I was originally going to start in the summer term but is it okay to change my mind and wait or are they pretty firm about start dates when applying?
For context, I (23F) am recently diagnose bipolar type 1 after a year long mixed episode that ended with me in 4 point restraints and a two week stay in the hospital. I had tried to end my life btw. I went through a lot in that time made some outlandish decisions that I regret and spent so much money I am now in debt to the point where I’m considering filing chapter 7.
Anyway, I thought I wanted to return to school and get a music degree but there’s so many obstacles to getting started at school that I’m questioning if it’s the right move for me right now. I feel like I’m drowning my mind is calm because I’m on medication but if I’m being completely honest, I just want to leave. Pack my shit and go to California. I’ll sleep in my car if I have to I just can’t be here anymore. Does that make sense? Cause my family thinks I’m having an episode.
Any cool groups to join for any queer bipoc people?
Also if you guys know any general education classes I should take during the summer term please leave your suggestions!