I have no energy to sing.
This august I'm going away for holidays and I won't have my equipment, I'm currently working on this collaboration song that I wrote and will be performing on. I already have the full vocal melody down. And already started singing on it. I would prefer to have this song finished on my end before going away just to have it out the way.
I work from home, I still live with family, they are loud. Even if they aren't or are not home, I still sometimes can't find the energy to sing. Not that I'm insecure about my voice or anything, I know I have talent. It's just most days I'm too drained to start, especially because you have to warm up.
At least when it comes to instrumental production, I don't need to warm up and it's more like coding than anything. You just need the ears for it so it's easy to just come on whenever you want, work on it a bit and call it a day. I always say a bit of progress is better than no progress. Except with singing you need to perfect the vocal, obviously don't be a perfectionist but theres nothing wrong with wanting to get a good take. At least for me because I really dislike using heavy auto-tune, I add a lot of harmonies and I project my voice.
Singing is usually the part that I dread the most because of this, actually getting the time to do it and then finding the energy too is so hard. I don't know if it's because I'm lacking vitamins or what but I geniunely will struggle in the future especially if I want to do this full time. Again I understand taking it a day at a time, do what you can, but I just still want to actually get more progress done.