for me.

Gym class is horrible. I'm tired and aching so much. I've passed out so many times and everytime they awkwardly put me in a wheel chair and push me to the office so they can call my dad to pick me up. I struggle with being behind in classes because I'm so tired and etc. I can't read things properly when they aren't indented and even when they are I still struggle. I don't feel like getting up ever, and I'm sick of it being dumbed down to me being lazy or depressed. No I'm not lazy, I don't get out of bed because I'm tired and in pain. I also do have depression and this doesn't help. I hate feeling like this every day and I just want to figure out what's wrong with me. I'm so tired all the time. I don't know what to do anymore. Maybe its just my anemia, I'm not sure. I feel really hopeless right now.

(15F) I've been taking 300mg of ferrous sulfate for MONTHS and I feel still TERRIBLE. I can't get up without feeling insanely dizzy or my heart will race like freaking Lightning McQueen. Exercise ESPECIALLY gym class, literally kills me 😭 my heart races + palpates, I can't breathe properly, my blood rushes, I get dizzy, etc. It SUCKS, also no I'm not just overweight, I'm 125 lbs, I'm sick of my stupid school secretary saying that every time I get WHEEL CHAIRED into the office after passing out in gym.

(15F) so, obviously I'm no doctor or anything and I'd just like to start of by saying I have anemia!! (with an actual diagnosis lol) And I'm aware they can be very similar in symptoms. Anyways, the reason I'm worried I might also have POTS is well, honestly multiple things. I can't have hot bathes, seriously, it gets hard to breathe, my chest hurts, and if I stand my toes/feet turn purple (ew.) Another thing is as soon as I get up my heart races FAST, I feel my blood rush and I get dizzy, no matter how fast or slow I get up. Exercise, ESPECIALLY gym class can be very hard for me. I'm not saying I'm not exercising ever, of course I am and I have gym class every day (not right now because I'm on summer break lol.) It's not just that "oh I'm tireddd" or "oh it's boringggg" I mean like I've passed out on multiple occasions, my head and chest hurt, I get dizzy and sometimes confused, my blood rushes, my heart palpates. Overall it is NOT fun. Especially when I've had to do the walk or wheel chair of shame to the office so they can call and tell my dad I've passed out again 💔. I'm CHRONICALLY tired, no matter WHAT I do and I feel like I'm stupider or not stupider, that's mean, sorry I just mean my brain feels foggy (Daredevil reference!?!?) and I feel confused. I feel like my motor skills have just gone down hill, like I'm constantly dizzy and confused and I'll smack into things. There's also more but I kind of forgot. I should write these things down lol. Maybe I'm just really anemic lol, I don't know. I hate passing out so much it genuinely PMO. Especially when all I do is stand up and pass out 🫩✌️. I'm on vacation in banff to right now with my family and even small hikes are KILLING ME. I'm constantly taking breaks. I feel bad because I never used to be like this either. Also no I'm not just over weight or something, though I was worried for a bit. I'm over 5'9 and I'm 125-130 pounds.

Also does anyone know where I can find upholstery foam in store? I'm sick of ordering fur and foam online lol. The shipping prices to Canada are insane but if I have to stick with shopping online I will.

For reference, I already know a few basic things about music theory and can comfortably play the alto saxophone, piano, and trombone. I also have basic guitar skills. I understand how to use MIDI and how to use 3 daws: openMPT, Renoise, and acid pro 5. I also understand basic FM synthesis. I don't know, sorry if this sounds like spam, I'm just anxious that I don't know enough so I'm willing to learn a lot more if there's other things I should know.

(15f)I wouldn't consider myself in danger but my dad is hallucinating and acting paranoid. It's really bad and I don't know what to do. He thinks his phone is being hacked and listening to him. He threw it out the window. He left my sister at the park because he thinks the cops told her to stay. He has no diagnosises besides GAD, ADHD, and depression. He thinks CFS is after him and that his gf is working with them. He refuses to get checked. He's had hallucinations before. He's woke me up on multiple occasions in the middle of the night saying that "people are here to get us." I don't know what to do. He thinks that people are scamming him online to mock him and get him arrested for stuff he didn't do.

(15f)I wouldn't consider myself in danger but my dad is hallucinating and acting paranoid. It's really bad and I don't know what to do. He thinks his phone is being hacked and listening to him. He threw it out the window. He left my sister at the park because he thinks the cops told her to stay. He has no diagnosises besides GAD, ADHD, and depression. He thinks CFS is after him and that his gf is working with them. He refuses to get checked. He's had hallucinations before. He's woke me up on multiple occasions in the middle of the night saying that "people are here to get us." I don't know what to do. He thinks that people are scamming him online to mock him and get him arrested for stuff he didn't do.

There's a tornado warning where I live. There hasn't been a tornado here since the 70s and I'm absolutely scared of dying. It also doesn't help that I forgot to take my meds today. The area has a red weather warning right now.

15 (f)

I genuinely feel there's something wrong with me asides from just teenage girl hormones. I can't stand people. I hate everyone but at the same time I can't stand to be alone. I often snap at my friends for stupid little things or just completely shut down for the rest of the day. I feel like a toddler but I hate when my friends don't tell me everything about their lives, even if we just met or aren't very close. It feels like all or nothing to me. If you are my friend and don't tell me everything, I don't want to be friends with you. Obviously I don't say that but it pisses me off so much I'll shut down and won't talk to anyone for the rest of the day. I'm also terrified of being alone but hate going to people's houses or having people come to my house. I don't like making new friends because I'm scared of abandonment or disappointment. I don't like people at all (besides friends and family) I avoid people at all costs. I don't like when people try to start small talk or butt into my conversation. My emotions constantly feel like their multiplied by 1000x. I'm always anxious or pissed off. I never feel in between or "happy/sad" or whatever. I feel like everyone's out to get me (not in a schizophrenic way.) It feels like everyone is either like the best person ever or freaking hell spawn. I just feel like I'm a terrible person all the time and I'll randomly do impulsive things like drinking a bunch of energy drinks or going to smoke a bunch with my "friends." I'm always crying and it feels so hard to be happy. I feel so empty.