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20M Omani I can’t get a driving license due to a health condition

I’m here to ask if anyone knows someone who tried to overdose and succeeded, because I’m planning to overdose on Xanax with alcohol tonight and end this

imagine living in the suburbs where you have to drive everywhere to get to anywhere, annoying right? But now you can't drive. There's very limited coverage of public transportation (buses, taxis, ride hailing apps). There is no infrastructure. There are no sidewalks.

Now imagine that quiet suburban life but turn it up to 11. The average population density of a US suburb is around 1,500/mi2. In Oman it's around 50/mi2. Fifty. The entire country is like a rural Wyoming farmland, but replace farmland with sorching desert. It's perpetually 100F+ summer, so obviously you can't walk, you can't bike, you can't motorcycle.

When a 20 year old American says their life is over if they can't get a driver's license, maybe they're being overdramatic I don't know. But if you're in Oman, that's a true statement. You're pretty much homebound. You'll have to rely on family, friends, or neighbor carpooling. You're basically crippled and in a wheelchair and you'll need someone to push you around your entire life - school, university, job, social life, etc. You're done.

So yeah, obsession is the right word, and it's "normal" for people in Oman to be absolutely devistated if they can't get a driver's license.

It's over for me tonight with xanax

20M Omani I can’t get a driving license due to a health condition

I’m here to ask if anyone knows someone who tried to overdose and succeeded, because I’m planning to overdose on Xanax with alcohol tonight and end this

imagine living in the suburbs where you have to drive everywhere to get to anywhere, annoying right? But now you can't drive. There's very limited coverage of public transportation (buses, taxis, ride hailing apps). There is no infrastructure. There are no sidewalks.

Now imagine that quiet suburban life but turn it up to 11. The average population density of a US suburb is around 1,500/mi2. In Oman it's around 50/mi2. Fifty. The entire country is like a rural Wyoming farmland, but replace farmland with sorching desert. It's perpetually 100F+ summer, so obviously you can't walk, you can't bike, you can't motorcycle.

When a 20 year old American says their life is over if they can't get a driver's license, maybe they're being overdramatic I don't know. But if you're in Oman, that's a true statement. You're pretty much homebound. You'll have to rely on family, friends, or neighbor carpooling. You're basically crippled and in a wheelchair and you'll need someone to push you around your entire life - school, university, job, social life, etc. You're done.

So yeah, obsession is the right word, and it's "normal" for people in Oman to be absolutely devistated if they can't get a driver's license.

It's over for me tonight with xanax

20M Omani I can’t get a driving license due to a health condition

I’m here to ask if anyone knows someone who tried to overdose and succeeded, because I’m planning to overdose on Xanax with alcohol tonight and end this

imagine living in the suburbs where you have to drive everywhere to get to anywhere, annoying right? But now you can't drive. There's very limited coverage of public transportation (buses, taxis, ride hailing apps). There is no infrastructure. There are no sidewalks.

Now imagine that quiet suburban life but turn it up to 11. The average population density of a US suburb is around 1,500/mi2. In Oman it's around 50/mi2. Fifty. The entire country is like a rural Wyoming farmland, but replace farmland with sorching desert. It's perpetually 100F+ summer, so obviously you can't walk, you can't bike, you can't motorcycle.

When a 20 year old American says their life is over if they can't get a driver's license, maybe they're being overdramatic I don't know. But if you're in Oman, that's a true statement. You're pretty much homebound. You'll have to rely on family, friends, or neighbor carpooling. You're basically crippled and in a wheelchair and you'll need someone to push you around your entire life - school, university, job, social life, etc. You're done.

So yeah, obsession is the right word, and it's "normal" for people in Oman to be absolutely devistated if they can't get a driver's license.

It's over for me tonight with xanax

20M Omani I can’t get a driving license due to a health condition

I’m here to ask if anyone knows someone who tried to overdose and succeeded, because I’m planning to overdose on Xanax with alcohol in one hour and end this

imagine living in the suburbs where you have to drive everywhere to get to anywhere, annoying right? But now you can't drive. There's very limited coverage of public transportation (buses, taxis, ride hailing apps). There is no infrastructure. There are no sidewalks.

