OKAY HOPEFULLY THE LAST VENT I JUST LIKE VENTING AND I HAVE NO ONE TO TALK TO OK 😭
Again I want to apologize for all of the venting I've been doing, I would go around subs but the only other sub I really use is r/teenagers and I genuinely cant say much in that without getting scared that my post will be removed, I understand if this gets removed too lol, I'll try to stop venting for a bit because it's probably annoying. Anyway... I miss my ex, again. He was so fucking amazing. I genuinely cant remember what he looked like anymore. I miss his beautiful face. I want to remember. I can't remember much about him. All I have left are text messages. I had hope... I had actual hope. I had a video from when I accidentally recorded an entire call with him. I wish my fucking microphone didnt FUCKIGN SUCK. I COULD HAVE LISTENED TO HIS FUCKING BEAUTIFUL VOICE ONE MORE TIME. HE'S PROBABLY FUCKING DEAD BECAUSE OF ME. IT'S ALL MY FUCKIGNRNGAHEYRHEHEHWUEHEHEHHE
heh sorry. anyway sorry ill try to be happier 👍