We should get lemming to add bunker back to Mines

Hey everyone! Mines used to be my favorite mapp, and ghostreactor is really fun, but what if it was moved so that we could have bunker back? It would'nt have to move OUT of mines, you could still have it in that little tunnel area, or even put a branching hall or ladder leading to it! you could even make it lore accurate by saying due to the meteors and aliens that they had to move ghost reactor lower into the ground to protect themselves incase it does too much damge! Just some ideas :3 Ghost reactor is like my 2nd favorite map, and I would play in Mines ALL THE TIME if bunker was added back. PLEASE LEMMING!! thank you for reading everyone :D

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u/Asterrtheproto — 12 days ago
▲ 59 r/TransAlberta+1 crossposts

What do i do as a transfem stuck in the political shithole in alberta?

Hey, guys. I live in alberta, and as some of you may know, there are certain laws that effect trans teens. My parents know and are supportive, so thats good. But dysphoria is killing me. I thought about (Word i cant say) myself all summer because of how bad it was. I still feel a bit like that now, but I'm recovering. Don't worry. My problem is, i come from a really manly bloodline, and I'm under 16, meaning i can't get on HRT. By the time i can legally get on hormones, I'll sound like corps, have body hair EVERYWHERE, a full grown beard and all that shitty jazz.

I NEED to get on hrt though. Like seriously. If I'm not on estrogen in the next two years, i will give up. (Iykyk) DIY is not an option, as my parents don't want it, it could kill me, and peer pressure not to. So... how the fuck am i supposed to do this?

Thanks to all in advance. Have a great day.

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u/Asterrtheproto — 28 days ago

can matabolism affect the affectiveness of estrogen?

Hey y'all! i have a really high metabolism (Food digests really quickly, so i gain almost no weight no matter how much I eat) and i know that boob + hip size can depend on how much you eat during doses. But since i have such a high metabolism, will it prevent fat from getting to my chest and hips? thx so muchh, sendin euphoria y'alls way :3

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u/Asterrtheproto — 1 month ago
▲ 13 r/transfurs+1 crossposts

how to make friends at conventions?

Recently, i went to a furcon (Fureh) and felt really lonely seeing all the people hanging out with their friends. I'm going with my uncle (Some may have heard of him, Dr. Nuka, he co-founded furscience i think) and he said he would help me find some, but what are your guys's tips? thanks a ton!!

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u/Asterrtheproto — 1 month ago

i feel disposable.

Hey y'all. I'm not sure if this kinda post would fit here, but i jsut really need to vent to someone about this.

A bit ago, I had a transmasculine boyfriend, we'll call him "B". Me and B were sorta dating, we both knew we kinda liked eachother, and started talking more intamately. I'm transfemme, and he was gay. (He only liked dudes)

our relationship continued for a little bit, until he eventually told me that he found another man. We'll call him "O". I've spoken to O before, he's a nice guy, but it absolutely killed me to know B was in love with someone else. Our relationship, still continued, until he said he would choose who he liked better on friday. I won't go into the specifics of what happened, but he chose O over me.

This has me feeling really bad for being trans, because that was the whole reason he broke up with me, because i'm trans. Part of me hates myself for being trans and thinks that me and B's relationship could've continued if i wasn't trans. the other part says that i deserve better, but i don't really beleive that. In the past, he's said he's dated a few guys before, and they accepted him when he came out as trans to them. I.. don't feel like he did that.

Now, jsut recently, i had a dream where i had moved on from B and got a new girlfriend. But, ultimately, the same thing that happened with B happened with the girl in the dream. She found someone else, and left me because i was uninteresting.

Now, i know this is a dream, but it kinda brings up a pattern. People i have dated in the past all broke up with ME, but were also the ones that started the relationship in the first place. And, knowing this.. i'm starting to get the feelign that I'm just.. expendable. Like I'm just someone they only dated because they were feeling bad about themselves. This whole situation sent me down a.. pretty depressing spiral, ultimately leading to me almost.. "Can't say what it is because this post will get taken down but you know what i mean".

I can't seem to move on from this. I feel so useless and replacable. I don't think I'll ever find anyone like him ever again, but i want to. i want someone to feel love for me like i love them.. but nobody does. thanks for taking the time out of your day to read my stupid rambling.

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u/Asterrtheproto — 2 months ago

why do i feel like i just wanna leave all traces of masculinity behind?

(MTF) Lately, i've been feeling like i just want to leave all traces of my masculinity behind me. But for some reason, not just me. just interacting with men in general gives me a bad feeling. Like i almost just don't want to be around men at all.. (I hope i don't offend anyone with this.. keep it up transmascs!) what is this feeling? like just being around guys gives me dysphoria.. i don't wanna feel like this! what is this?? thanks!

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u/Asterrtheproto — 2 months ago

Cool den idea!