Now imagine that quiet suburban life but turn it up to 11. The average population density of a US suburb is around 1,500/mi2. In Oman it's around 50/mi2. Fifty. The entire country is like a rural Wyoming farmland, but replace farmland with sorching desert. It's perpetually 100F+ summer, so obviously you can't walk, you can't bike, you can't motorcycle.

When a 20 year old American says their life is over if they can't get a driver's license, maybe they're being overdramatic I don't know. But if you're in Oman, that's a true statement. You're pretty much homebound. You'll have to rely on family, friends, or neighbor carpooling. You're basically crippled and in a wheelchair and you'll need someone to push you around your entire life - school, university, job, social life, etc. You're done.

So yeah, obsession is the right word, and it's "normal" for people in Oman to be absolutely devistated if they can't get a driver's license.

It's over for me tonight with xanax

I tried to search for all the possible things that can replace the self esteem that comes from having a license, but none of them can.

I’m a 20M Omani I have a scholarship but I really don’t give a fuck about it anymore

and I can’t get a driving license due to a health condition

I’m here to ask if anyone knows someone who tried to overdose and succeeded, because I’m planning to overdose on Xanax with alcohol tonight and end this

And please shut up with the "obsession" argument. Oman isn’t like the US. If you can’t drive here, it’s literally over for your social life. You’re basically crippled and need help. Yeah, no motorcycles or walking because of the extremely deadly heat, and there’s no public transport.

Don’t Fuck with me; there’s nothing better than a driving license,Part of being an adult is having independence, and if I can’t have that, I’m ending it today. Please, like I said, no stupid advice; it’s all bad and doesn’t work. I’m just here to ask for personal stories, about benzos and I’ve stated my reasons so you guys don’t have to ask me why I want to do it there’s a reason why everyone here gets a license after finishing school and my self esteem can’t handle this anymore

Anyways, enough about this. Does anyone know someone who succeeded with odosing?

I tried to search for all the possible things that can replace the self esteem that comes from having a license, but none of them can.

I’m a 20M Omani I have a scholarship but I really don’t give a fuck about it anymore

and I can’t get a driving license due to a health condition. I’m not here to ask for stupid transportation advice because all the alternatives aren't as good as driving, and most of them don’t exist anyway.

I’m here to ask if anyone knows someone who tried to overdose and succeeded, because I’m planning to overdose on Xanax with alcohol tonight and end this

Don’t Fuck with me; there’s nothing better than a driving license,Part of being an adult is having independence, and if I can’t have that, I’m ending it today. Please, like I said, no stupid advice; it’s all bad and doesn’t work. I’m just here to ask for personal stories, about benzos and I’ve stated my reasons so you guys don’t have to ask me why I want to do it there’s a reason why everyone here gets a license after finishing school and my self esteem can’t handle this anymore

Anyways, enough about this. Does anyone know someone who succeeded with odosing?

I tried to search for all the possible things that can replace the self esteem that comes from having a license, but none of them can.

I’m a 20M Omani I have a scholarship but I really don’t give a fuck about it anymore

and I can’t get a driving license due to a health condition. I’m not here to ask for stupid transportation advice because all the alternatives aren't as good as driving, and most of them don’t exist anyway.

I’m here to ask if anyone knows someone who tried to overdose and succeeded, because I’m planning to overdose on Xanax with alcohol in one hour and end this

Don’t Fuck with me; there’s nothing better than a driving license,Part of being an adult is having independence, and if I can’t have that, I’m ending it today. Please, like I said, no stupid advice; it’s all bad and doesn’t work. I’m just here to ask for personal stories, about benzos and I’ve stated my reasons so you guys don’t have to ask me why I want to do it there’s a reason why everyone here gets a license after finishing school and my self esteem can’t handle this anymore

Anyways, enough about this. Does anyone know someone who succeeded with odosing?

I tried to search for all the possible things that can replace the self esteem that comes from having a license, but none of them can.

I’m a 20M Omani I have a scholarship but I really don’t give a fuck about it anymore

and I can’t get a driving license due to a health condition. I’m not here to ask for stupid transportation advice because all the alternatives aren't as good as driving, and most of them don’t exist anyway.

