u/DelayOk2663

Okay I've made a post about her already not because im obsessed it's more to do with how fucking scared i am for my first crush in like 2 years. So heres a bit of a story. Im 15 homeschooled for two years, most of year 9 and all of year 10, i got to a school that takes year 10 to year 13. a few weeks in i realise this girl in my tutor is pretty and she also hangs around with this boy who i used to hang out with for my first few days there. Recently its been getting intense because like i said, first crush in 2 years, ive also been isolated so this is why it is intense as this. Okay so a few days ago some boys who hsve been harassing me came into the sen area (i eat my lunch and sometimes do lessons in there) and said something that upset me so i like stood up from my chair and was really angry and crying and stuff and near the end of lunch my friend from english and my crush came over to check if i was okay and we started talking and turns out they like the same things as me. now today. i was with a teacher because she is assigned to a few kids to help them with like yk problems. she suggested taking a walk and i was like sure and we went outside and headed towards these benches and i was like fuck my crush is there when she wasnt in for most of the day so i kinda panic internally but its fine so i still continue, walk past her and wave and then we go back in. another thing is that ive been making it super obvious that i like her. whenever she looks at me i look away fast and we had this parent assembly thing and she came in late and was at the door and i think she was looking at me to check if maybe i was looking at her but at the same time there was alot of kids and parents in there but i think its obvious at this point. and also i dont eat when im anxious and when she came in to that send area with her friends i didnt eat. i dont mean to. i just get anxious. not just about her but about myself. its almost like i fear her which i dont shes cool and that but still i really need help fighting these intense ass feelings.

I started learning python last year and it was pretty fun, I learnt the basics but didn'tgo further then that. The past few months are stressful though I've started a new school after being homeschooled since last january and I really want to do game development as a hobby and do computer science as a job. My main issue is that right now im learning to use godot but im never finding the right tutorial and its always instead "do this and then that" never "do this because it does that" so i always end up copying the tutorial and learning absolutely nothing, I don't even get how the engine itself works. I wanna try and change how I learn by maybe reading the godot docs and avoiding tutorial hell but at the same time it's the only help out there I have. Does anyone have like tips because im 15 and im genuinely worried that me not learning quick enough will make me lose interest or simply fail at this hobby. I've also dreamed of being a game dev (specifically roblox at first) for 5 years.

I have already posted something in another subreddit but for autistic women. Im a teen who is going to a new school and today i had my induction day and it was 30+ degrees. i hate wearing bras like i never wear them i only wore like childrens crop tops until the age of 12. i made the mistake of wearing a black hoodie because it was closest to the uniform and it hid my chest well but i sweated so much and i couldnt take it off otherwise my breasts would be pointing out like mount everest. i dont like anything tight and the bottom of bras like the strap bit really annoys me since my sensory issues dont like how it sometimes slides up and i have to constantly pull it down. i also sweat alot and today i looked like i dunked myself in water. my mum suggested wearing a vest underneath i mean it may not cover anything but it could make it seem less pointy idk though i wish i didnt have breasts at all...

Like sometimes ill open chrome and it opens or like i just did i went off spotify and it did that again. i have made sure that in game settings and compiter settings have made it so it CAN'T open automatically when my laptop starts up but this always happens while its on anyways i cant tell if its telling me it needs updating or if its a bug but its really annoying...

PLEASE HELP shes ran away i think she isnt answering her phone and i saw a footprint on her bed and a footprint on powder outside her window from when she tried to kill bugs. my dad doesnt want me to call the police because im a teenager and wants to leave me out of it. please help what do i do

Update: Its 10pm and we still havent found her please dont suspect my parents are involved in her going missing. the police and al of my parents friends even my sisters friends are imvolved and we have looked in nearby villages and someone said they saw her and a boy in our co op around 6:40-7:10pm but then cctv didnt shoe anything and now police are looking in another village since someone saiid she was last seen there

Update 2: bad news like very. we went to our neighbours who had cctv footage and it was taken at HALF 2 IN THE MORNING. my mum said she went in her room at 2am and seemed fine like sat on her floor but she never sleeps bcus of her tablets so it seemed normal.

