u/Makaron_penne

Racism overall is being overexxagerated, and kinda lost its meaning on modern day social media (example - the still ongoing drama about a white women saying "how much do you black girls pay for braids" out of curiosity, and black people calling her a "racist white bitch), but nword in my opinion had the biggest switch. Sure slavery was bad and shouldn't be swept under the rug, but first of all nword didn't when come from slavery (it existed way before it and is a derivative from the Spanish negro, and was used as a neutral term for a person of color), just that it got negative reputation bc slave masters never stopped using it. Sure this word would still be a problem, if black people didn't use it the same way we use "bro". Every single rapper throws nwords around, many black people use nword in their daily talk, and noone bats an eye, meaning that it geniuenly doesn't carry that much weight anymore. This said you actually can be racist saying the nword, but most people aren't, and if one person can use a slur and it's fine, then is it really a slur anymore?

For a few months now i've been playing on some turkish Man lions coach mod, however i find it a bit lacking, + the customization is bugged and very limited. Do you guys have any free or cheap coach mods?

I've noticed over the years that most femboys are in a gay relationship, and there are very few straight femboy relationships. Obviously there are some, but it's very rare that you hear about one. It's especially bad due to how over sexualized femboys have become on the internet, with the major "vibe" being a very big guy dominating the femboy which is... repulsive to say the least (at least for me). I however am straight, and to be fair quite ugly, + I'm not yet comfortable at going out of the house in fem clothing (I only dress up when I am home alone) so it's hard for me to meet any women that would be into a femboy irl. Do you guys know any dating apps (meeting people irl is again, borderline impossible) where being a femboy isn't taboo topic, but one that isn't mostly for gay couples? Bc for now I feel like bc of who I am, I won't be able to find anyone. Thank you for all the advice in advance.

Yesterday I broke up with my gf of 4,5 years bc nothing was working out for us. We distanced ourselves completely, she stopped talking to me completely which in turn made me try less, and yesterday after weeks of all this going on, I've decided to break up with her bc seeing us together yet so far apart hurt me more than not being together at all. Or at least that's what I thought. I spent up the whole night bawling my eyes out over this bc only after we officially broke up and parted our ways did I realize what I just did and what happened. I catch myself wanting to text her and beg her to take me back, bc I still have feelings for her and I never felt this empty in my life, but I feel like that would be disrespectful given that she begged me to stay and I turned it down. I don't know what to do about all this anymore, bc we've had everything planned for our future and now I've ruined it all. I honestly feel like the biggest failure ever and i have noone to go to with all this so it's eating me up from the inside. I know I won't be able to move on for a very long time, and me "stalking" her socials isn't making it any easier for me, yet I can't stop myself from doing so. I never regretted anything more then leaving her. I miss you darling

Yesterday I broke up with my gf of 4,5 years bc nothing was working out for us. We distanced ourselves completely, she stopped talking to me completely which in turn made me try less, and yesterday after weeks of all this going on, I've decided to break up with her bc seeing us together yet so far apart hurt me more than not being together at all. Or at least that's what I thought. I spent up the whole night bawling my eyes out over this bc only after we officially broke up and parted our ways did I realize what I just did and what happened. I catch myself wanting to text her and beg her to take me back, bc I still have feelings for her and I never felt this empty in my life, but I feel like that would be a dick behavior given that she begged me to stay and I turned it down. I don't know what to do about all this anymore, bc we've had everything planned for our future and now I've ruined it all. I honestly feel like the biggest dick ever and i have noone to go to with all this so it's eating me up from the inside. I know I won't be able to move on for a very long time, and me "stalking" her socials isn't making it any easier for me.