I’m here to ask if anyone knows someone who tried to overdose and succeeded, because I’m planning to overdose on Xanax with alcohol in one hour and end this

Don’t Fuck with me; there’s nothing better than a driving license,Part of being an adult is having independence, and if I can’t have that, I’m ending it today. Please, like I said, no stupid advice; it’s all bad and doesn’t work. I’m just here to ask for personal stories, about benzos and I’ve stated my reasons so you guys don’t have to ask me why I want to do it there’s a reason why everyone here gets a license after finishing school and my self esteem can’t handle this anymore

Anyways, enough about this. Does anyone know someone who succeeded with odosing?

I tried to search for all the possible things that can replace the self esteem that comes from having a license, but none of them can.

I’m a 20M Omani I have a scholarship but I really don’t give a fuck about it anymore

and I can’t get a driving license due to a health condition. I’m not here to ask for stupid transportation advice because all the alternatives aren't as good as driving, and most of them don’t exist anyway.

I’m here to ask if anyone knows someone who tried to overdose and succeeded, because I’m planning to overdose on Xanax with alcohol in one hour and end this

Don’t Fuck with me; there’s nothing better than a driving license,Part of being an adult is having independence, and if I can’t have that, I’m ending it today. Please, like I said, no stupid advice; it’s all bad and doesn’t work. I’m just here to ask for personal stories, about benzos and I’ve stated my reasons so you guys don’t have to ask me why I want to do it there’s a reason why everyone here gets a license after finishing school and my self esteem can’t handle this anymore

Anyways, enough about this. Does anyone know someone who succeeded with odosing?

I tried to search for all the possible things that can replace the self esteem that comes from having a license, but none of them can.

I’m a 20M Omani I have a scholarship but I really don’t give a fuck about it anymore

and I can’t get a driving license due to a health condition. I’m not here to ask for stupid transportation advice because all the alternatives aren't as good as driving, and most of them don’t exist anyway.

I’m here to ask if anyone knows someone who tried to overdose and succeeded, because I’m planning to overdose on Xanax with alcohol in one hour and end this

Don’t Fuck with me; there’s nothing better than a driving license,Part of being an adult is having independence, and if I can’t have that, I’m ending it today. Please, like I said, no stupid advice; it’s all bad and doesn’t work. I’m just here to ask for personal stories, about benzos and I’ve stated my reasons so you guys don’t have to ask me why I want to do it there’s a reason why everyone here gets a license after finishing school and my self esteem can’t handle this anymore

Anyways, enough about this. Does anyone know someone who succeeded with odosing?

I posted about this before and tried to forget about it but I couldn't and I want to overdose xanax and end it

I am a 20M Omani and I can't get a driving license in a fucking car centric country due to a health condition. I have a scholarship in accounting, but I wasn't even happy about it because I can't drive.

There’s a guy who laughs in my face, and even some friends make fun of me because I don’t drive. They say things like, ‘How are your horse and legs for traveling?’ since I don’t have a license

Oman is extremely hot for ebikes and motorcycles, public transport doesn't exist, and taxis for daily use will cost a damn fortune.

But the problem is I got used to my country and everyone here. And the biggest problem is I don't know what it feels like the day you pass the test, get your license, and the confidence and self esteem boost you gain from that independence. And I am thinking of overdosing Xanax tonight and ending things due to that feeling

You know what the funny part is? It’s not the moving around that annoys me the most. It’s that I feel like I’m missing out on something I really wanted to experience. I wanted to know what it feels like to pass the test and get the license and the fact that you only need to pass once, then you have your license forever. Even seeing people renew their license when it expires I wanted to experience that too. I feel like I’m missing out on so much, and I want to end it

I posted about this before and tried to forget about it but I couldn't

I am a 20M Omani and I can't get a driving license in a fucking car centric country due to a health condition. I have a scholarship in accounting, but I wasn't even happy about it because I can't drive.

There’s a guy who laughs in my face, and even some friends make fun of me because I don’t drive. They say things like, ‘How are your horse and legs for traveling?’ since I don’t have a license

Oman is extremely hot for ebikes and motorcycles, public transport doesn't exist, and taxis for daily use will cost a damn fortune.

