u/Informal_Lemon7419

Like many others I have never finished a lip balm or I’ve lost it just before I’ve finished it (Rip my soft wear experiment in clear but i am determined to find it). I’ve finished the mini peppermint laneige lip mask and that’s it and even that took forever!!

En route to finish my brown sugar summer Fridays and probably never get the brand again cause I wanna try others. I even have the mint one to my sister.

Excited to hear your thoughts!

I’m not in therapy hence why I’m on this sub but I am on medication for anxiety and my suspected ocd.

This is my main theme along with rocd here and there and I just feel like I cannot get this out of my brain. Any woman I think is beautiful or pretty or seems cool I feel like my brain has an agenda with it like oh you want to kiss her or date her and they’re not even full thoughts it’s like it’s just there and I get anxious and nervous. Or if I’m out and about or watching a show or movie I’m like oh there’s a lot of women and just anticipated the thoughts and feelings.

I’m in a long term relationship with a man who is very understanding. I just feel like I’ll be a late bloomer one day or be like actually I was in denial all along cause I feel like it is denial and I feel like I’m constantly testing myself without realizing.

My main worry is when I move in the next two years I’ll make new friends and meet people and I’ll become bisexual or a lesbian and I don’t want that. At least I think I don’t. With my medication these fears and feelings feel less intense which also makes me worried.

Is mild ocd a thing?? I feel like I don’t have it sometimes or I’m just calling it ocd :/

I was out and about yesterday and got triggered after seeing a masc lesbian. I started automatically imagining myself with her and question why I looked at her a second time.

Now I’m convinced I’m bi curious and what if I am and I don’t think I want to be? I’m on medication so these thoughts are less heavy but it makes me feel like I want it since there’s not much urgency.

I also saw a video that said ‘signs you’re queer’ and a couple things listed were 1. You think women are objectively prettier and 2. You feel like something is missing in your relationship.

I feel like I do think women are prettier but I don’t think I’d want to be sexual with them or at least I hope but what if I’m denying myself. And sometimes I do think something is missing in my relationship but I also know relationships aren’t all rainbows and butterflies.

Sometimes I don’t *feel* straight either whatever that means. I compare myself to other straight ppl like they seem so sure of themselves and I want to too.