u/Noils_

Heya yall :3

I am Rebekka or Bekky 21 (will turn 22 next monday) and recently I started playing Fortnite again and played much in this season.

I have not voice trained and dislike my voice but I am fine with using voice chat I would prefer it. Dont be surprised when my voice still sadly sounds masculine. I speak german and english.

And I only play zero build (mostly in the current season and rarely OG) >:3

Would love to find some people I can play fortnite with ^^

Just send a comment so I can dm you^^

I have extrem problems with the job application process (Job Interviews and stuff like that) and have problems with hierarchy in jobs but would say about me that I usually work pretty good. And than there are my holes in my resume and my mental illness problems why no one wants to employ me. This is my last chance to find a job please I need this.

(Silly dumb post if it does not belong feel free to take it down mods)

Can't wait till February next year!!! :333333333 She is also on the list of transfriendly doctors I got from a queer club in my city. Now its time to wait... but I am so happy :))))))

I often feel like not really valid because I just put a serum and coverage to hide beardshadow on my face and have made bad experiences with eyeliner (thought it would be super easy but cant see without my glasses) and bought stuff I never used like eyeshadow and brushed and thats basically it. Because of years of isolation I dont really have any friends who can help me with make up (I also only have brothers in my family) and atm I feel like I should know more but I dont and I dont really have the will to learn more. Ah and mascara I use sometimes

Does anyone have a similar approach to make up like me or am I just totally strange? Hopefully it changes because I want a better passing.

I recently stumbled on someone saying hip size increases only if you start at the max age of 21 and I will turn 22 in 19 days and there is no way I can start HRT in the next weeks probly it will take 5 more months or more

So is it just bullshit they said? How did the hip size develeop for everyone who started after age 21?

(This world sucks girl just give me HRT :()

So currently I am at my parents and was there over the night and I forgot to get my shaving equipment with me so I can't shave (I normally do it daily) and after that I use a coverage which matches my skin so my beard is harder to see (also at my home, tried to use one from my mom but her skin tone is much brighter so it looked ugly and I washed it off)

Is there anything else which can be done do get less of a beard shadow? I know that Lasertherapy is a thing but its expensive and I don't have the money. Would be great to hear how y'all deal with that issue. :3

My family always thaught me that sunscreen is not that important yet many many people say it is the most important item I used to only use it in the summer and want to start using it always but am also afraid that its kinda too late and my parents could have been right... is it really that important?