I have a diary, I write down my feelings every day, no big deal right?
Yet in the diary of a wimpy kid he once said this isn't a diary it's a journal... why's he embarassed
Also ppl in my skls make jokes about others having diaries, like 'aww they're gonna go home and cry and write it in their diary', I don't understand why?
I'm 15, before I used to use benzoyl peroxide and it cleared my whiteheads but I had the occasional white head smts in the worst places, but I still had closed comedones(bumps the same colour as my skin and the oil didn't make it look better), so I tried adapelene(prescribed to me), I did it on its own for a month, it made me wayy worse, and brought back all my white heads and visible acne, then I use benzoyl peroxide with it, 2 months in and my acne is back to what it was before just closed comedones, plus waking up with pools of oil over my face and the UK heatwave is NOT HELPING. Before anyone says I didn't use it properly, I used benzoyl peroxide in the morning with vanicream moisturizer and La roche posay oil control sunscream, which somehow made me look oiler than I was before skin care immediately, even though OIL CONTROL SUNSCREAM IS MEANT TO CONTROL OIL WTF. In the night I'd use adapelene and vanicream. I quit adapelene for 3 days now, only benzoyl peroxide every morning and night. I hate my acne so much, besides my skin colour just looks brownish, yellowish grey and dull, while at school I see everyone with PERFECT FCKING SKIN, smooth and looking like a baby, while I have huge pores, OIL OOZING OUT, and looking dull and the ACNE, I only feel so terrible about it, why was I cursed with skin like this, I want that baby soft skin too, no acne, no oil and my baseline complexion back, I'm gen going mental rn. Wtf do I do.
Btw heres stuff I've tried in the past that didn't work:
-salicylic acid
-glycolic acid
-niacinamide
-ADAPELENE
I cried leaving the brow place honestly, they didn't bleach my brows first, they just put brown tint straight on my black brows, which made them look even more black than before. I'm rlly insecure bout the harsh contrast between the black brows, brown hair and my face, I just wanted a softer look. The tint was on for 30 min.. My brows are back to its original colour now and I feel like my £10 just gone down the drain, how do I make them brown at home safely? They looked like this image once I left the salon honestly, but now it's back to normal, just my brow hairs feel coarse
I'm 15, before I used to use benzoyl peroxide and it cleared my whiteheads but I had the occasional white head smts in the worst places, but I still had closed comedones(bumps the same colour as my skin and the oil didn't make it look better), so I tried adapelene(prescribed to me), I did it on its own for a month, it made me wayy worse, and brought back all my white heads and visible acne, then I use benzoyl peroxide with it, 2 months in and my acne is back to what it was before just closed comedones, plus waking up with pools of oil over my face and the UK heatwave is NOT HELPING. Before anyone says I didn't use it properly, I used benzoyl peroxide in the morning with vanicream moisturizer and La roche posay oil control sunscream, which somehow made me look oiler than I was before skin care immediately, even though OIL CONTROL SUNSCREAM IS MEANT TO CONTROL OIL WTF. In the night I'd use adapelene and vanicream. I quit adapelene for 3 days now, only benzoyl peroxide every morning and night. I hate my acne so much, besides my skin colour just looks brownish, yellowish grey and dull, while at school I see everyone with PERFECT FCKING SKIN, smooth and looking like a baby, while I have huge pores, OIL OOZING OUT, and looking dull and the ACNE, I only feel so terrible about it, why was I cursed with skin like this, I want that baby soft skin too, no acne, no oil and my baseline complexion back, I'm gen going mental rn. Wtf do I do.
Btw heres stuff I've tried in the past that didn't work:
-salicylic acid
-glycolic acid
-niacinamide
-ADAPELENE
I'm 15, before I used to use benzoyl peroxide and it cleared my whiteheads but I had the occasional white head smts in the worst places, but I still had closed comedones(bumps the same colour as my skin and the oil didn't make it look better), so I tried adapelene(prescribed to me), I did it on its own for a month, it made me wayy worse, and brought back all my white heads and visible acne, then I use benzoyl peroxide with it, 2 months in and my acne is back to what it was before just closed comedones, plus waking up with pools of oil over my face and the UK heatwave is NOT HELPING. Before anyone says I didn't use it properly, I used benzoyl peroxide in the morning with vanicream moisturizer and La roche posay oil control sunscream, which somehow made me look oiler than I was before skin care immediately, even though OIL CONTROL SUNSCREAM IS MEANT TO CONTROL OIL WTF. In the night I'd use adapelene and vanicream. I quit adapelene for 3 days now, only benzoyl peroxide every morning and night. I hate my acne so much, besides my skin colour just looks brownish, yellowish grey and dull, while at school I see everyone with PERFECT FCKING SKIN, smooth and looking like a baby, while I have huge pores, OIL OOZING OUT, and looking dull and the ACNE, I only feel so terrible about it, why was I cursed with skin like this, I want that baby soft skin too, no acne, no oil and my baseline complexion back, I'm gen going mental rn. Wtf do I do.
Btw heres stuff I've tried in the past that didn't work:
-salicylic acid
-glycolic acid
-vinegar
-olive oil
-honey
-niacinamide
-ADAPELENE
I speak one language only, yet I feel like a foreigner, I always speak to quickly for people to understand me and they're quite rude about it, they act as if I don't know how to talk and say, 'huh' rudely. I stutter a lot when speaking too and fuse some words together. Help me please.
