Burnout
This is so very tiring.
After a very rough meeting with the directors and producer. I feel like I'm about to get burnout with this series. Or, maybe I AM burnt out cause the music I just presented was so fucking ass I would cry if I'm not sleep deprived.
It's just that the deadlines are so tight every day and there's so many cues per episode. I really do feel like it's unfair that I have to score an episode every day and have them expect the best music I can give with the amount of time I have. I can't even choose the sounds I want cause I'm always running out of time.
And then having to come up with a theme for a character in just a day is just crazy work. Now I'm not saying that we as composers shouldn't be able to make a theme in a day, but expecting it to be something you want without a peg is crazy work.
That's all, this is really just a rant of how hard it is in this industry. It won't stop me from pursuing this career but damn it is so hard. I also really regret not asking for more in compensation but I'm also still just starting out.
(Not sure if this is allowed here, tell me if it isn't)