Hey y'all! thought of this last night, how cool would it be if you made a den and left a sign or something encouraging other therians to make dens around the area? you could have little villages! wish there were enough therians where i live so i could do this, but for those who can, let me know how the experience is!!

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u/Asterrtheproto — 2 months ago

Can someone please help a new girl out??

Hey everybody, I'm quite sure that I'm a therian by now, but I'd just like to make sure so that I don't end up looking dumb..

My signs so far:

  • Extreme urge to go on all fours
  • Extreme urge to make animal noises
  • Extreme urge to go outside and make dens/nests in the forest
  • slight phantom shifts (More on that later)
  • the absolute hate and rejection of my human body
  • Some signs from when i was younger (DM me if you wanna hear about that, no way I'm posting it.)

There's always the chance that i am fully human, but I'm going to be completely honest, i hate it. I almost feel kinda trapped within the restriction of being human. Yeah yeah, we're smart and have opposable thumbs, but i just have this feeling inside me that tells me that I need to actually stop being human and start being what i really am, whatever that is.

I haven't had many behavioural shifts, maaybe like one in the past, and the only "Shifts" i have had are phantom shifts, and they're usually really subtle, it makes me feel really invalid.

My "phantom shifts":

  • strong tingle at the base of my tailbone, quite noticable, and sometimes i can even feel a bit of a small tail.
  • strong tingle at the top of my head where my ears would be, also quite noticable
  • Rarely, a short muzzle. Not that noticable, but just enough.
  • The feeling of fur just all over my body, even in places where i don't have hair.

That's all of them. If i am in fact a therian, i don't really know how to find my theriotype. I've heard by some people that it can take meditation, surrounding yourself in natural stuff, and all that sorta stuff. I even heard from one person that it can take 4-5 years?? I can't really wait 4-5 years to find out what animal I am, but i don't want to rush the process.

I've also heard that some therians just.. can't shift. And it makes me really sad to think that maybe I'm one of those, because it would just make the fact that I'm human so much more noticable and shitty (Sorry for my language).

What do you guys think? am I a therian? am i otherlink? am I just weird??? please help me! Have an amazing day :3

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u/Asterrtheproto — 2 months ago
▲ 13 r/UndertaleYellow+1 crossposts

I want to make a fangame, but I'm scared I'll get overshadowed.

Hey everybody! I'm currently in the planning stage of creating an Undertale fangame by the title of Undertale: Dancer's Freedom. It will follow the integrity soul, and I've already fleshed out a few characters and composed some of the songs.

Once upon a runaway- The startup theme.

I'm still quite early in planning,. but with Undertale Blue coming out, I might be overshadowed. Not even that long after announcement people were taking it as the canon design of integrity. I'm still quite young, I don't have the money to hire programmers or artists, but I'm quite good at pixel art, so that problem is solved. I have no experience with coding, so I'll have to learn. I do, though have experience with storytelling and have about half of the main story complete.

Am i going to need to hire extra people? will I get overshadowed? thanks to all, have a great day!

Heartbreak- Toriel's battle theme.

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u/Asterrtheproto — 2 months ago

I'm pretty sure i'm a therian. Where do i start??

Hey y'all! I've been questioning for a quite a while now, and i've come to the conclusion that I'm probably a therian. So.. where do i start?

I'm still a minor, i don't have a car and my parents track my purchases, so i can't buy gear. I don't have the talent nor the determination to make a mask or tail (Plus, where would i get supplies??) the only thing i can think of to start is trying quads, but i have a fear of looking/feeling like an idiot, and since its my first time i probably will. Am I do this to myself?

I've had some shifts in the past, but they don't happen as frequently. Sometimes i can swear i feel a tail or ears, but i just wish i could feel that all the time. I have had few behavioural shifts, but not many. It's mainly just phantom limbs and having the extreme urge to do things that are common to my theriotype(?)

TL;DR: Can't buy/make gear, dunno how to trigger shifts, where do i start?

Thanks a ton, have a great day! :3

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u/Asterrtheproto — 2 months ago

I owe the therian community a sincere apology.

Hey, for quite a while, i was a bit of a hater. My friend had told me about them and said that they were bad, and at the time i believed him, and went around just hating therians. I regret that decision a lot.

A couple of friends i had told me they were they were therians, and I just stopped being friends. I remember playing Gorilla Tag and being in a private lobby with someone i was jsut kind talking to, and when she told me she was a therian, i just left. I am so sorry, if you're reading this.

it was only maybe a couple of months ago that i actually did my research and found out what they actually were, and i feel so bad for it now.

I'm kinda on the fence about being a therian myself, but even if i am, i don't deserve to participate. You guys have so much talent, and best of all, community. Something I've wished to have for a long time. You people are so talented in all you do, and if you ever feel bad, remember a lot of the things that you can do some people couldn't even dream of doing.

