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Example: 2 boys in 8th grade bullied me and the stress triggered a mental disease for me

Ive had alot of magical experiences while in psychosis. And i dont know if they are from god or not.

People suffer so much for no reason at all. Its sad. Whats the point of suffering?

Does god reveal himself anymore after becoming man. If so to who. Has god revealed himself to you? Are there alot of orthodox christians that never experience miracles?

Ive been disrespected alot thru out my hole life. And id really like for it to stop. But i dont want to be violent. My plan personally is to become like 90kg - 100kg muscular and then people wont dare to do shit.

The ways ive been disrespected is comments. People pretending to punch me. People laughing at me. People making faces at me to try and mess with me. People making jokes about me. Getting bullied and not daring to stand up for myself. Thats basically it. Also im really slow in social settings so when someone is mean i dont know what to say.

Also some kids in highschool used to go on my pc search history to find embarrasing stuff and shared it with the rest of the class and they would all make fun of me for it.

I havent had contact with my dad for 15 years. I took contact with him while i was mentally sick. And i still am.

I think that if he didnt do the shit that he did i would have never ended up like this. So is it ok for me to confront him? I have schizophrenia, and i honestly think that if he didnt do what he did i would have never gotten it which is extremely sad.

Ive prayed alot. But this one time i prayed and i had this feeling of peace which was very nice. And i was wondering if anyone else has felt similar.

I wonder if its like a neurological thing or god allowing you to feel peace.

I think its kinda silly. That demons can like inject thoughts into our heads.

It may be that i am wrong about this but it is something ive picked up from this reddit

My keybinds and settings are normal. Does anyone know why i cant sprint

Also what version is hypixel in rn?

Its pure hell its horrible. Its not my moms fault that i have it the way i do but its most definetly my dads fault. He used to scare the shit out of me and my sister by abusing my mom then he left me at 3

Does god still heal people. Has anyone heard of miracles of healing unrelated to saints. Bcs whats even the chance of meeting one irl. Prob close to zero.

I have a horrible disease called schizophrenia. Others here probably have horrible diseases aswell. Do you pray for healing and has it worked?

I guinenly cant see myself living with this disease. Its a living hell and extremely debilitating

Ive been biting the skin on my fingers for like 10 years and id like to stop but i have no idea how. Ive asked for help from proffesionals and it hasnt helped.

Id really like to get rid of this nasty habit bcs its unattractive to girls.

Im on 1.5mg reagila / vraylar switched off zyprexa and i was wondering if i could loose weight.

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