u/Feisty_Aioli_6883

obviously spoilers, but the episode wasn’t as bad as what ppl made it seem like. i think the worst part for me was the score. idk some scenes in which the music played felt very corny to where i felt physically taken out of the scene and could only focus on how jarring the music made me feel.

my fav part was the ribbit and jax scene. that was a very wholesome moment. i wish they got together honestly.

some scenes made no sense like how caine came back. i understand he was technically put in a recycling bin, since he didn’t get fully deleted, but then he came back, which ig he can technically do, but still. and we never learnt much abt everyone like i wish there were more development between everyone else.

I know literally no one is going to probably relate to this, but I just wanted people’s opinions on it because I remember being a kid and my mom getting mad at me because I wore my inside underwear to school and how it wasn’t appropriate, presentation is important, you don’t know who could be looking, etc.

idk if i was ever SA’d but whenever i think about it, i always just get this feeling like someone i know did it and i just start crying cuz i don’t want to believe that it’s true and that people knew and just ignored it. doesn’t help i also had a dream that they did it to me.

it doesn’t help i struggle a lot with intrusive thoughts (idk if my psych diagnosed me with OCD but im on lexapro 20 mg rn) and ive legit had intrusive thoughts abt wanting to be SA’d. it feels a shame admitting that but i used to desire that, along with other bad intrusive thoughts. just wanting really bad stuff to happen to me in general.

All my life, I have felt like a floater friend. I’ve never felt connected in friend groups and it always felt like someone was closer with their friend than with me. I remember the friendships that lasted the longest were when we took breaks from each other. So I would see them in fourth grade and wouldn’t see them again until ninth grade. Once we see each other consistently, the friendship always ends. I’ve never had a friend for more than two years. Even with neurodivergent friends, I could never get close to them. It’s either I overshare or share too little.

I think it’s cuz of masking cuz I haven’t really known who I’ve been since around 14. I don’t really know how to unmask fr. I feel like I still mask even while medicated or under the influence.

I’m not diagnosed with autism, but I’ve been suspecting it a lot lately honestly. It’s always felt like I just ruin friendships or didn’t understand social cues. I feel like I tend to overthink as well too. I used to think there were times I wasn’t, but it’s cuz my brain was being stimulated by something else. I can’t really sit in silence, even when alone.

All my life, I have felt like a floater friend. I’ve never felt connected in friend groups and it always felt like someone was closer with their friend than with me. I remember the friendships that lasted the longest were when we took breaks from each other. So I would see them in fourth grade and wouldn’t see them again until ninth grade. Once we see each other consistently, the friendship always ends. I’ve never had a friend for more than two years. Even with neurodivergent friends, I could never get close to them. It’s either I overshare or share too little.

I think it’s cuz of masking cuz I haven’t really known who I’ve been since around 14. I don’t really know how to unmask fr. I feel like I still mask even while medicated or under the influence.

All my life, I have felt like a floater friend. I’ve never felt connected in friend groups and it always felt like someone was closer with their friend than with me. I remember the friendships that lasted the longest were when we took breaks from each other. So I would see them in fourth grade and wouldn’t see them again until ninth grade. Once we see each other consistently, the friendship always ends. I’ve never had a friend for more than two years.

how dirty does the fridge at kp have to be before they charge you a fee?

i feel like the smallest things just make me very upset. for example, today, i got a large popcorn bucket and barely finished it. there’s still so much popcorn that remains and i can’t stop crying about it because i feel so bad and idk how to finish it. and it wasn’t even my money that paid for it; it was my father’s which makes me feel like i wasted his money (imma pay him back ofc).

i just feel like i take everything way too personally. like the slightest tone shift or attitude makes me feel a certain way. like my friend would jokingly shush me and like obviously she means no harm, but i feel slighted for no reason.

i don’t get paid until tuesday but when i do, ill be starting therapy again (recently quit bc i just didn’t like the therapist). im also medicated too on strattera but i might ask my psych provider to switch bc it doesn’t feel as effective anymore.

i was diagnosed with adhd around a month ago and have been on meds for it since. it’s really helped me to be focused and productive (i’m on stratter) but i feel like i also just don’t know who i am. i also felt like that unmedicated too, but now it just feels like im boring. like when my friend is talking to me, idk what to say to them honestly. my brain feels empty and i just feel awkward.

i can also feel when im putting on a mask. idk if this is autism cuz im not diagnosed but when im on the meds, i can feel when im forcing myself to smile, laugh, etc. when i am off it tho, im always talkative, laughing, etc.

i was diagnosed with adhd around a month ago and have been on meds for it since. it’s really helped me to be focused and productive (i’m on stratter) but i feel like i also just don’t know who i am. i also felt like that unmedicated too, but now it just feels like im boring. like when my friend is talking to me, idk what to say to them honestly. my brain feels empty and i just feel awkward.

i can also feel when im putting on a mask. idk if this is autism cuz im not diagnosed but when im on the meds, i can feel when im forcing myself to smile, laugh, etc. when i am off it tho, im always talkative, laughing, etc.

i struggle a lot with this trait. i feel like i get heated really easily and it‘s cost me many friendships in the past. for example, i would unfriend people for saying the r-word because i felt it was very wrong to say back in high school. or how a year ago, i had told off my friend for joking about another friend eating green peas. to me, her going around to other people asking if they liked peas felt wrong to me. it just seemed so unnecessary and felt like bullying, but was supposed to be a joke.

19 F recently diagnosed with ADHD. i’ve always struggled with friendships like id make the wrong mistake that cost the friendship or id always feel like a floater friend that never felt close to anyone. How do I fix this?