u/Amazing-Ad-5923

I lived the man vs. bear scenario yesterday. It’s like every time I force myself to leave to participate alone in a social activity, something bad happens. I went to the river yesterday to meditate and relax and picked a pullout spot to park at and walked down to the bank. I had a bunch set up, I was gonna swim, paint, and have a fire. These 2 guys show up (rule of thumb here is you usually don’t take one of these occupied spots unless ur a fly fisherman looking to start walking up/downstream somewhere).

Immediately I’m annoyed and put off by these people but I’m trying to ignore them bc I got a weird vibe and I’m not trying to fw that. Their dog ran up to me and growled at one point when they were completely out of sight, of course they were like “she’s just friendly!” They were starting to get rlly annoying so I tried to politely ask about how long they were thinking about staying around and started to explain I’ve been going thru a lot and wanted some solitude, before I could be like “I don’t mean to seem like I’m pushing you out, I’m just trying to figure out my schedule” this guy (Mr. Bald) just starts yelling, trying to talk over me.

I don’t fw that aggro shit so I was trying to stand my ground and keep talking. So of course. Mr. Bald and Mr. Cuck start yelling at me and making fun of what I mentioned I went thru. Said shit like “I hope you don’t kill yourself.” I’m losing it at them at this point too so of course I feel embarrassed abt that but hey what do you think is gonna happen for making fun of someone who went thru what I did (take a quick scroll thru my profile if ur curious). I think the only reason Mr. Bald who was rlly aggro didn’t fight me was bc he saw I had a machete with my stuff.

Like, I know 4 people cursed me years ago (bc I was an asshole from I was being abused), I’m starting to believe it’s real with the comedically awful luck I have. I just want to go outside but everything always goes wrong :(

So yeah. Bear. Bear every

Went thru some of the worst shit of my life because of my parents and grandparents but I still pulled thru. I dont have many ppl to share this with so I thought I’d bring it to this sub. I’m having to completely rebuild and I still succeeded, shit sucked but I’m proud of myself :)

My dog is at the point where he’s going to need an enema soon. I’ve tried massages. Pumpkin. Rice/beef diet. Long walks. Last night and this morning he went to poop but as soon as he squatted a dog walked by (yes, my luck is that bad!) and he got distracted and didn’t want to poop after that. The only other option I know of in my toolkit would be to give him some banana because it clears him out like crazy but I don’t want to make him more sick.
I went to the vet yesterday and he will be good as long as this clears, idk what to do!!! I don’t care abt paying for the enema, I just don’t want him to go thru all that :( pls help

My grandpa compares me to my bio mom to upset me and set me off. She is a truly evil person. He knows my worst fear is being like her. It makes me senselessly upset. How do I deal with him doing this?

Oh my god I’m so ready to move on in life without him. Groomer weirdo. Swore time and time again to pay for my college and just hasn’t. I can’t re-enroll and I’m abt to just take the L and take on the debt myself bc I can’t stand being in this position. I wish he just told me to pay for it in the first place instead of continuously grooming me to be dependent on him. Im 24 I’m so frustrated 🙃 I just want to feel like my life is my own but he keeps holding me back and messing with my head. He won’t let me be an adult bc he keeps making these false promises that make me depend on him then screwing me over. I can’t wait to put him behind me and never look back. Hes acted in ways where hes made himself dead to me. I have no clue who that man is. God im so sick of suffering because of one fucking person.

I’m really struggling right now. I had some rlly awful stuff happen with my family. I was able to somewhat come up for air but it came back up and I feel like I’m under again. College is letting out too, I have so much to do and my structure and socialization will be gone. I feel like I’m turning out like my mom. Some words of encouragement would be really nice right now

When we fall asleep, our body temp drops about 1-2°F. If you have a hard time waking up, try sleeping in warm clothes like a hoodie and pants. This will help your body warm up when you are waking up. You might feel a little sweaty but it’s better than sleeping thru important stuff!

I was raised by my maternal grandparents because my parents were dysfunctional addicts. I’ve long accepted my grandma was a bad person, but I’m having a really hard time accepting my grandpa was too. He’s been my rock even though he has treated me very poorly. I’ve had memories I’ve repressed starting to float around again where I found porn in his search history involving a 16 year old and a horse. He told a story once where he took a picture of a 16 year old girl who was topless at a beach in France as well. When I was a toddler, he held me under water while giving me a bath because I wouldn’t put my head under the faucet. He’s lied to me and manipulated me in mean ways consistently over the past 6 years and let my grandma do awful things to me.

Our relationship finally came to a peak a few months ago and I’ve stopped talking to him but I need to reach back out because he said he would pay for my college but hasn’t out of negligence lol (don’t mean to sound ungrateful, if he told me to take out loans I would have)

He’s extremely charismatic and overall acts like a good person. It’s so conflicting because he’s always been there for me but… he’s just a bad person.

Apparently warm hands/feet are a symptom of narcolepsy type 1 narcolepsy. Does anyone else deal with this?