u/Ill_Machine_2691

I can't wait to feel wonderful again I can't wait to still loved by myself again I can't wait to enjoy life without you I can't wait to see the rainbow on the other side of this cloudy ass storm I've been writing in for the last three and a half years I can't wait to know what it feels like to not have to want somebody else's love to not have to worry if somebody else is going to come home do not have to worry if I'm getting cheated on to not have to worry if I'm being lied to so you don't have to worry if my person is actually going to come home tonight or not and sleep in the bed with me do not have to worry about being told no every time that I ask if we can fool around I can't wait to not have to worry about YOU! Because as of right now you ain't shit but a dope man's bitch that's all you'll ever be is a little trick you wish you could you wish you had but the only thing that you'll ever get is being sad!

I miss you more than words can describe but I know it ain't worth it to call you or text to come over or stay the night I left bc I'm tired of this relationship being one sided and then I'm crazy bc you hack my accounts and I find them in your phone then the 83 % comes back out.

Maybe one day you'll learn what honesty is and you won't hurt the next female for calling you out of your skin . It kills you that I knew about em all.

It's ok you can suck my dick like the rest of them bitch's

You're not my favorite mistake you're just a simple regret I thought I knew who you were but watch how fast I forget!

People make mistakes J! Life isn't always fair! We've been together for 3 ½ years now and like you say we have nothing in common. You are absolutely 83% full of shit every time you open your mouth when you get back from ghosting me for days weeks and months at a time! I am by far not that naive! I've known for 3 ½ years now that we weren't supposed to be together and yet I'm still here. KK has your heart soul and your child! I know you've been seeing her behind my back and lying about it but hey that's where that 83% comes in! KK seems like she is the most amazing strong smart funny and gorgeous person you've ever known! She loves you probably more than you'll ever know! You need her as much as she wants you! The baby needs you more! Maybe if you could let your pride down a little and get over the fack that people are only human. Then maybe you would just get back with her instead of sneaking around on me and being that 83% again! Maybe this is GOD's way of helping you to be able to raise another son and help you heal. KK if you see this I 2ish you nothing but the best and just know how much he really is in love with you! I'm truly nothing to him I mean nothing to him. He ghosts me and leaves me for you and everyone else! If I was on fire or needed help he wouldn't pee on me or answer the phone!

People make mistakes J! Life isn't always fair! We've been together for 3 ½ years now and like you say we have nothing in common. You are absolutely 83% full of shit every time you open your mouth when you get back from ghosting me for days weeks and months at a time! I am by far not that naive! I've known for 3 ½ years now that we weren't supposed to be together and yet I'm still here. KK has your heart soul and your child! I know you've been seeing her behind my back and lying about it but hey that's where that 83% comes in! KK seems like she is the most amazing strong smart funny and gorgeous person you've ever known! She loves you probably more than you'll ever know! You need her as much as she wants you! The baby needs you more! Maybe if you could let your pride down a little and get over the fack that people are only human. Then maybe you would just get back with her instead of sneaking around on me and being that 83% again! Maybe this is GOD's way of helping you to be able to raise another son and help you heal. KK if you see this I 2ish you nothing but the best and just know how much he really is in love with you! I'm truly nothing to him I mean nothing to him. He ghosts me and leaves me for you and everyone else! If I was on fire or needed help he wouldn't pee on me or answer the phone!

There's one thing about luck! It can always change!

I know we make better not knowing each other (relationship) rather than Bf/Gf (relationship)!

People make mistakes J! Life isn't always fair! We've been together for 3 ½ years now and like you say we have nothing in common. You are absolutely 83% full of shit every time you open your mouth when you get back from ghosting me for days weeks and months at a time! I am by far not that naive! I've known for 3 ½ years now that we weren't supposed to be together and yet I'm still here. KK has your heart soul and your child! I know you've been seeing her behind my back and lying about it but hey that's where that 83% comes in! KK seems like she is the most amazing strong smart funny and gorgeous person you've ever known! She loves you probably more than you'll ever know! You need her as much as she wants you! The baby needs you more! Maybe if you could let your pride down a little and get over the fack that people are only human. Then maybe you would just get back with her instead of sneaking around on me and being that 83% again! Maybe this is GOD's way of helping you to be able to raise another son and help you heal. KK if you see this I 2ish you nothing but the best and just know how much he really is in love with you! I'm truly nothing to him I mean nothing to him. He ghosts me and leaves me for you and everyone else! If I was on fire or needed help he wouldn't pee on me or answer the phone!

I know we make better not knowing each other (relationship) rather than Bf/Gf (relationship)!

I know we make better not knowing each other (relationship) rather than Bf/Gf (relationship)!