u/Living-Gazelle2474

I got an interview but debating if I should even show. It's a part time government position (state store). I'm not from PA so I'm not used to liquor stores being state run, I'm from Maryland where they're typically ran by normal people and you can look however lol. Dress code states no visible tattoos. I have a large throat tattoo and hand tattoos as well as a full sleeve, none of them are inappropriate or vulgar. Does anyone work for them and have tattoos like mine? It's odd to me that a liquor store would care.

Is anyone else having this problem frequently? They're always really good orders too. I take them, drive all the way out there and the restaurant is either closed, or I just did one where the place wasn't even in business. Completely empty store front and dead phone number. Uber isn't giving me anything for these either despite driving all the way there. What's going on?

Thank you for taking the time to read this.

We are a family of 3 (me, my husband, and 10 year old daughter). We own our home and currently are behind on electric due to my husband not having a job for several months. My husband works full time assembling industrial gas tanks in a factory. I am SAHM to our 10 year old daughter who has been home all summer on break from school. We have no family or friends to help us with childcare hence why I don't have a job. We cannot afford regular childcare.
I doordash when my husband is home as we are a one car household atm. It does help some but it doesn't make much as we live in a rural area.
We were receiving EBT until June but my husband got overtime for the month and it kicked us off the program. We receive only Medicaid and LIHEAP now (LIHEAP in PA only applies during cold months).
My husband was paid this past Thursday but was shorted $300 in sick pay and we had to pay our mortgage. He made $1300 on this past check, $1030 went to our mortgage and the rest to groceries for the next 2 weeks.

We are asking for $100 to stop a shut off on 8am 7/29/2026. I have the notice and have no problem sending it as proof as well as any other proof you require.

Thank you for taking the time to read this.

We are a family of 3 (me, my husband, and 10 year old daughter). We own our home and currently are behind on electric due to my husband not having a job for several months. My husband works full time assembling industrial gas tanks in a factory. I am SAHM to our 10 year old daughter who has been home all summer on break from school. We have no family or friends to help us with childcare hence why I don't have a job. We cannot afford regular childcare.
I doordash when my husband is home as we are a one car household atm. It does help some but it doesn't make much as we live in a rural area.
We were receiving EBT until June but my husband got overtime for the month and it kicked us off the program. We receive only Medicaid and LIHEAP now (LIHEAP in PA only applies during cold months).
My husband was paid this past Thursday but was shorted $300 in sick pay and we had to pay our mortgage. He made $1300 on this past check, $1030 went to our mortgage and the rest to groceries for the next 2 weeks.

We are asking for $100 to stop a shut off on 8am 7/29/2026. I have the notice and have no problem sending it as proof as well as any other proof you require.

(Chart is posted below in comments)

This is a theme I have struggled with my entire life and I have been told my astrologers that it is a sort of signature on my chart that I deal with isolation and betrayal from family members. But also that my chart shows I have so much love to give. How do those with similar charts deal with that? How do you use it to your advantage? I know that the 12th house means we are comfortable being alone and I often am. But as a human being I also get extremely lonely without a support system of any kind.

***I'd like to preface this by saying that I have everything working against me, so please don't assume that I am weak bc i havent left. I have ptsd (dx'd at 6 years old), dyspraxia (a coordination disorder) that prevents me from being able to drive, I am a SAHM and can't afford child care (but husband makes too much for gov help), and i have ZERO family and friends. My mother blames me for my husbands abuse and my dad is a violent pedophile. I have no one but my 10 year old daughter. I want to leave so bad but do not know where to start and am deathly afraid of him using my disabilities as a way to take my baby***

My husband has been abusive since the beginning. Always had a hairpin trigger. Mostly verbally abusive but has been physically abusive 3 times in 12 years. Back in 2022 after threatening to wreck our car with me and my daughter in it while driving aggressively on a busy highway, he decided to finally get therapy and on meds. I also started therapy with a separate therapist. We did therapy for about 8 months then both had to stop because our insurance benefits ran out and we couldn't afford even one weekly session cost.

For the next 4 years it was like being married to a different man. He took responsibility for everything he had done. Apologized and would hold me when i had flashbacks from the trauma. Was patient and i made a noticable concentrated effort to control his emotions, and did. I began to trust him after 3 years, that maybe this was real. Maybe he really just needed help.

