u/Noahthebestone

I want to play a instrument so I can do something but I want it simple and visually so I can see what I'm doing, I have this habit where I have to look at what I'm doing and can't focus on anything else, when learning typing skills I keep looking at the keys instead of the screen or when playing guitar hero I keep looking at the guitar and not the screen, I have autism, adhd, intellectual disability, I'm in choir but I'm not required to learn how to read sheet music, any ideas?

I have disabilities but I want to be a father one day but idk if I can, I would get overwhelmed and annoyed so I’d be abusive to my kids without meaning to, I don’t want my partner to have to baby sit me and my kids all day because of me, I can’t do some things on my own without help so it’s not like I can bring my kid to a restaurant and pay on my own and handle my kid at the same time, I have autism, adhd, intellectual disability, I can’t buy things or pay on my own, I don’t know how time or money works, I don’t know math, even if it’s all simple I still don’t understand it, I do want to be a parent one day, I do want to care for my future child, but I fear my disabilities will get in the way it, My disabilities aren’t even severe, I don’t have higher needs, I just have anger issues and get overstimulated easily, what services would help me?

i have a few ideas for the next few school years, my special ed teacher moved back to her state cus her husband joined the military, and my favorite para moved to work as a special ed teacher at a elementary school, they were my only friends and the only people i felt comforbke around, now ill be getting a new teacher that's a boy which i never had a home room teacher as a boy before, im going to force myself to make friends for the first time, wether that's at lunch, in choir, in my gym class, in my special ed classes, and im going to tell my cousluar to make me join the LGBTQ club after school so i can maje friends and find people i actually want to be around, any tips and tricks for the next school years?

I want to play a instrument so I can do something but I want it simple and visually so I can see what I'm doing, I have this habit where I have to look at what I'm doing and can't focus on anything else, when learning typing skills I keep looking at the keys instead of the screen or when playing guitar hero I keep looking at the guitar and not the screen, I have autism, adhd, intellectual disability, I'm in choir but I'm not required to learn how to read sheet music, I don't think reading music will help, a string instrument would be hard cus you have to strum the strings and press the strings at the same time, piano would be hard cus all the keys look the same, a instrument where you blow would he hard cus I have no breath support, any ideas?

I’ve been very paranoid to the point of being in fear, everywhere I go when I’m alone I feel like someone is out to watch me, hurt me, kill me, I turn on lights before going in rooms, check my surroundings, check doors and corners, sleep with night lights, my delusions are so bad that I’m convinced that they are out for my family even tho I know they are safe and I know my brain is just messing with me, I don’t see or hear things or feel targeted to certain people, I’m just convinced that a stranger or something is out for me, I know nobody is there but it feels like there is no matter how many times I check, and watching scary content online doesn’t help at all, and it makes it worse when I’ve been wanting to watch g0re, I’m paranoid with or without scary content, I could go a day without scary content and still feel scared, I had a anxiety attack a couple days ago because my paranoia got to me so I was crying, shaking, hyperventilating, so I slept with my mom but nothing helped I was still checking and opening my eyes

I’ve been very paranoid to the point of being in fear, everywhere I go when I’m alone I feel like someone is out to watch me, hurt me, kill me, I turn on lights before going in rooms, check my surroundings, check doors and corners, sleep with night lights, my delusions are so bad that I’m convinced that they are out for my family even tho I know they are safe and I know my brain is just messing with me, I don’t see or hear things or feel targeted to certain people, I’m just convinced that a stranger or something is out for me, I know nobody is there but it feels like there is no matter how many times I check, and watching scary content online doesn’t help at all, and it makes it worse when I’ve been wanting to watch g0re, I’m paranoid with or without scary content, I could go a day without scary content and still feel scared, I also have dark thoughts where I daydream that my delusions got to my family killing them without me around, I had a anxiety attack a couple days ago because my paranoia got to me so I was crying, shaking, hyperventilating, so I slept with my mom but nothing helped I was still checking and opening my eyes, I wish I could take something to force me to sleep where I can’t physically move and my eyes are fused shut to torture myself into sleeping