But the problem is I got used to my country and everyone here. And the biggest problem is I don't know what it feels like the day you pass the test, get your license, and the confidence and self esteem boost you gain from that independence. And I am thinking of overdosing Xanax tonight and ending things due to that feeling

You know what the funny part is? It’s not the moving around that annoys me the most. It’s that I feel like I’m missing out on something I really wanted to experience. I wanted to know what it feels like to pass the test and get the license and the fact that you only need to pass once, then you have your license forever. Even seeing people renew their license when it expires I wanted to experience that too. I feel like I’m missing out on so much, and I want to end it

I am a 20M Omani and I can't get a driving license in a fucking car centric country due to a health condition. I have a scholarship in accounting, but I wasn't even happy about it because I can't drive.

Oman is extremely hot for ebikes and motorcycles, public transport doesn't exist, and taxis for daily use will cost a damn fortune.

But the problem is I got used to my country and everyone here. And the biggest problem is I don't know what it feels like the day you pass the test, get your license, and the confidence and self esteem boost you gain from that independence. And I am thinking of overdosing Xanax and ending things due to that feeling

I am a 20M Omani and I can't get a driving license in a fucking car centric country due to a health condition. I have a scholarship in accounting, but I wasn't even happy about it because I can't drive.

Oman is extremely hot for ebikes and motorcycles, public transport doesn't exist, and taxis for daily use will cost a damn fortune.

But the problem is I got used to my country and everyone here. And the biggest problem is I don't know what it feels like the day you pass the test, get your license, and the confidence and self esteem boost you gain from that independence. And I am thinking of overdosing and ending things due to that feeling

I tried to search for all the possible things that can replace the self esteem that comes from having a license, but none of them can.

I’m a 20M I have an accounting scholarship but I really wasn't happy about it at all because I can't drive

I can’t get a driving license due to a health condition. I’m not here to ask for transportation advice because all the alternatives aren't as good as driving, and most of them don’t exist here anyway.

And I have thougts about ending things with odosing because of low self esteem due to lack of driving

I’ve heard so many people say, 'Get a girlfriend who drives" when there's no way a girl would date someone who can't drive (I'm not blaming anyone I'm just saying) plus it's not good to be co depending on someone

It's so over

I tried to search for all the possible things that can replace the self esteem that comes from having a license, but none of them can.

I’m a 20M Omani I have a scholarship but I really wasn't happy about it at all because I can't drive

I can’t get a driving license due to a health condition. I’m not here to ask for stupid transportation advice because all the alternatives aren't as good as driving, and most of them don’t exist anyway.

I’m here to ask if anyone knows someone who tried to overdose and succeeded, because I’m planning to overdose on Xanax with alcohol in one hour and end this

Don’t Fuck with me; there’s nothing better than a driving license. No matter how old you are or how much therapy you take, it doesn’t matter (I tried). If you’re an adult who doesn’t have a license and independence, you will look and feel pathetic because even teenagers drive. I’ve heard so many people say, 'Get a girlfriend who drives how is that independence? A fucking grown ass man who depends on his partner for transportation is not independent.

Part of being a man is having independence, and if I can’t have that, I’m ending it today. Please, like I said, no stupid advice; it’s all bad and doesn’t work. I’m just here to ask for personal stories, about benzos and I’ve stated my reasons so you guys don’t have to ask me why I want to do it there’s a reason why everyone here gets a license after finishing school and my self esteem can’t handle this anymore

Yes, no matter why you don’t have it if you don’t have a license, your selfesteem will be low because that’s normal. Anyways enough about this. Does anybody have any personal stories about benzos?

I tried to search for all the possible things that can replace the self esteem that comes from having a license, but none of them can.

I’m a 20M Omani I have a scholarship but I really wasn't happy about it at all because I can't drive

I can’t get a driving license due to a health condition. I’m not here to ask for stupid transportation advice because all the alternatives aren't as good as driving, and most of them don’t exist anyway.

I’m here to ask if anyone knows someone who tried to overdose and succeeded, because I’m planning to overdose on Xanax with alcohol in one hour and end this

Don’t Fuck with me; there’s nothing better than a driving license. No matter how old you are or how much therapy you take, it doesn’t matter (I tried). If you’re an adult who doesn’t have a license and independence, you will look and feel pathetic because even teenagers drive. I’ve heard so many people say, 'Get a girlfriend who drives how is that independence? A fucking grown ass man who depends on his partner for transportation is not independent.

