u/Creepy-Cause3531

i can provide pics and vids the cap cuts ones are bad

what even is the fucking point? bpd
mother gone at 11
raising 3 siblings
bpd for life
alcoholic gene
whoops fucked that up
minimum wage
and whoopty fucking do 5’0 trans man have to have 100000000 dollars to afford to be yourself
whoops i pass to much to use the women’s bathroom now this shi smells like shi and im overanazlyzing how i walk, talk, piss, dab up, i eat alone
i know people would talk to me but i can’t open my god damn mouth to vocalize
ouch

been on 0.25 for almost 2 years just so i don’t run out bcz of my fucking life just now ok
whoops paying 300 every other month on the car of bf bcz you feel bad

we are both ftm! okay so like we woke up at 4pm we hung out like cuddled and watch 2 episodes of a show i said im gonna take a 30 mins nap pls wake me up and fell asleep, woke up alone on the couch drenched in sweat crying, it was like 2 hours later. he’s on the game on this roleplay roblox group gang thingy he runs🫩, i walk in there whining, and he yell stop not right now get out, i said i’m grabbing pants and leave it was 11:30pm i feel very alone. i understanding doing your own thing but i was clearly upset, and i know damn well if i went in there to be around him while he’s playing he’ll say i want to be alone. it is now 1:09am. i did get upset and probably approached it a little wrong i flipped the breaker in that room so the light went out hes “playing on his phone” on a discord call for the group 😭. i spam called him a couple times and he screamed. but is this normal?? i’m trying my best not to crash out, he said i want to talk when im done like i know it’s just gonna be him telling me i did everything wrong how i respond?? to this. we’ve talk and talked.

okay so like we woke up at 4pm we hung out like cuddled and watch 2 episodes of a show i said im gonna take a 30 mins nap pls wake me up and fell asleep, woke up alone on the couch drenched in sweat crying i had a very bad dream. it was like 2 hours later. he’s on the game on this roleplay roblox group gang thingy he runs🫩, i walk in there whining, and he yell “stop not right now get out”, i said i’m grabbing pants and leave it was 11:30pm i feel very alone. i understanding doing your own thing but i was clearly upset, and i know damn well if i went in there to be around him while he’s playing he’ll say i want to be alone. it is now 1:09am. i did get upset and probably approached it a little wrong i flipped the breaker in that room so the light went out hes “playing on his phone” on a discord call for the group 😭. i spam called him a couple times and he screamed. but is this normal?? i’m trying my best not to crash out, he said i want to talk when im done like i know it’s just gonna be him telling me i did everything wrong what do i do.. i don’t even care if he games, it’s the way he responds to me and talks to me when he’s on the stupid roblox game.

hi i need friends recently grew up in dayton, i know nobody and dont want to download any stupid apps i don’t go out to meet ppl rn bcz of what’s goin on😵‍💫 please be 18-25

i give her dry food in the morning like a pretty big handful then feed her at night half a can of fancy feast w water so she’s hydrated she’s pretty energetic, very happy, clover fur i just see so much tiktok’s. she’s a tabby, 7-8lbs i believe. why won’t let me add pics? she’s 3.

i have a 750sq ft apartment i have a tortie which is my bfs cat she’s 8 months i believe and my baby i’ve had for 3 years she’s a tabby, i want a 3rd cat so bad a boy, but i know it’s not a good idea buttttt i want 😭, im tryna be responsible and wait till i get a bigger place cuz atp my cats have more furniture than me i spend wayyy to much on them 😭

so let me start from the beginning i drink when i’m sad i drunk a lot the night prior woke up hung over ash and it was 4:30pm in the afternoon my bf were both ftm, was packing his stuff for a “break” he has made it clear that he doesn’t do breaks. now he’s calling this one and i think packing everything is not a break it’s moving out. i begin to spiral. i’m going in out of saying mean stuff, and crying, then horrible and lying about calls trying everything to get him to not leave. this was not the way to approach it after i calmed down a hour later i talked about if u want to leave let’s make a plan for your “break” due to bills and etc. he calls his friend that was gonna pick him up and their on speaker i’m talking it’s a whole thing, i told my partner i went thru their phone and saw what they were saying about me and all we do is fight. we communicated and said this won’t happen again but it’s a constant fight i feel like i have traumatized him so much. i don’t know what to do or how to fix it i have borderline. i have stabbed walls, broken doors all under the influence i say horrible thi