Final Words, Perfect Closure.
If You saw my previous post about a friend i have being mean towards me. This is the follow up to that post. You can see it in my profile for context.
Welp. It's over. I remember someone say that She was trying to cut me off without actually doing it. Well, we cut eachother off. We argued a lot. About past, about now, about future. We concluded that this relationship was not healthy and that we had to go. We both hurt eachother in ways i won't tell. But it was messy and bad. So we decided to end it. It felt like throwing a boulder off my shoulders when She messaged me "okay, we're done." After i told her to end our relationship.
The goodbye part was... Surprizingly kind and gentle. It was like a hateful love letter. Six years. It's over now. I knew this would one day happen. Just didn't expect it to be so soon. I expected we would be friends until we're like thirty before She leaves the country and we go separate ways before slowly pulling away. But no, it was fast. It was messy. But in the end, our final words were of good will. From now on, both of us will try to be better. And who knows. Maybe we will find eachother again one day as way better people.
That's it. Take it for what it is. Final Words. Perfect Closure.