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▲ 156 r/gantz

so obsessed with this dude…

willing to kill himself for a random girlie just bc he knows she has a son, willing to kill himself for a random homeless man who stumbled upon the train tracks. willing to sacrifice his chance to freedom to revive his friend. overall just the king of empathy i think.

every time i’d want to be selfish, kato encourages me to not be. never mind what would Jesus do lets talk about what would kato do

u/Maleficent_Emu_4329 — 2 days ago

Dae find it so hard to leave their messy but fun workplace lmao

I love and hate my job so bad. Today I showed up and they told me the grill was broken and the store was closed. we proceeded to spend the next two hours just hanging out and talking shit until the guy came to fix it.

in the span of waiting, we literally went out to smoke a joint, came back and hit the doorbell on the back door and the gm let us back in and i know he smelt us all loud as fuck coming back in but didn’t say a word lol

i just love working in a restaurant so bad. in no nother industry could you get away with walking back into work with 4 of your coworkers everyone in the house blatantly high. i love being a server.

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u/Maleficent_Emu_4329 — 4 days ago

beauty standards have changed so much from the 2010s

Back in our day, having a big ass was literally a curse and a horrible bad thing. being thick in any regard was bad. curly hair was bad. having big lips was bad.

nowadays beauty standards have changed so significantly, to the opposite of what things used to be. im happy for future gens now that they maybe have less scrutinizing over their bodies, but i cant help but think about how ironic it is that the shit ppl used to get bullied for is now the same things ppl spend a lot of money for now. it is very intensely ironic and truly such an interesting topic, curious as to any other thoughts from yall

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u/Maleficent_Emu_4329 — 4 days ago

nothing upsets me more than campers I feel

Be rude asf to me, be needy, tip me 10%… alright, fine. but truly, truly, i absolutely cannot fucking stand campers.

im not talking about on a slow tuesday when nobody is in the restaurant and the one top is chillin hanging out on in my section. that is FINE. i dont care, hang out pookie
im talking about, its noon on Saturday and its a brunch restaurant, and two women are sitting in my large booth that can fit 6 people, and have been there for 2 hours yapping it up like there’s no tomorrow after I’ve already cleared everything off the table and been back there multiple times to ask them if they’re good and they are still not getting the hint they need to leave.

i just think it is so fucking disrespectful. i make money based on the amount of tables I have, and when you take up a table for HOURS, you literally are actively hurting my income. you see there’s a huge crowd of ppl at the front door trying to get a table. and still we yap, having no situational awareness at all

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u/Maleficent_Emu_4329 — 9 days ago
▲ 24 r/cats

Iulu appreciation post!

this is my girl lulu! she is my late moms cat, so I’m not sure if she’s technically my sister or my adopted daughter. she is so funny, sweet, and gorgeous.

she loves money! im a server so anytime im in my room counting or organizing my dollar tips she literally sprints into the room to see how many dollars ive collected.

she also hates sneezing, if you sneeze near her she will get very upset and tell u off for it

shoutout to the cats that help us with grief 💖

u/Maleficent_Emu_4329 — 10 days ago
▲ 123 r/gantz

i fucking love the kill tae kojima mission

not bc i love seeing them kill tae but bc of the pure emotion this chapter forced out of kei. bro went through every phase of grief, he was in disbelief, he bargained, he did everything to save his girl. kei kurono the man you are 🥹

u/Maleficent_Emu_4329 — 13 days ago

he let it go on until she killed somebody btw.

tired of the bear apologist ass posts lol. he saw her shit, piss, and vomit on herself waiting for him and didn’t stop it. he saw her smash a bottle in her head and didn’t stop it. she literally begged him to kill her and he didn’t stop it.

only until she killed Sarah did he decide to take action. please let’s be so fucking serious and stop defending and extrapolating it to act like bear is a victim in any way. that man is objectively evil

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u/Maleficent_Emu_4329 — 15 days ago
▲ 81 r/ftm

ama as a stealth trans man 10 years into transition

idk if anyone cares, but i have been out as trans for a decade now! i speedran my medical transition in 2018, bc i waited so long to transition I got to the point I felt like I was gonna kms if i didn’t. dont do that btw!

shit got extremely bad, i quit my lil retail job bc i couldn’t deal w being perceived as a woman at work and started doing sex work online. I started selling panties, socks, was fully a cam girl bc i was so detached from my female body if nothing else lets make some money on it (again don’t do this! it destroyed me mentally)

finally after months of this and saving up (from the money from sw lmao) i broke and drove 2 hours to a nearby lgbt clinic to ask for a letter for t. back then u needed a letter. idk if you still do.

i spent hundreds of dollars trying to convince psychiatrists that i was trans. I got it. i went to a local pharmacy to fulfill the prescription and it was like $200 for testosterone. i was making 7.25 an hour at hallmark the card store. i cried, giving away hours of my life just for the idea that I would look vaguely more masculine.

ten years later, nobody sees me as anything other than a short boy. people are shocked when I tell them I’m trans. im able to do just about anything and not worry about being misgendered. ive gotten top and bottom surgery. i love my trans body. Things get better. They actually get so much better every day

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u/Maleficent_Emu_4329 — 15 days ago
▲ 90 r/gantz

idk abt yall but kei changed everything for me

kei taught me that no matter how selfish i might feel sometimes, i am human and have empathy for others. kei taught me to fight, desperately, for myself and for others. kei taught me how to advocate for myself and others. Kei taught me how to fight for what I believe in

i couldn’t have read this manga at a better time in my life. this stupid little horny man changed my life! thank you oku hiroya

u/Maleficent_Emu_4329 — 22 days ago

Small realistic things in pz that you enjoy

when you have a Mohawk or spikes, putting on a hat deflates it.

you can throw a sandwich into the oven to grill it.

certain vegetables perish much faster than others. potatoes, sweet potatoes, squash, radishes etc will be good for weeks past other vegetables.

adding too many of the same ingredient in a dish makes you unhappy.

car doors will beep if you leave them open.

what are some other fun features yall have seen playing the game?