Last month he began reverting to old thought patterns. I noticed he would mumble insults under his breath about random people. Angry all the time over literally nothing. Seemed entitled and bitter than he didn't have things that others didn't. Road rage was happening again. Aggressive driving. I saw the signs.

Last week he told me to kill myself. Told me i was a waste of breath and space, and to run in front of a car during a mundane argument about chocolate. He has doubled down on his behavior and believes he has done nothing wrong.

Has anyone else dealt with such long stretches of normalcy? Was it ALL a lie? I feel so lost.

My husband is such a miserable being. He is constantly calling people idiots, dumbasses, bitches, pieces of shit under his breath. He doesn't realize that I can tell that's exactly what he thinks about himself every time he says it. He might as well be talking into a mirror.

He always talks about how he has such bad luck. Bad things always happen to him for "no reason". In his mind, he was supposed to be rich and have a giant house and lots of vehicles and toys and vacations and waaaa waaaa waaaaa. How dare the universe take his god given right to have all those things?!! Every time he sees someone with even a little more than he has, he absolutely oozes bitterness and wallows like an ugly pig in his self hatred. He always deserves it more than they do. And the people that have it always got it by cheating, none of them EVER worked hard for it, they must all be children of rich parents in his warped mind. Because that makes more sense to him than the fact that he wasn't just given a birthright into privilege.

Oh but don't you DARE mention he does diddly squat to actually achieve anything. This is just his fortune you see, there's just nothing he can do. Why can't others see his greatness? Such a shame. He disgusts me.

Last night he was picking weird fights with me and trying to provoke me into getting mad. Well, it finally worked and I told him I was sick of being treated like this and that our marriage was 12 years of bullshit and I did mean it because he's been an abusive prick for almost that entire time.

He flipped out, told me to get up and get out of the house. I refused, it's my house too, but I was scared because historically he's gotten violent or threatened me after saying that. After i wouldn't get up, he told me i was a waste of life and breath and that I should run in front of a car. This is something i have expressed to him before as I struggle with lifelong PTSD and suicidal ideation and am medicated for it. Then he told me i should go sell my ass on social media (i've told him before i'd get enough money to leave him by streaming on TT as I can't drive or work, but i did NOT mean anything sexual and he knows that.) Then he continued to berate me until I told him either he stops or I'm going to bed. He went to bed and i stayed downstairs for the rest of the night.

It's the next morning and he hasn't said but 2 words to me, asked me if I wanted our chihuahua after he got up for work as he was sleeping with him. That's it. No apology, no i love you, not even goodbye when he left for work. I have taken $200 of our vacation money we've been saving and put it into a separate bank account he is not aware of.

I have no family or friends yall. I have literally no one. I don't have a car and I can't drive as I have dyspraxia and have almost wrecked several times. And a 10 year old daughter who I hope to god didn't hear him say any of that last night while she was in bed. I want to leave so bad but I have no one and nothing and I'm fucking scared.

I contemplated reaching out to my mother but I stopped talking to her bc she blamed my husband's abuse on me, so I don't know if she'd even help me.

I ask for my packages to be delivered to my front door. That's it. Nothing special. So far I have gotten them delivered:
To my neighbors house
To my other neighbors house
To my back door
To my deck steps (??)

I have my instructions to say front door. I also have adjusted my geo pin to make sure that wasn't the issue. I give feedback every time they deliver it in the wrong place and leave positive feedback back the few times they left it in the correct place.

I feel like they're purposefully screwing with me at this point. Especially because in order for the to have delivered to my deck, meant that they drove all the way down a narrow and extremely bumpy gravel alley and down a longgg gravel driveway. Like they did 10x the work for no reason

My 10 year old was invited to a party for one of her school/cheerleading friends today. It's at a small hometown arcade. She will know several of the kids attending and we live just down the road. Would it be acceptable to grab her a cup of tokens and leave, then come back like 45 min to an hour before the party is over? She also has a cell phone and can contact us any time.

As the title says. I had a double order for sonic and a cheesesteak joint for one person. Sonic took forever so I canceled, but wasn't sure if I should cancel both so I just did so it wasn't weird. What do yall do?