Hi I have partially hooded eyes and it's kinda a struggle to wear eyeshadow as I currently don't have any brushes since my usual look is just eyeliner and eyeshadow smudged together and I never thought I would try to wear colorful ones so I'm asking if it's possible to make a look on my eyelid without brushes and make it look decent (I'm also a beginner)
How do I make the h fit? After I was just done with the card only did I saw the typo 😔
Just a long rant honestly
I know that my brain is changing and it's honestly terrifying that I'm getting dumber the thing is as some people say I have to have the mentality to try new things,work hard and not give up ig but it's challenging because I've had people call me stupid more times than I can count because I do stupid things (not dumb silly mistakes but like actually stupid things)
Sometimes I'm really slow and have to understand or read things multiple times for me to actually get it
I know I'm supposed to change but I don't exactly know how I have an oral exam in a few days and my teacher wants us to practice it tomorrow and I'm really scared because what if I gave a stupid answer,what if it's not a mature answer,what if I don't have any ideas
It's holding me back I can't stop this mindset my mom and friends tell me I'm smart but they only say it when I do nothing not when I actually do anything smart also I'm quiet and introvert so that just makes it worse for me
I got into a science class (physics,chemistry,addmath and technical communication graphics) and yes I was very much shocked because I did not think my dumbass would get science class considering how badly I did last year and yeah I've been struggling ever since
I'm a very indecisive person I love my new classmates but I hate being in that class I'm considering to change it but I also kinda like learning in the class (I have from October until January to change it)
I'm basically a big fan of tawog
What do you think?
I have some friends but I'm not close with a lot of them I am an introvert,I speak slow and I'm unattractive I'm not that smart or bubbly
I get told pretty often that I'm quiet and I hate it because I know it's true,I get told I walk like a robot I feel like a robot and I get told I don't live my life the way other people do
I feel pathetic but I know I cant let it dictate my life forever
Sometimes when I want to interact with guys in my class or just about anyone I feel like a creep trying to force a friendship because it might feel off putting for someone like me trying to have a normal conversation with people (especially guys)
I literally have no pictures of me and my classmates together
I did an inspired 60s look
I'm not really good at makeup so this was my hardest look I've done lowk
I mean I do have some space like between my eyelids and brows so that's one of the reasons why it was kinda achievable
I didn't really do the brows because idk how to make it look thin if I try it will botched 😔
Not really flattering pictures and its not the best I've done since I'm not really a professional but I managed to make it work since I have alot of space from eyelids to brows
Let me know what you think!
Products I used: Essence kajal pencil
Essence lash princess mascara
Some knockoff cheap pink and black eyeshadow
I need to know how to make the scarf more lightweight like it's going through wind I don't really use a lot of things for this drawing I used like a mechanical pencil,pencil and eraser and I'm not sure if the anatomy is correct so any critic is appreciated and I also feel like the drawing is Abit idk weird like it flops
I lowk started with the eye so that's why the anatomy is kinda floppy but I'm still learning on how to do the shadows and I struggle with hair so much I do like some random squiggly shit also I really struggle with doing the nose especially the shadow part
The one on the left is from 2022 and on the right is from 2026 it's been such a long time since I started to draw so it does look chopped
I saw polong like js then and I thought it's similar to Mona Fendi and I look it up it is about her ​
My body did feel heavy after watching it but I couldn't stop smiling cus it was js tht good
It really affects me everywhere I go there's always something I'm dropping I always get yelled for it I broke a lot of cups and glasses I drop my phone's alot even the new one have cracks and idk some screen malfunction I genuinely need to fix it and like it affects me to the point that Im genuinely scared to make mistakes or drop something
I can't have anything nice without ruining it
Am I overreacting?
I usually like to tell people random facts (animals,wars,etc.) or story about movies that I've watched but Idk how to make people interested in the story because I can't remember a lot of the details,I can't tell a story without boring people out,I make them confused and uninterested (they don't say it but I can kinda see it on their face)
So give tips if u can
Obviously this will not happen to everyone but I'm just giving information based on my experience 🥲
If u don't want to wear glasses pls listen don't use phones in the dark especially late at night,don't use it all the time,eat more vegetables and so on because now I have to wear these glasses that looks so damn ugly on me despite my vision isn't that bad
My eye is kinda small (due to being asian ig) and my nose is kinda big and I look like a clown wearing them (they seriously nerfed me so bad)
I have to wear these glasses constantly so that my vision doesn't get worse😔 and on top of that it's very expensive
Also if u do want to wear glasses (like u don't have to wear them but u want to) don't do these things wearing glasses is not worth it if your vision is good
I do recc getting your eyes checked (if u hv the money) even if your vision is good cus idk u might never know
I took a razor and impulsively yk cut and the wound was too big and blood went out idk what to do I don't want to tell my parents it's horrendously ugly and I think it js made me stop wanting to do it again mind you I didn't evencry about anything serious it was because of food since I craved something but can't have it and then cried so much idk what's wrong w me they promised me to not do it again but i don't know why I did I don't want them to send me to a therapist or be sad and worried but I'm also worried about my arm