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When Costco employees tell you how terrible your preboxed setup is ? Literally was told this by a snooty lady today, like excuse me if I want to have fruits and the meat set up so they don’t get smashed and contaminate other things why I do people have to be so condescending

I didn’t catch it in time for the store to cancel it as the 4 card numbers listed on the receipt didn’t look like mine so I left . The app wouldn’t let me submit a reimbursement for the 88$ so I chatted with support who gave it to higher up but the First Lady said it could take up to two weeks before I even get an email back , which I have to wait for to submit a reimbursement in app . How likely am I to get any of that money back ? Also pls no judgement, I’m having a horrible day and lost almost all I earned and have less than 40$ in my account because of it

I’ve been all over the place today , one minute I’m fine and the next I’m in my room hiding in the dark trying not to have a breakdown . Usually when retrograde is in me and my mom end up fighting a lot but this time it’s giving me a lot of anxiety . It doesn’t help that my evangelical relatives have been visiting today ( I’m 32 but am stuck living with parents due to financial issues ) and I wanted to see them but I had to leave the room a couple times today . I started feeling like all the deconstruction and the path of Christopaganism , being into tarot , crystals and astrology , accepting that I’m bisexual and learning more about witchcraft might be some big deception . That was a couple hrs ago and then on the way home from my aunts house ( my Grandma was the one visiting and we went to tell her goodbye) I started to feel so trapped and kept thinking over and over that I need out cause I’m tired of hiding who I am , I’m tired of being angry and hurt that my family believes differently and I’ll never be able to change their minds .

I’m asking cause whatever you call it I’ve been really frustrated with it as I look awful thx to the shape if I do anything with my hair besides leave it down or put it in a clip with a couple strands at each side. I’m wondering if I should get a different hair cut that will help frame it better. The concern is my hair is wavy/curly and I’m not great with any tools( and I have AUDHD that makes coordination for anything complex annoying) other than a flat iron and a brush so it needs to be easy but I’m tired of feeling ugly and hating my face

I’m not familiar with how other deities handle it only how Yeshua does and have been taught that he can take it and will so long as it’s not extremely disrespectful . I’m asking because I have been praying to Hekate ( I have no altar as I’m closeted so I’m not she even hears ) had a lash out moment with her ( even tho what I was feeling abd why I was feeling it wasn’t her fault) today as I was struggling pretty bad and today was not a good day . Is she mad at me about it ?

I didn’t make any money today because it was a guaranteed 50$ promo and it’s like they used it to bait people into doing all the trash orders

I was literally clicking accept and it disappeared and I’m done , today has sucked and been trash . This is the only work I can do right now and I feel like I’m working til exhaustion every day just so I can survive another day .

I’ve noticed this happen twice and not sure if I accidentally hit accept (even tho I’m pretty careful not to when it’s trash) , I see an order don’t take it and let the timer to accept run out , and then a min later I get a notification on my app to go pick up the very order I ignored and don’t remember accepting. Now I have to deliver or risk my ratings . It’s like the app is accepting it for us in order to get it to take it . Am I crazy or is this really happening ?

When I was a teenager and went to Aquire the Fire ( a big youth rally held in a stadium with 1000s of ppl) after I got home I remember being outside and my brain kept replaying the noise of the crowds cheering over and over and it was like I could physically still hear it as if it was playing on a tv next to me . Same thing happened if played video games with headphones on for too long , and recently it happened again . I was with my cousins all day at a party ( that I made it thru without hiding thx to shroom coffee) and my brain was doing it again . I don’t know if this is ND related at all but it’s the kind of weird thing that it might be

Literally the only thing that works on them is yellow balls …..and I’ve been a trainer for years. Also why are the females so rare ?

If Nesta and Manon ever meet how freaked out do you think Rhys will be ? Add Bryce into it and I think he’d be like , “I’m done “ 😆

I pray to Hekate , Hestia and admire Gaia( but haven’t reached out to her )more than a couple times ( also no altars as Im closeted ) and I’ve felt so angry lately over data centers , developers and what Trumps cuts have done to nature . I’ve felt like Gaia is so angry !

I feel like that with the grosbeaks , I talk quietly to them when they land on the feeder and I swear they tilt their head like they’re listening .

I finished a Z-pac of methyl prednisone last week but not sure I did it right . I took the fireside altogether the first day and then tried to taper like the pack said but I’m self employed and drive a lot so sometimes I had to take one day all at once . The hives started to come back close to the last day and now they’re all over again . I just planted a garden and want to be outside more but how can I ? I’m currently in the bathroom hoping everything will calm I took Allegra and Pepcid earlier and two boiron pellet supplements(urtica urens and sodium chloride) and it’s only a bit better since I have hardly any clothes on . I feel like my body is attacking me …. I understand why some people call this chronic illness as for me it hasn’t gone away after 10 yrs . I had an allergist appointment last year but had to cancel as I had no car and couldn’t borrow Moms as she needs it for all her oncologist appointments and the appointment was the day of her mastectomy and I wanted to be there for her . I’m tired of being a prisoner to this illness and all I want is to sleep and enjoy the sun without regretting it later .

I do as I don’t consider myself that pretty ( no I’m not looking for attention when I say that) compared to all the girls who seem to have perfect straight hair and skin and are under 140lbs ….. I don’t shop at either of these stores as they’re expensive and don’t have enough vegan or dye free products (I have an epi pen for dye allergies so that’s a must ) but I deliver DoorDash and Instacart orders from there all the time . When I walk in I feel like an alien , with my frizzy hair and my complete lack of style as I’m usually in whatever’s functional not pretty ( usually biker shorts and a tee shirt) . I feel like I have no business shopping there even if I could because of how I look