u/Mysterious-Law-6835

When I was newly 21. Living on my own for the first time in a crappy apartment with a crappy landlord. I was myself. And I was in need of some sage cause of my native roots I looked online and found a place close by that sold some. Magus books and herbs. I was a little hesitant to go at first but I found the place and finally walked in. It had stairs leading into a basement where the shop resided. As I'm walking down the steps, I see this pair of older gentlemen talking to the shopkeep. Theyre from overseas. European. They seem to know the shopkeep and had requested something from behind the counter. The shopkeep pulls out a black box and the pair keep talking about overseas. As these things occur I am suddenly overcome with this sensation. Like for a moment I'm connected with all three gentlemen and whatever it was they were referencing. Some group they knew back in Europe. And for that moment I felt connected to something much larger then myself walking down those steps. I wanted to I introduce myself but I knew deep down I wasnt ready. Cause deep down I still felt like a boy when it came to this stuff.

But I will never forget that cord that I almost felt like I could see connecting us and whatever was in Europe.

Becuase it happened again in my now early 30s. Once again I was connected to a group of people. They looked like witches. Straight up. One of them noticed me and we locked eyes. It was like she knew I knew. And I turned away. I still wasn't ready. Idk if I need to find someone who I can talk to in person about this but its still so to strange to me that this happened twice. Can anyone help me make sense of these occurrences?