I have an intense obsession and a deep attachment to Radhika, the princess of Vrishbhanu and the Queen of Barsana. I adore you madly, my Queen! O Queen of Braj, I bow at your lotus feet forever and ever. I repeat your name without ceasing; please grant me the grace to never forget you,
even for a single second.
I chant "Radha" in my heart, my mind, my tongue, my thoughts, and my dreams. When I wake up, I repeat "Radhey Radhey." When I rise, I say "Radhey Radhey." I offer all my food to Radhika, and I pronounce the name of Radha over everything I eat and drink.
When I am happy, I run to Radha, share my joy with her, repeat her name, and thank her. When I am sad, I go to Radhika, thank her, cry near her, and share my grief and worries with her. When I sit and meditate, I contemplate nothing but Radhika's feet and eyes. When I am excited about something, I share my excitement with her and tell her my ideas.
I share my entire life with her. Even when I work, I only work in her presence, and I only exercise in front of her, repeating her name in every single moment. Her name is like my inhalation and exhalation—something completely involuntary, to the point that while speaking, I almost pronounce Radha's name instead of words. When I want to sleep, I focus on her eyes until I drift off.
I am deeply obsessed with Radhika, the daughter of Vrishbhanu. My whole life belongs to Radhey; I am Radha's servant, I am Radha's own, I belong to Radha, and Radha is my Queen, my beloved, my adoration, and my entire life and breath.
Radhey Radhey. 🙏