I’ve been very paranoid to the point of being in fear, everywhere I go when I’m alone I feel like someone is out to watch me, hurt me, kill me, I turn on lights before going in rooms, check my surroundings, check doors and corners, sleep with night lights, my delusions are so bad that I’m convinced that they are out for my family even tho I know they are safe and I know my brain is just messing with me, I don’t see or hear things or feel targeted to certain people, I’m just convinced that a stranger or something is out for me, I know nobody is there but it feels like there is no matter how many times I check, and watching scary content online doesn’t help at all, and it makes it worse when I’ve been wanting to watch g0re, I’m paranoid with or without scary content, I could go a day without scary content and still feel scared, I also have dark thoughts where I daydream that my delusions got to my family killing them without me around, I had a anxiety attack a couple days ago because my paranoia got to me so I was crying, shaking, hyperventilating, so I slept with my mom but nothing helped I was still checking and opening my eyes, I wish I could take something to force me to sleep where I can’t physically move and my eyes are fused shut to torture myself into sleeping

I’ve been very paranoid to the point of being in fear, everywhere I go when I’m alone I feel like someone is out to watch me, hurt me, kill me, I turn on lights before going in rooms, check my surroundings, check doors and corners, sleep with night lights, my delusions are so bad that I’m convinced that they are out for my family even tho I know they are safe and I know my brain is just messing with me, I don’t see or hear things or feel targeted to certain people, I’m just convinced that a stranger or something is out for me, I know nobody is there but it feels like there is no matter how many times I check, and watching scary content online doesn’t help at all, and it makes it worse when I’ve been wanting to watch g0re, I’m paranoid with or without scary content, I could go a day without scary content and still feel scared, I also have dark thoughts where I daydream that my delusions got to my family killing them without me around, I had a anxiety attack a couple days ago because my paranoia got to me so I was crying, shaking, hyperventilating, so I slept with my mom but nothing helped I was still checking and opening my eyes, I wish I could take something to force me to sleep where I can’t physically move and my eyes are fused shut to torture myself into sleeping

I’ve been very paranoid to the point of being in fear, everywhere I go when I’m alone I feel like someone is out to watch me, hurt me, kill me, I turn on lights before going in rooms, check my surroundings, check doors and corners, sleep with night lights, my delusions are so bad that I’m convinced that they are out for my family even tho I know they are safe and I know my brain is just messing with me, I don’t see or hear things or feel targeted to certain people, I’m just convinced that a stranger or something is out for me, I know nobody is there but it feels like there is no matter how many times I check, and watching scary content online doesn’t help at all, and it makes it worse when I’ve been wanting to watch g0re, I’m paranoid with or without scary content, I could go a day without scary content and still feel scared, I also have dark thoughts where I daydream that my delusions got to my family killing them without me around, I had a anxiety attack a couple days ago because my paranoia got to me so I was crying, shaking, hyperventilating, so I slept with my mom but nothing helped I was still checking and opening my eyes, I wish I could take something to force me to sleep where I can’t physically move and my eyes are fused shut to torture myself into sleeping

I’ve been very paranoid to the point of being in fear, everywhere I go when I’m alone or away from people I feel like someone is out to watch me, hurt me, kill me, I turn on lights before going in room, check my surroundings, check doors and corners, sleep with night lights, my delusions are so bad that I’m convinced that they are out for my family even tho I know they are safe and I know my brain is just messing with me, I don’t actually see or hear things tho or feel targeted to certain people, I’m just convinced that a stranger or something is out for me, I know nobody is there but it feels like there is no matter how many times I check, and watching scary content online doesn’t help at all, and it makes it worse when I’ve been wanting to watch g0re, I’m paranoid with or without scary content, I could go a day without scary content and still feel scared, I also have dark thoughts where I daydream that my delusions got to my family killing them without me around, I had a anxiety attack a couple days ago because my paranoia got to me so I was crying, shaking, hyperventilating, so I slept with my mom but nothing helped I was still checking and opening my eyes, I wish I could take something to force me to sleep where I can’t physically move and my eyes are fused shut to torture myself into sleeping

