u/Doc_Helldiver-66

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I’ve been on Wolf Mountain for two hours and a third of that was spent searching for Hitler. When I first arrived to the house, I got in and subdued any guards in my way so there wouldn’t be any massive searches if a body was found. I then went about my merry way booby trapping anything that could be booby trapped and noticed something: I hadn’t found Hitler yet. So, I scoured the whole house, his office, the bedrooms, the panic room, the dining room, kitchen, basement level, everything, and found no trace of him. So, I figured I’d just check the tea house since it’s a secondary location that I’ve taken him out multiples times at. I then snuck back out of the house undetected (which is somehow harder than getting in) and went to the tea house but guess what: he wasn’t there either. I then made up my mind to kill every living organism that so munched as breathed wrong and ended up clearing the entire map searching for him (minus vehicle patrols) but I still haven’t found him. What happened and what do I do to fix it?

Hey y’all. It’s been a rough day and I could really use some advice. How do y’all process losing a pet when it’s your fault?

Background info: I (17m) and my brother (13m) were driving back home after hanging out with family. My mom and sister were already home and my dad was on the way home from a wedding he “chauffeured” some people to. Take note that I have a lot of cats because some just wandered up to my house one day, didn’t leave, and had several litters of kittens that just never left so we take care of them. Currently, we have about 10 or so, mostly in kittens. I have a “long” drive way that’s about 100 yards in length and it’s at a weird angle: coming in, you’re going downhill for about 60% of the drive and then uphill/even ground for the other 40%. At the apex of the uphill portion, there were 2/3 cats (all adults) in the driveway. They normally scatter and all but one did and it just sat there and didn’t move. You can guess what happened. This cat, Tails, was my brother’s favorite. It was the sweetest thing and now it’s gone and it’s all because of me.