Part of being a man is having independence, and if I can’t have that, I’m ending it today. Please, like I said, no stupid advice; it’s all bad and doesn’t work. I’m just here to ask for personal stories, about benzos and I’ve stated my reasons so you guys don’t have to ask me why I want to do it there’s a reason why everyone here gets a license after finishing school and my self esteem can’t handle this anymore

Yes, no matter why you don’t have it if you don’t have a license, your selfesteem will be low because that’s normal. Anyways enough about this. Does anybody have any personal stories about benzos?

I tried to search for all the possible things that can replace the self esteem that comes from having a license, but none of them can.

I’m a 20M Omani I have a scholarship but I really wasn't happy about it at all because I can't drive

and I can’t get a driving license due to a health condition. I’m not here to ask for stupid transportation advice because all the alternatives aren't as good as driving, and most of them don’t exist anyway.

I’m here to ask if anyone knows someone who tried to overdose and succeeded, because I’m planning to overdose on Xanax with alcohol in one hour and end this

Don’t Fuck with me; there’s nothing better than a driving license. No matter how old you are or how much therapy you take, it doesn’t matter (I tried). If you’re an adult who doesn’t have a license and independence, you will look and feel pathetic because even teenagers drive. I’ve heard so many people say, 'Get a girlfriend who drives how is that independence? A fucking grown ass man who depends on his partner for transportation is not independent.

Part of being a man is having independence, and if I can’t have that, I’m ending it today. Please, like I said, no stupid advice; it’s all bad and doesn’t work. I’m just here to ask for personal stories, about benzos and I’ve stated my reasons so you guys don’t have to ask me why I want to do it there’s a reason why everyone here gets a license after finishing school and my self esteem can’t handle this anymore

Yes, no matter why you don’t have it if you don’t have a license, your selfesteem will be low because that’s normal. Anyways enough about this. Does anybody have any personal stories about benzos?

العيادة النفسية والانتحار

ولد عمري 20 نزلت عن هذا الموضوع قبل والله حاولت ولي فترة اروح عند دكتور نفسي ووصف لي ادوية لكن بدون فائدة

انا ما اقدر اطلع رخصة سياقة لظرف طبي وناوي استخدم هذي الادوية عشان انتحر اليوم وهذي فرصتي الوحيدة لان اهلي ما بيكونون موجودين فالبيت لمدة اسبوع

لا يجي احد يستغبي ويقول الموضوع تافه انت تريد اعيش حياتي كاملة وانا مو قادر اعتمد على نفسي؟ خاصتاً ان اولوية السياقة للرجل اكبر بكثير والموضوع متعب ومقرف مافي احد يريد يعتمد على شخص ثاني عشان يخلص له اشغاله خاصتاً فموضوع يومي مثل السياقة

ولا احد يقول تزوج بنت تسوق هذا اغبى نصيحة شفتها الحين وين الاعتماد على النفس فهذا الحل؟

المهم بس بغيت اسأل هل مضاعفة (الزاناكس) بينجح عشان افْتل نفسي؟ اتمنى الرد السريع لاني ناوي اسويها اليوم

ولد عمري 20 نزلت عن هذا الموضوع قبل والله حاولت ولي فترة اروح عند دكتور نفسي ووصف لي ادوية لكن بدون فائدة

انا ما اقدر اطلع رخصة سياقة لظرف طبي وناوي استخدم هذي الادوية عشان انتحر اليوم وهذي فرصتي الوحيدة لان اهلي ما بيكونون موجودين فالبيت لمدة اسبوع

لا يجي احد يستغبي ويقول الموضوع تافه انت تريد اعيش حياتي كاملة وانا مو قادر اعتمد على نفسي؟ خاصتاً ان اولوية السياقة للرجل اكبر بكثير والموضوع متعب ومقرف مافي احد يريد يعتمد على شخص ثاني عشان يخلص له اشغاله خاصتاً فموضوع يومي مثل السياقة

ولا احد يقول تزوج بنت تسوق هذا اغبى نصيحة شفتها الحين وين الاعتماد على النفس فهذا الحل؟

المهم بس بغيت اسأل هل مضاعفة (الزاناكس) بينجح عشان افْتل نفسي؟ اتمنى الرد السريع لاني ناوي اسويها اليوم