u/Dapper_Temperature52

I'm 13, and i really really wanna start testosterone, and thinking about waiting longer makes me wanna rope. Since this is the age where you normally get changes, could my lowered voice etc etc be seen as like maybe I'm just a girl who happened to get a deeper voice? I'm already pretty hairy, so that wont be a huge difference.

My sister is openly very very transphobic, and I think my dad is aswell, but not to that extent. My sister knows I'm trans but my dad doesn't. Could i get some tips for hiding it and stuff?

my mom died last year on September 16th. i cant believe it's gonna be a year in a month, i seriously, unironically cannot believe it at all. Time has been so fucked up for me. Months pass and i don't process it. I want my mom back, but I'll never have her back because she's dead. And she is gone.

I miss her food so much, I'll never be able to eat it again. I make my own food now. I miss being excited to come home from school to see what she has cooked for me. Now when i think of food when im coming home, i get a bit stressed, cause i have to see what's available to cook and then make all of my meals. I miss looking forward to my meals. I miss looking forward to going home, and telling my mom about my day. I miss how much she cared about me. I never noticed it until now.

I'm really good at English. I got a really good grade a few days ago, was super excited to tell her, but then, i realized oh right shes dead. I think about how happy she would've been for me.

i have to do everything myself now. Groceries, laundry, almost everything, except like bills and stuff which my dad does. I kinda hate him. He doesn't know how to be a parent. I miss my mom. I miss her picking me up from school. I miss how she used to wake me up everyday for school, i miss her voice, i miss her so much. please i just want my mom back

I used to annoy her alot haha, i used to tell her random facts and even tho she didn't understand she'd listen. I miss doing that. No one i can do that with now. I miss going out for food with her. I miss her. I miss the way she used to talk to me. I miss her presence, the way i was around her. My heart hurts. I want her to hold me and tell me its gonna be okay. She's the reason i used to get good grades in school, I'm failing now.

I wish i was more grateful to her when she was alive. I'd do anything to have her back now. I hate myself for it

i hate it all so much, i hate this country. why couldnt i just be born a boy

i hate school. i hate the female school uniforms.

Boys, sit on the left. Girls on the right. Girls cant wear that uniform. Sit like a lady. Boys pushups, girls yoga. fuck you. i hate it all. when i was a kid, i wanted to do stuff boys my age did, got told off from everything. I was made to wear dresses, they never felt right on my skin. wish i had a son and father relationship with my dad. Wish i got to experience male friendship. it was all robbed from me. I just wanna be normal. I get one life, and i have to live it like this. it's not fair at all. I have to get hrt and surgeries just to not be suicidal.

I wish i had the realization that I'm gay instead of the realization that I'm trans, yeah, it would be bad still, but not as bad. I feel like a disgusting woman invading male spaces whenever im somewhere for mlm people. i wish i could like guys, just as a cis guy.

hi guys, I'd like to make a psychological horror arg with someone. i was thinking we could start it on ao3 because no one would expect for an arg to be in ao3, and then later make it crossmedia. I'm not too sure what theme i should cover, I was thinking abusive friendships maybe. Just dm if you're interested and we can go over story and everything.

Also I've only one character in mind so far, I've been wanting to see trans rep in args so it's a repressed trans male character.

im so fucking tired of everything i hate it i hate it so much i hate being called a woman a female a girl a lady madam maam maam MAAM IM ALWAYS A FUCKING MAAM RIGHT ill never be seen as a man i hate it i nhate it so much i wanna cry right now i just wish to be addressed as a man oh my god i even hate my own father i hate him so much all he does is complain abiut me to others on the fucking phone hes an absolute fucking failure of a father and tells others im too privileged and calls me madam i ghate it so mcuh i hat it i just wanna die lol and being misgendered everyday at school doesnt fucking help either
my mom. i miss my mommy i miss her so much she passed away on september 16 2026. ever since then ive had to live with my father and do everything on my own. the only thing he does is provide forme. my moms dead shes dead and ill never have her back and i dont believe in heaven or god, shes just gone forever and imm strugglin gto accept that. i cant belive its been 10 months already i genuinely cannot my perception of time is so fucking fucked up god i miss my mommy i miss her so much please i just want her to come back to me and to hold me. if i came out to her i know she wouldve accepted me she openly supportrd trans people unlike my dad whos transphobic luckily i havent told him. but i miss my mom so much adn i just need her to come back to me it just feels l;ike imstill waiting for her .

I used to lucid dream alot, a few years ago. I don't know why but i gradually stopped getting them and i never tried again until nowadays. I do get realistic non-lucid dreams. I started lucid dreaming again and i was like woah I'll do all the cool things but the dream just felt weird and like.. suffocating? like my vision was impaired and i was drowning but like visually? That's the best i can describe it. It also just fell off and just like weird. I did have a lucid dream tho and i did do the things I've wanted to, it was really fun after such a long time. I couldn't ACTUALLY enjoy it tho because in the dream i couldn't think of like things i actually wanted and would love to do.

i came out to my sister not too long ago. she doesn’t support me. She's extremely transphobic and homophobic. I've agrued with her countless times, to maybe know why, but she's dense. My mother passed away last year in September, i know she would've supported me. living feels like hell everyday man

All her arguments boil down to "they're weird" and it seems like her resentment started with trans women saying they get periods and that they're real women. which they are

like she genuinely has no real reason to hate the LGBTQIA+, i always beat her in arguments because the reasons are stupid, she says it's all in our heads, and that surgery doesn't change anything and that it's all in our mind, that you can't change your gender, which i mean, you don't. Imo you're just transitioning to your true self.

i really hate her so much, she can't tell me MY gender bro ITS MY GENDER YOU DONT GET TO DECIDE WHAT I AM. im a boy, im a boy im a boy i know i am, but she doesn't seem to understand that i hate it so much i cant wait for the day i start hrt and be perceived as male, i wanna cut her off so bad

im not a girl dude she keeps calling me one im not she said ask anyone they'll say you're a girl but thats because they don't really know me, thats just what they see

My dad won't support me either. she threatens me with telling him and I'm scared ill get kicked out. i hate everything so much man i just wanna actually start living my life