u/FrananaBanana452

I sweat so much. I sweat so much for no fucking reason. I went out for about 2 hours earlier today, came back, and changed out of my trousers to find a HUGE wet patch right in the crotch area. I was wearing light coloured ones, too; so, it was so fucking obvious. I was walking around looking like I'd fully pissed myself

I'm preparing to move home soon, and I was rearranging some boxes to make some more space to pack things away. Sweat was dripping from me. Like, dripping down my face, neck, chest - I had droplets of sweat in my hair. All because I moved a few boxes (which weren't super heavy)

I'm sweaty CONSTANTLY. I don't get a break from it. I feel disgusting. It's so fucking embarrassing and pathetic

My friend and I have gone to viewing after viewing of flats and houses, desperately trying to find somewhere safe to live. We went to a viewing a few days ago, put in the application for tenancy the same day, and the application got accepted the next day. I've paid the holding deposit, but it's still not guaranteed that we will be getting this flat, as the appropriate checks are being done before the landlady says her final "yes" or "no"

I feel our bit of luck might be running out, and we really need this flat. Which simple, beginner-friendly spells would be good for something like this?

We're not even through July yet. Felt like I was being punched in the face by a pumpkin spiced latte

I don't know much about spell work, but I do see this specific type of spell pop up in witchcraft subreddits a lot. Is there even a way to do one ethically?

From my understanding, it's meant to amplify emotions that are already there, and not create them. But that's still manipulating how somebody feels towards you. Is that not a bit iffy?

I'm not trying to shit stir btw - I'm genuinely confused

I want to make my own tincture, but every guide online is very American 😅

I'm looking for some tried and trusted sources. Don't really fancy just getting some random shit off of Amazon and hoping for the best lol

I've been receiving frequent aggression and harassment by a neighbour from around the start of this year. It escalated to a point where I felt, and feel, the need to move for my mental and physical safety. I was told to contact the council about it, so I did just that; telling them that I fear that I'm in danger, that I've had to contact the police several times (also gave the case/incident numbers), that I have a recording of said neighbour threatening my friend not long before the most recent incident (which I can't really go into a lot of detail about), that he started punching my door and screaming in my face because I had the tumble dryer on at almost 11am, when he was "trying to relax", and that I have a picture of the muddy shoe print he left behind when kicking my door. That's not even all of it, and it's barely been 6 months!

Anyway - they got back to me weeks later basically saying "sorry lol not our problem. If you feel unsafe, try home-swapping". So, after a lot of hesitation because I really don't want to knowingly and willingly make this maniac somebody else's problem, I put an advertisement up, and I looked through what's on there. It's, like, 95% people with disabilities looking for ground floor flats with no steps or stairs (which is fair), because the council told them to do the same thing - to "home swap", because it isn't their problem. JUST HOW MANY FUCKING GROUND FLOOR FLATS WITH NO STEPS/STAIRS DO THE COUNCIL THINK EXIST IN THE UK?!? I LIVE ON THE 1ST FLOOR!!! MY FLAT IS NO GOOD TO THEM!!! OR PEOPLE WANTING A PRIVATE GARDEN FOR THEIR DOG/S!! THEY'RE PISSING COUNCIL FLATS - YOU'RE SEARCHING FOR A GOLDEN TICKET!!! A COMMUNAL GARDEN IS THE BEST YOU'RE GONNA GET

I'm stuck living above somebody that wants to harm me because I exist in my flat. I spend most of my time sitting or laying down, due to my own health issues. I don't have people over. I don't play loud music, or have loud hobbies. I don't have noisy pets. But, when I try to clean at a PERFECTLY REASONABLE AND NORMAL TIME, or I dare to get up to get a drink or go to the toilet during the night, tiptoeing on an unavoidable creaky floorboard, that's enough to warrant trying to kick my door in loooool I'm going to repeatedly smash my head into a wall and make the noise he accuses me of making WHEN I'M NOT EVEN HERE AND I TRY TO SHOW HIM THAT I WASN'T HERE AT THE TIME I WAS SUPPOSEDLY SLAMMING DOORS

I'm losing my mind. I've been taking Fluoxetine since around November, and I take 40mg. When I say that I keep sweating so much that it's seeping through my trousers and making it look like I've pissed myself, I'm not exaggerating. I look like I've dunked my face in water as soon as I make any movement, and ESPECIALLY when I'm outside. Back? Wet-through. Armpits? Sweat dripping from them and down my sides. I quite literally skidded my arse across the toilet seat yesterday when sitting down to pee, because I was that sweaty. It's constant, and it WON'T STOP!!!!

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This paired with the weight gain is making me crazy. I feel like a flushed, sweaty pig. I held back tears while out earlier today because I was so disgusted and embarrassed. People have started commenting about the heat when talking to me, but not to anyone else with me. So, it's obviously making me stand out

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I hate it. I hate it I hate it I hate it. And the worse part is that IT'S ACTUALLY FUCKING HELPING!!! I DON'T WANT TO CHANGE MEDS AGAIN

I can't fucking believe it, man. Wtf. Bro's music played a decent part in my teen and young-adult years. He showed me it was okay to be a bit of a freak - to be an "Alien boy"

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He was only 32. This paired with all of the other air-related deaths today...maybe this is a sign for something

Especially in Bulwell are 😅

If I were to think/talk about my gender 3 years ago, I would've been like "yeah, no - I'm a gay trans guy 100%". And I was of that mindset for a decent amount of time (identifying as transmasc - at the very least - for 5+ years). Even thinking about calling myself a woman felt wrong. But now? Idk - I just feel like like a woman. A straight woman. But in a gay way? I feel like if a man was a woman and a woman was a man. I have a feminine rage, and have loved and am living the "female" experience. But it's all so fucking queer, you know? I get targeted for being queer. I get called slurs. I get harassed and abused. I feel SO queer. But I don't feel queer anymore

I don't fucking know, man. I turn 25 in two weeks - I'm too old to be having another identity crisis lmao

Is there anybody else who has gone through or is going through the same/a similar experience? Or am I just doing the stereotype thing of being desperate to be oppressed and different?

I wouldn't be surprised if I'd walked past it, like, three times and just not realised lmao. But I swear there used to be one