Can you talk me off the ledge?
I was approaching two years NED from IDC grade 3 stage two, +++. I was treated with a lumpectomy, 14 rounds of radiation six rounds of TCHP and I have been on anastrozole.
I went for my mammo and US checkup and my opposite breast popped with something they don’t know what. More pics needed. So I was sent for a diagnostic ultrasound and they still don’t know. Next step is the MRI. I am waiting waiting waiting for these appointments. I’m not waiting more than a week, but each appointment is a week and my stress is slowly increasing.
I keep telling myself it’s probably nothing because before my diagnosis I always had something pop up as nothing. Years and years of having a cyst or a smudge or something that was nothing until I actually received a cancer diagnosis.
Stressing and I’m venting and I apologize for complaining. I’m going to paste my smile on my face and fake it for another day. I am exhausted, and I just want to lay in bed and cry.