Update 3: The police went to a womens house whre all the connections lead to and they looked through the windows and saw what they think is her phone and bag but the couple wasnt answering so very sus. also the couple has children who was with my sister. and the guy at first when my brother went over before the police about 1 hour ago said the guy said he will talk to his wife, walked off and never came back. so since they arent answering we are all like wtf!? like i think this could be a criminal investigation

Update 4: A ring camera outside our local library caught footage of my sister and an older boy walking past towards where the train station is bit there is also a bus stop nearby and another camera spotted him outside a nearby house to ours 10 minutes before she left the house

When i watch a show or movie i always watch with subtitles and alot of times it misses words. sometimes it could be like for example if someone said "my brown dog ran outside to the park" the subtitles might say "my dog ran to the park" its annoying and although im not deaf and can live with it, i just find it sometimes that i actually dont know what the word was or feel like i misheard and it tricks my brain. its only been happening for like the past 2 months maybe and idk how to fix it.

I want a group of people to play piggy with me every chapter in order from book 1 and book 2. 13-16 is fine please. I would say im decent at the game and know how to avoid piggy :D

I am struggling to sleeo so this is not the best thing to happen right now. I was just watching youtube shorts to pass time at 12am...anyways i feel this wet thing in my fingers because i had caught something and i was scared and when i turned my phone torch on i was horrified. i had grabbed a spider and killed it. WHAT WAS IT DOING NEAR ME ON MY BED!? I WAS LAYING DOWN AND I NOTICED A BIT OF WEB AFGER I THREW THE DEAD THING ONTO THE GROUND. I KEPT FEELING LIKE THERE WAS A SPIDER ON ME FOR AN HOUR BEFORE AND NOW I FEEL WORSE WHY DOES IT KEEP HAPPENING TO ME 😭😭😭😭

I wanna show the progress bar for boosts so then if my members want to boost it they can. It's a very small server with like less then 20 people but if i show it will people think im trying to force them to boost it? I dont wanna force but only like encourage it? no maybe like just show that they can if they want.

Discord server for fellow gamers and nerds!!

Nerds 101! A server for people who love to game and are nerds.

The server is for teens aged 13-16 to prevent grooming and inappropriate activities.

The main features of this server include:

1. Level up system where you can message to level up!

2. Roles! We have roles for every interest so people know what your into. We also have roles for D&D classes, Warhammer factions and Pokemon types!

3. Games corner :D It has akinator, Wordle, Truth or dare and Would you rather.

4. Voice channels for everything :O Vc for D&D campaigns, Wargame campaigns, general vc and gaming vc :)

5. Not only do we have voice chat for campaigns but also text channels that include...A DICE ROLLER!!! 🎲🎲

6. Our other channels include: Suggestions, to make suggestions for the server, Cool stuff for pictures and other awesome discussions, Introductions! Intros are optional don't worry :)

We are currently small with 11 members (excluding discord bots) but i like to be active and keep the server going so expect some weekly events/more updates as more people join :)

We are a super inclusive server and dont discriminate against gender/sexuality/religion.

Link: https://discord.gg/H4cKnZnAVU

(if this seems familiar i posted this on another subreddit)

Nerds 101! A server for people who love to game and are nerds.

The server is for teens aged 13-16 to prevent grooming and inappropriate activities.

The main features of this server include:

1. Level up system where you can message to level up!

2. Roles! We have roles for every interest so people know what your into. We also have roles for D&D classes, Warhammer factions and Pokemon types!

3. Games corner :D It has akinator, Wordle, Truth or dare and Would you rather.

4. Voice channels for everything :O Vc for D&D campaigns, Wargame campaigns, general vc and gaming vc :)

5. Not only do we have voice chat for campaigns but also text channels that include...A DICE ROLLER!!! 🎲🎲

6. Our other channels include: Suggestions, to make suggestions for the server, Cool stuff for pictures and other awesome discussions, Introductions! Intros are optional don't worry :)

We are currently small with 11 members (excluding discord bots) but i like to be active and keep the server going so expect some weekly events/more updates as more people join :)

We are a super inclusive server and dont discriminate against gender/sexuality/religion.

Link: https://discord.gg/H4cKnZnAVU

Im almost 15 and ever since I've needed to wear a bra i couldn't, i still stuck with crop tops. Right now its 27° and i am supposed to go out but i dont want to wear a bra and its super hot so my sensory issues will just forbid me. Last night i went to the shops with my dad and we were only there for like 15 minutes but every second i was itching and sweating. People find no-bra underboob sweat worse but im more used to it and find bra sweat hell. Please anyone tell me what i can do because it really annoys me during the summer.

I learnt python last year. Best thing i could make was a rock paper scissors game which i was pretty proud of. Currently I'm learning game development and well the main thing in that is coding. I think it's c#? If anyone knows an awesome tutorial on youtube (i wouldn't mind it being 1+ hours) or books/websites i can use!

