I used to be so confident in my trans identity, man
If I were to think/talk about my gender 3 years ago, I would've been like "yeah, no - I'm a gay trans guy 100%". And I was of that mindset for a decent amount of time (identifying as transmasc - at the very least - for 5+ years). Even thinking about calling myself a woman felt wrong. But now? Idk - I just feel like like a woman. A straight woman. But in a gay way? I feel like if a man was a woman and a woman was a man. I have a feminine rage, and have loved and am living the "female" experience. But it's all so fucking queer, you know? I get targeted for being queer. I get called slurs. I get harassed and abused. I feel SO queer. But I don't feel queer anymore
I don't fucking know, man. I turn 25 in two weeks - I'm too old to be having another identity crisis lmao
Is there anybody else who has gone through or is going through the same/a similar experience? Or am I just doing the stereotype thing of being desperate to be oppressed and different?