I’ve been very paranoid to the point of being in fear, everywhere I go when I’m alone or away from people I feel like someone is out to watch me, hurt me, kill me, I turn on lights before going in room, check my surroundings, check doors and corners, sleep with night lights, my delusions are so bad that I’m convinced that they are out for my family even tho I know they are safe and I know my brain is just messing with me, I don’t actually see or hear things tho or feel targeted to certain people, I’m just convinced that a stranger or something is out for me, I know nobody is there but it feels like there is no matter how many times I check, and watching scary content online doesn’t help at all, and it makes it worse when I’ve been wanting to watch g0re, I’m paranoid with or without scary content, I could go a day without scary content and still feel scared, I also have dark thoughts where I daydream that my delusions got to my family killing them without me around, I had a anxiety attack a couple days ago because my paranoia got to me so I was crying, shaking, hyperventilating, so I slept with my mom but nothing helped I was still checking and opening my eyes, I wish I could take something to force me to sleep where I can’t physically move and my eyes are fused shut to torture myself into sleeping

This is crazy to say but sometimes I wish I was severely disabled so I can be cared for, carefree and to feel seen, I know not everyone experiences life like that sadly, like if my disabilities were more noticeable I wish people cared for me for it, like I hate having to advocate and talk all the time, I hate people talking to me like a normal person or uses sarcasm or dark humor, I just want people to be patient with me and take care of me, like I want to be dominated in a way, I have autism, adhd, intellectual disability, but if they were noticeable I wish people would give me patience, sometimes people talk to me like a child and I like it because it makes me feel carefree and I don’t have to work hard for it, anyone feel like this?

I don’t know what this is called or if there even is a disorder to even be diagnosed with but since I was like 16 and 17 I’ve been very paranoid to the point of being in fear, everywhere I go when I’m alone or away from people I feel like someone or something is out to watch me, hurt me, kill me, with or without scary content, I turn on lights before going in room, check my surroundings, check doors and corners, sleep with night lights, I feel like a stranger or creepy thing might be out for me, and yes I’ll be seeing a doctor for this, my delusions are so bad that I’m convinced that they are out for my family even tho I know they are safe and I know my brain is messing with me

I don’t know what this is called or if there even is a disorder to even be diagnosed with but since I was like a kid I think? I’ve been very paranoid to the point of being in fear, everywhere I go when I’m alone or away from people I feel like someone or something is out to watch me, hurt me, kill me, with or without scary content, I turn on lights before going in room, check my surroundings, check doors and corners, sleep with night lights, I feel like a stranger or creepy thing might be out for me, and yes I’ll be seeing a doctor for this

I came out as trans at 12, and till this day I still don’t like myself at all, I keep getting Tom boyish clothes that a girl would wear or little boy clothes because I can’t find anything in the boys section in stores, and my hairdresser keeps messing my hair up and not understanding what I want so I shaved my hair because of it, I faked all my smiles in pictures, I live with my dad and see my mom every other weekend so I have different clothes at both and I hate them, I’m so insecure that I have to put some of my clothes that I hate in a separate drawer refusing to see or wear it, I still want to continue my transition but it feels so useless to me and I can’t medically transition till 18

I just joined a band a couple days ago and we finally got a bassist, what are some concerts or places to go to for teen rock bands? Also what are some tips and tricks to got our band starting and the attention it needs? We live in Minot ND, we will meet up next month probably on the weekends

I live in Minot ND and was wondering if there’s any concerts or places where alt kids like to go, are there any mosh pits anywhere? I would like to jam out with cool people who like rock or punk music or just any cool music

why do people with autism or other disabilities suffer in school? why can't they be in special ed with a IEP? indeed of failing in gen ed where teachers never follow 504 plans, IEPS have goals and Accommodations and other services which is nice, and teachers are more understanding and trained for that type of stuff, and ya people get bullied but just tell someone? I'm in special ed and have been seine 6th grade and it helps a lot, I have a para in my gen ed classes tho which I feel embarrassed about but I would fail without one

Does autism affect IQ? Because for some people when they hear autism they think of a stupid person or a very smart person which confuses me, also why do a lot people with autism like let’s say level 3 or level 2 have intellectual disabilities? When autism and a intellectual disability are different, I have autism level 1 with a intellectual disability but I was born a micro preemie so that’s where I had my intellectual disability from

I have autism, adhd, intellectual disability, and want to play a instrument but I dont know what would be best for my needs, I'm in choir but don't know how to read music or music theory, and I've been songwriting seine I was 13, I'm bad with coordination already, I always have to look at something because my memory and muscle memory is bad, that's why I type with 2 fingers instead of all my hands on the keys because i have to see what I'm typing, and when playing guitar hero I have to look at what I'm playing instead of watching the screen, what do you guys think?