I want to make a game about a pixel rpg (yes there is a billion of them but ill figure the rest out). I don't have ideas on what the theme will be (im stuck between aliens and wizards) but i do know its based of stardew valley, Cassette beasts (peak xbox game) and Chainsaw Juice king. I have a website thats free to practice pixel art but i still dont know what engine i need so if anyone has an idea and maybe some resources like books (i dont mind paid stuff i use a few gcse books to help me) any help is great :D

I never used to have bad anxiety. Performance anxiety? sure yea, that was and still is horrible. When i left school due to bullying in January of 2025 i had really bad anger issues and anxiety. My anger issues was very bad, getting into arguments with my family and then threatening to run away. But ill talk about anxiety since this is what the subreddit is about. I could barely leave the house and go to places where i knew people i knew would be (like kids from school). My best friend i started ghosting because she was horrible come over to my house with some girl i kinda talk to (but not really) at like 7pm. I freaked out she was sending me voice notes saying shes out side and i had a PANIC ATTACK. I got my dad to go outside and they were gone. Skip a few months and i went to therapy but i stopped because it felt useless. Went to a group for homeschooled kids and yet again stopped going because one day i was going to meet my friends in part of the park and i noticed there was a hella alot of more kids and so i panicked and stopped going as a whole. Now 2026. I have new friends and my social anxiety is slowly going away. But not the other types of anxiety. A week ago my best friend started ignoring me and i was super anxious and it turned out she was busy and replied back in 3 days. Then it happened again. This time there was a bigger reason which i wont say because its a long explanation. Anyways ive been getting into lots of fights with my mum saying im gonna go kill myself or something and then i think "wait if i did my family will be happy and then they will celebrate and forget about me" yea so i cant stop thinking this and i just want to live only so i can prove myself wrong (also i have death anxiety so...) But yea i just wanted to vent about how many things anxiety has ruined for me. Mainly friendship opportunities.

I play roblox and im a big fan of games with upgrades/achievements like incrementals. "collecting" achievements is fun and seeing the upgrades reach 10/10 is satisfying. My current favourite is leaf collector incremental. I have steam and im looking for a casual/chill simulator where you upgrade tools or just upgrade in general and obviously achievements but there doesnt need to be alot of achievements like minecraft just something that gives me a bit of "challenge". Power wash simulator is relaxing so something similar would be cool. I don't mind if its paid or not. Preferably paid as they are better quality lol.

Hey some context me and her have been freinds for 10 years and we are teenagers so basically put whole lifes currently. Also i have the worst anxiety ever and had therapy for it but stopped since it didnt help. Before i explain the problem ill say a bit more about us so you might be able to help better. She has family issues and also does thid alot but normally responds after a few hours. But i texted her at 1pm she seemed normal then at like 3pm i texted her just about a show i was watching and she read it but then just didnt read the rest but she was still online so i was like huh weird and since i have really bad anxiety i never think "oh shes just busy" i think "great she hates me". Ever since she left me on read shes been online every 10-20 minutes for about a few seconds or minute (yes im this anxious im literaly struggling to type this i hate it sm) its currently 1am and the last time she was seen was 10 to 1am so i was like oh so she cant be busy at almost 1am? me and her made up after a massive argument only a few weeks ago and i thought that was it yay were back to friends again. but my anxiety isnt helping and im thinking the worst. sometimes she makes excuses like "oh i just thought i replied" or "oh i didnt get a notification" and i believe but idk im just anxious and i dont know if she is ignoring me on purpose. pls be kind bcus i just worry alot and i dont mean to.

Help me im a teenager who suspects of autism. I struggle with the WORST sensory issues especially touch wise. I hate having no socks on i dont really like having a hoodie off because it feels to airy? I can't touch dirty water in the sink which is probably common anyways but the worst of it comes at night. I have to use asmr to help me sleep but when im trying to sleep i have atleast 3 things bothering me and mostly 5 in general. It's always: Shirts not pulled enough and is scrunching up, my pants (as in underwear) get scrunched up or too far on the wrong side, oh now my mattress is too pointy an hurts my back (my parents can't afford a better mattress sadly), my pillow feels too uncomfortable. All of this combined and i just get overloaded, overwhelmed, i start crying feeling like im never gonna sleep and i just wanna fucking jump of a cliff. Im in the age range 13-15 so don't recommend anything dangerous but honestly can anyome tell me anything that can help (im immune to sleep tablets and roll on stuff)

Hi i watch 911 on disney+ in the uk its currently almost 10pm uk time but theres no new episode. Google says that it comes out in the us on thursday then follows on friday in the uk.