this pisses me off
I was dating a guy, and i broke up with him because of some small reasons. He didnt use to make an effort to come meet me everyday even tho we lived like 10 mins apart and whenever i use to express that something made me feel bad, it use to turn into an argument.
The final straw was when there was a function and i asked him multiple times before to be there for me that day and we had a huge fight the day before the function and he didnt even check up on me during the function , later he said that he was scared that we’ll fight again and he’d start crying so he didnt come to me . Then i said ‘ i dont wanna do this anymore ‘ and he became all sad and said a lot of sweet things so i was like fine ill give you a chance.
He said ‘ If u are considering to be back then lets come to a point ki i am not at all up for more teenage fights . Do i fuck with you ? Yes
But can i bare fights on small issues ? No. ‘
A week went by and he didnt even plan a hangout or anything, so i ended it with him. We were in contact after the breakup, and a while after he said ‘’ Like i want to have you for sure. But with you comes your needs and wants which i fear i cant fulfill. So its like a weird paradox and then the thought of texting you makes me feel am i losing it ? ‘’
It still makes me sad that he said ‘ i can’t fulfill your needs and wants’ when i had none. All i wanted was his presence and for him to show up for me.
Like i literally never asked for anything else. I was so good to him, i gave him flowers and wrote letters and ordered him food and i was so kind to him. Now i feel he just gave up on me and he doesnt even regret it
Just wanted to vent