I see what you guys go through with bullying, and it disturbs me. i hate to think that if i hadn't done my research, i could've been one of those bullies.

I am so sorry to everyone I've hurt, and i don't expect any kind of forgiveness.

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u/Asterrtheproto — 4 months ago

I had a lucid dream last night.. but i don't fucking know how??

So, last night i had a dream, where i was going to my next class in college with my friends, when we were talking, and he said something about an upcoming assignment, and i replied with, "Yeah, well i'm in a dream right now, so it doesn't really matter.." and i was flabbergasted from what i said, and truly realised i was dreaming. People sometimes say that telling the dream people in your dream is dangerous, but he was just like "Oh, really? oh okay." then one of my other friends showed up, and they started teasing me, acting like they were gonna purposly end the dream, but they didn't It was just the nthat i realised how much power i had. I started doing all teh things i've ever wanted to do. (I'm trans, so ofc the first thing i did was turn myself into a girl). I finished, and felt so much euphoria about myself. I have so many more things i wanted to do, but i woke up. But, the problem is, i dunno what i did! I just sat in my bed and popped on some reddit stories to listen to, maybe somewhere throughout one of the stories, someone talked about dreaming, and it made me aware? maybe if i recreated the night perfectly? i did nothing special that night. I have been drawing and writing down my dreams lately, so maybe that helped..

Thanks for reading, have a great day!

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u/Asterrtheproto — 4 months ago

I had a lucid dream last night.. but i don't fucking know how??

So, last night i had a dream, where i was going to my next class in college with my friends, when we were talking, and he said something about an upcoming assignment, and i replied with, "Yeah, well i'm in a dream right now, so it doesn't really matter.." and i was flabbergasted from what i said, and truly realised i was dreaming. People sometimes say that telling the dream people in your dream is dangerous, but he was just like "Oh, really? oh okay." then one of my other friends showed up, and they started teasing me, acting like they were gonna purposly end the dream, but they didn't It was just the nthat i realised how much power i had. I started doing all teh things i've ever wanted to do. (I'm trans, so ofc the first thing i did was turn myself into a girl). I finished, and felt so much euphoria about myself. I have so many more things i wanted to do, but i woke up. But, the problem is, i dunno what i did! I just sat in my bed and popped on some reddit stories to listen to, maybe somewhere throughout one of the stories, someone talked about dreaming, and it made me aware? maybe if i recreated the night perfectly? i did nothing special that night. I have been drawing and writing down my dreams lately, so maybe that helped..

Thanks for reading, have a great day!

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u/Asterrtheproto — 4 months ago

Thank you, Google Gemini! Wow, this system is so great in helping me find what i need, and has absolutely no flaws whatsoever!

u/Asterrtheproto — 4 months ago
▲ 20 r/furryteens+1 crossposts

Favorite furry universe?

(For context,)

Humans and furs coexisting- 0/10 We would end up in undertale.

Just furs- 10/10 ideal world.

Humans went extinct and furs took over- 7/10 ehh, not the worst

TF universe- 5/10 slightly better than coexistance, but would kinda just have to get lucky.

Have a great day!

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u/Asterrtheproto — 4 months ago
▲ 332 r/lgbt

Disrespectful to call myself lesbian whilst being attracted to women as a trans girl?

Hey y'all! just started transitioning, but i still have very very little (If any) attraction to men. So, is it disrespecful to refer to myself as les? i don't wanna offend any real lesbians ;-;

Thank you, and have a great day!

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u/Asterrtheproto — 4 months ago

I'm honestly scared of finding out.

Hey, i've been questioning for a bit.. and all of a sudden, i don't know how to feel.. I've seen some people say that once you awaken, its something you can never come back from.. and permenant change scares me.. but at the same time, the more i think of it the more i feel like there's something inside me that i need to let out. I don't know what it is, i don't know why its happening, but if it turns out i am a therian, is there any possible way to just.. ignore it? the people here seem so nice and accepting, and i want to feel like people understand me and feel like part of a community, but this feels like a change that i can't come back from.. Even if i was, i don't know any way i could act on it, seeing as my parents restricted me from going for walks in the forest after an incident occured, and i'm not the most quick or active person, so i don't think even learning quads would be possible for me. Thank you, and have a great day!

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u/Asterrtheproto — 4 months ago

Female fuir looking for fellow female furs to be mah friend

Hey y'all! age range between 13-15, some of my interests include deltarune, undertale, TADC, the furry fandom (Duh), music and art! have a great day, lookin forward to meeting some of y'all!

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u/Asterrtheproto — 4 months ago

lowk why do i feel like having a tail would feel really good

Anyone else feel like this?? i feel like such a weirdo and i don't wanna feel alone lol :p

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u/Asterrtheproto — 4 months ago