u/Glittering_Map857

So ive done a lot of thinking and ive come to realize that ill always have the little voice in the back of my head saying i really AM a girl. Its more so that I need to accept that and also that I need to tell myself this is who I am, and not that I need to figure out if I am actually am trans. Its more of me being scared that im going to regret it, but because of the thought ive put in to this I think I know who I am. Im also really scared because I know if I actually have this convorsation with my parents then they will accept me, but society is never going to accept me, and the world is such a dangerous place for trans people. Ahem the orange man. Anyway as I was saying that little voice is something I need to listen to more than I already do. I hate feeling disgusted in my own body, and staying up all night and making myself throw up because im so tired I dont want to go to school. I hate not being myself, but I can't really be myself until I try different things and I WANT to try different things but im just so scared that my parents will not accept me. I can tell my dad doesn't want this from me, and I really dont want to disappoint him, but I also need to realize that my health, both emotional and physical is more important than what other people think. Im just scared that I cant be the person they want me to be and im especially scared that im going to regret it. I dont know who I am, and thats okay, but its not okay when it gets to the point that I cant think correctly. And I wish I could talk to my parents, but I know for a FACT that they won't understand. I want someone to tell me who I am. Its so stressful trying to figure this out for myself, but I know I need to trust that voice. That voice knows better. I think. Unless im wrong. And if im wrong, and I cant figure this out then I just know its going to hurt me more and more until the point of where I actually cant handle it. But listening to that voice is so hard. I know what I NEED to do, but why is the thing I need to do always the hardest

In the begging of overcompensate, it says; "welcome back to trench" even though its in clancy. Why is this? Thanks in advance

So, I recently made a post saying how I came out to my parents as trans and they said I should reconcider. I have been thinking non-stop since, and this is what I have so far.

So, If I could push the button and instantly become a woman, I would do it without hesitation.

When I was 5 I would always be daydreaming of being a girl, and how much I wanted to be one, so I could look pretty.

When I was 7 I started wearing my mom's bras to bed (not to school bc homophobes) and I really felt it was normal to me.

I just started recently asking people online to refer to me as a more feminine name and She/Her pronouns, and it just feels right... EXCEPT, here's the part that I'm stuck on.

The specific name I chose just adds one letter to my real name, and it feels weird. Weird in way I cant describe, but the more my friends use it the more it sounds normal.

Also, I talk and act very masculine, and I will do very masculine-like actions (I hate gender norms, and I do not associate with them, but I have to use it to get the point across) as in I will jump up and down a lot and talk about more masculine type stuff.

I really like baseball and football, and I know that doesn't mean I can't be a woman, but it feels weird.

I don't know how to explain it, but these minorities are making me doubt everything. Any explanations or advice would be immensly appreciated. Thanks!

I came out to my parents yesterday, and they were like "Ok, we support you" but they just talked to me again today and said that Apparently Im a very empathetic person who if I see someone doing something I do it to? IDK. I really dont know what to think anymore. Am I even trans? Are they right? They said they would support me no matter what but I dont even know. Im feeling pretty dysphoric and I may or may not have put on a bra yesterday and liked it. I'm litteraly crying I have no idea who I am now. I dont know anyone trans or questioning, so I feel like I am. I really dont know. I'm so lost.

edit: Im an idiot. I just realized there were so many signs when I was a child. when I was 5, I kept saying I wish I was a girl. when I was 7, I kept stealing my mom's bra's to try them on. I never thought of it as "trans" when I was younger. this might be undeniable proof.

So, im a pan autistic male. I have always been pan since I can remember. I've had my fair share of genders I've dated. Im not in a relationship right now though. The thing im having trouble with is that I think I might be trans. Like, I like the idea of it I guess. I want to be masculine, but I dont want to have male parts. I dont know how to explain it. If there's a sexuality for this or just an answer on how I can know if Im just thinking it looks cool or something. I really cant explain it. Thanks in advance.

Edit: I've been having some dysphoria in the past day which is very good because now I know that I probably am trans! 😁😁

So, im a pan autistic male. I have always been pan since I can remember. I've had my fair share of genders I've dated. Im not in a relationship right now though. The thing im having trouble with is that I think I might be trans. Like, I like the idea of it I guess. I want to be masculine, but I dont want to have male parts. I dont know how to explain it. If there's a sexuality for this or just an answer on how I can know if Im just thinking it looks cool or something. I really cant explain it. Thanks in advance.