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u/Maleficent_Emu_4329 — 24 days ago
▲ 62 r/gantz

nishi apologists rise up

arguably the most interesting character of the series and also a literal middle schooler. he was just a baby. an evil psycho baby but a baby regardless. when his classmates threw him out of the window and he decided just to kill them all 😭

the actual antagonist btw!

u/Maleficent_Emu_4329 — 1 month ago

Made it to louisville for the first time ever and I’m loving it.

Idk if I just got incredibly lucky or because I went so early the zombies hadn’t fully penetrated the checkpoints, but I spawned in riverside with the intent to make it to Louisville with this play through. fully expecting to die at the checkpoint btw.

immediately I found a car with a full gas can in the trunk, and I drove through West Point, stopped briefly at Knox hunting lodge to stock up on ammo, hit the liquor store in valley station to get molotovs, etc I was fully ready before heading to the checkpoint.

there was nobody there. like actually lol I calmly exited the car, moved the traffic cones and drove in. at the second gate same thing nobody was there. they were in fact there at the third gate but once they broke the gate i just barreled through them with the car and kept driving until i ended up at the west mansions on the river.

made a base at this classic Louisville base with the garage, except the house got so destroyed i actually only live in the garage now for safety reasons lol. too many busted windows and i have no nails to barricade so i grabbed a microwave and moved the fridge to the garage.

finally i feel like this game is an actual challenge. there are sooo many fucking zombies in the city. it is actually exciting. every time i try to loot there are 15 zombies in front of me. I’m struggling to keep my weight up because I can’t reach the nearby houses to loot them, they are just too infested. AND I LOVE IT. if you’re bored with the game, go to Louisville. you either die trying or you become a legend. and if you make it it is actually so fucking satisfying.

u/Maleficent_Emu_4329 — 1 month ago
▲ 364 r/ftm

My inability to dap is the only thing clocking me nowadays lmao

No mater how hard I try I cannot master the art of it. It is so fucking embarrassing everytime I try lol I’m like nearly a decade into t, I look like a man, I act like a man (relatively..) but I cannot dap up for shit. Boys can anyone relate

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u/Maleficent_Emu_4329 — 1 month ago
▲ 134 r/pigeon

been feeding this flock for awhile, they finally got comfortable enough to eat from my hand 🥹

i love them! i will never stop feeding them even if i get yelled at for it (I actually have lol but idgaf)

u/Maleficent_Emu_4329 — 1 month ago

“and we’re still waiting on x”

my restaurant doesn’t do trays, we just take plates as they are, and i can only carry three sometimes four if I’m feeling bold. THREE separate times today, i ran food to a table who had to let me know they were missing something!

yes. i know. i am not a octopus, so sadly i do not have eight arms. i apologize.

like i just.. i don’t understand. i understand saying it to your server if you get all your food and you still are missing something, because maybe they didn’t ring it in and genuinely missed it, but like that isn’t the case. i am just dropping off plates. more are on the way.

even when you say more are on the way, they still say it 😭 like ok sorry I’ll put the other plates on my head next time and balance them carefully on the way to your table

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u/Maleficent_Emu_4329 — 1 month ago

is anyone else so obsessed with lady Gaga ppl call u out for it

i grew up w gaga (98! i remember when yall said she was ugly and a man.) but honestly didn’t really lock into her until like a year ago when i saw her during mayhem ball. i became obsessed. i listen to her almost exclusively nowadays.

she is the best artist arguably of all time. covers all genres, incredible voice and range, overall queen of music. there is nobody who is better than her.

anyways it’s gotten to the point where my coworkers talk to me about lady gaga. when she plays on the radio they say something to me about it. and i really enjoy that. Of all things, please always see me as a fan of lady gaga.

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u/Maleficent_Emu_4329 — 2 months ago
▲ 57 r/gantz

kei is so…

boy may be freak nasty and horny asf but he is actually gorgeous lmao 😭

that Michael j fox influence is actively in play!

u/Maleficent_Emu_4329 — 2 months ago

my mom died in December last year, i didn’t tell my friends, i barely told my job, but I compartmentalized everything so bad, I don’t feel real anymore.

everything changes when your mom dies, other ppls problems aren’t relevant at all, and are hard to relate to. i can’t even engage in other ppls problems. i can’t even pretend to have empathy for them. i am selfishly thinking about myself and my grief all of the time.

i stopped giving empathy for everyone around me and I think ive become very mean bc of it. i am so insane and mean nowadays, it hurts me but I do it anyways. I am so mean to my coworkers now. i hate it, but im so fucking bitter. i hate when they talk about things like their boyfriend or their family. i get genuinely hurt when they talk about their mother. im genuinely wrecked by it all and somehow it’s getting worse before it gets better 😭

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u/Maleficent_Emu_4329 — 2 months ago