I got acne prone skin, I'm on adapelene and benzoyl peroxide but in the 30 degree weather there's oil oozing out my pores, it's TERRIBLE, how tf do I fix it, everyone else has normal skin I swr.
-I hate mascara because they look like spiders
-I hate fake lashes, coz they just look fake..
I just want my eyes to look 'innocent', something like this:
She may have used masacara, but the point is her eyes look inoccent, my lashes are straight and I'm afraid using an eyelash curler without mascara won't hold.
Vaseline lashes also ends with looking dry.
If there's a way to use essence mascara to not look so obvious then teach me your ways please
I'm not tryna wait okay, I want my skin back to baseline complexion of peachy white immediately coz the sun did me dirty, I look ugly yellowish grey like it's a big no. Would this thing help me? I got oily, acne prone skin on adapelene btw and using sunscream, nobody tell me to wait I am not playing the long game.
I had the TCL phone for two years and a month ago, the last 2 days of its life, the battery would always looking dark red and have an electric symbol on it and it would just charge rlly slowly, then it eventually stopped working. It has no kind of water damage or anything. What to do?
i have sort of yellow skin coz of the sun and i want it to be my baseline complexion of peachy white, if i use foundation of my baseline complex on top of the yellow skin will it hide it or show??
My favourite books are a series of unfortunate events, glass girl and how to make friends with the dark, I'm trying to find similiar books to these but have no luck, help me. Btw I read all of Kathleen Glassglow who's the author of the final two books. It doesn't have to be non-fiction, I was forced to put flair lol.
My fav songs are some old trends, like heat waves, happier and old town road but whenever I express my preference to them or to maroon 5 and some of ed sheeran I get judged so badly. Everyone only thinks rap and sex songs are 'cool' but I don't think so, am I weird for this? I'm in yr 10 btw, at what age do people stop caring and judging?
I literally have nice clothes and some good brands like Tommy Huilfiger up for sale and they don't sell, what should I do to get more sales.
I'm using adapelene, before I used benzoyl peroxide which made my cheeks acne free but couldn't help with my closed comedones on my forehead, which is why I started benzoyl peroxide in the mornings and adapelene in the nights since a month. I started purging in one of my cheeks due to adapelene which is wierd since I don't touch it, I change my pillow case every day and don't ususally break out there or in my other cheek. It's working slowly on my forehead but I don't mind the wait, it's just that I'm not satisfied with just acne free skin, I want it to be the way it used to be when I was a child. Poreless, no oil, even skin tone, I used to be peachy white but due to sun exposure I'm not ugly yellowish tan. I'm wearing sunscream, but it'll only prevent further sun damage, not heal what's been done and my neck is the same colour but worse, while my chest is peachy white like before. Idk how to get rid of my pores, oil and get my skin tone back to normal without breaking out, since adapelene differin gel only fixes my acne, what do I do.
Btw here's my routine:
AM:
Benzoyl peroxide
vanicream moisturizer
la roche posay oil control sunscream
PM:
adapelene differin gel
vanicream
Oh yeah and I doubt it's gonna get rid of those blackheads on my nose either, how do I get rid of that -_-. Like I'm gen so insecure about all this, I want to look like a filter.
EDIT: I have oily skin and don't live in a humid country, I live in England but go to Morocco for holidays where it is hot
I watched my first ever anime, death note. it was the best thing ever, I cried at the end of it.
I'm struggling on finding something else that's just as good, I want the same anime style, if not I'll get put off idk.
I also want it to be fast paced, since I get bored quickly
I also want it to be based on crime or detectives and stuff like death note, maybe even romance I don't mind
please give me recommendations, because every other anime I tried made me bored
I have oily acne prone skin that I hate, I have a special event in a month and I've been through one month worth of adapelene and it isn't working at all. I'm getting new bumps on my cheeks where I never get acne so it's not even a normal purge anymore! I heard Noxzema will work as I heard of it online. I am interested in buying it, so which type should I buy specifically, or should I just not do it?
My routine:
AM:
Benzoyl peroxide face wash
vanicream moisturizer
la roche posay oil control sunscream
PM:
Adapelene differin gel
vanicream
I'm in the final term of year 10, I know sixth form is after year 11, but I've been thinking of this.
Btw I'm asking this in terms of a sixth form centre with 1000s of ppl, not just sixth form that's part of secondary school.
My dad never let me use sunscream as he wanted me to get a tan and vitamin D, when we're on holiday in hot countries.
Whenever I swim, I wear a bathing suit that covers most of my body, so it's stayed my natural colour which is peachy white.
Wierdly enough, my ears have stayed that colour too, but now my face is this ugly dark yellow, and my neck is even worse especially with the neck lines.
How do I fix this in a month, I got a special event coming up, I just want my natural skin back, btw my skin on my face is acne prone and oily too.
So I have acne and at first benzoyl peroxide was good in clearing my white heads, but I struggled with oil and closed comedones, to which a dermatologist(skin doctor) told me to use adapelene. I do benzoyl peroxide, a pea sized amount of vanicream moisturizer, la roche posay oil control sunscream in mornings, then at night I use adapelene and vanicream moisturizer. Now I have heard about Noxzema because this adapelene journey is taking too long. Tbh I care more about the oil than my actual acne , many people said noxzema makes you feel soft, not greasy and clears your skin in a short time. I haven't seen a single bad review on it so if I use it then should I get rid of any of my skincare products and if I do use it, which one should I buy?
