u/MaestroFullof

At a golf club. Anyways im I a loser that im at this old of an age go back to dishwashing? I live in europe.

Im also going to do online school in the meantime.

I got severe hppd and managed to accept it and enjoy live again. I know it wont go away but i dont care anymore. Ive been this since 2 years already that i fully accepted it.

How did you pay off your debt? My addiction led me to a stressful debt i want to pay off but currently unemployed. I got a job interview tommorow.

Ik loop echt even vast in mijn leven. Ik ben 28, heb meerdere psychoses gehad, geen rijbewijs en geen opleiding.

Ik wil heel graag iets doen met social work of ervaringsdeskundigheid. Andere mensen helpen lijkt me oprecht iets wat bij mij past, helemaal omdat ik zelf het nodige heb meegemaakt.

Alleen ik heb geen geld om bijvoorbeeld een opleiding bij LOI te betalen en voor een gewone ROC-opleiding voel ik me ondertussen ook te oud. Ik heb ook naar BBL gekeken, maar ik kan gewoon nergens iets vinden waar ik zonder diploma kan beginnen.

Ik wil echt wel werken, alleen heb ik op dit moment totaal geen werkritme meer na 7 jaar in de horeca gewerkt te hebben heb ik nu 4 jaar geen vaste baan meer, wel geprobeerd maar nooit volgehouden. Daardoor vind ik het ook lastig om zomaar ergens een bijbaan te nemen en dat meteen dus vol te houden.

Het voelt een beetje alsof ik vastzit: ik wil graag werken in de GGZ, social work, verslavingszorg of iets met ervaringsdeskundigheid, maar overal heb je weer een opleiding voor nodig..

Kan iemand mij aub helpen ik loop echt vast in het leven

Can i edit the release with my own vocals? On distrokid or will distrokid not allow such a big change?

This past year i tried different microphones and on some i disliked my voice heavily (raw vocals no effects) and some i liked it. After careful consideration i hated my voice and wanted to quit my dreams. BUT now i listened more neutrally and i gotta say i love my voice now.

Mind you ive been having singing lessons for 5ish years.

Anyways i hope this inspires others to take some time off your voice if you dislike it. And try different microphones (you dont have to buy them you can just buy it and then send it back allowing you to have the money back) just to try your voice.

Anyways i actually wanted to quit singing but i always felt i needed a big dream in my life to make life worth living which sounds extreme but im always up for the challenge. Im not gonna quit my dream to be a recording artist and singer :)

Im going to work. I applied for a callcenter sales position.

Im probably not gonna go to school because i cant handle more debt and stress. Otherwise in the future i might.

Im gonna leave neet life because honestly i got too much free time and i dont know what to do with all this time. Its making me suicidal ironically. Also i got some debt i want to get rid off by working.

Feel free to ama.

Salute

So last night i took 2grams of hppd along with weed and now have some sort of hppd induced fentanyl.

Or is it because of the weed. Please help

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Ive been having singing lessons for 4+ years and i like to have it my main pursuiation. Ofc not everyone is meant to be a popstar making millons but what are other ways to be a fulltime singer?

Compulsively paid for eggs

Was a mid experience.

Fml

Im 28 and im going to school. I dont have a degree yet. Check my comment for more information because the automatic reading bot is flagging my post as the I n d i a n e x a m .

The only job i ever cared about and have +5 years working experience in, in the past is dishwashing.

Now im 25+ and people will call me crazy if i would dishwash at my age because its a teen job lmfao... wish i live in the USA because its more common for older people to take those jobs.

IT CAN NEVER BE GOOD lmao...

Due to illness and other circumstances, I wasn't able to start a study program earlier. I'm now about to begin a full-time (BOL) MBO Level 4 program at the age of 28, and I'll be in a class with mostly younger students.

For those of you who also started a full-time vocational program later in life, what was it like? How was your experience?

Whats the reason my song is published on spotify but not youtube music yet?

I cant fucking advance in life because of the horrible medication.

How did you do it? What job you work? I need some advice