
u/Sad-Chemical-9648

I like classic old books
As a teenage bookworm with autism, I like reading old books and staring at the covers. I love how creative and diverse classic literature was. No AI and booktok type writing. I love the old yellow pages and just sniffing them (nothing weird). The Hunger Games, Roll of Thunder, Hear My Cry, Wonder, Freak the Mighty, and The Outsiders were the only books I loved during my middle school days. What almost made me loose my hyperfixation was 8th grade, we had to read a book called Dragonwings, a 6th grade level book almost at the end of the year. It was kinda boring but it wasn't that bad. What made it repetitive was all the quizzes and paperwork for each chapter. I always brought my own books from home because I wasn't really fond of the library books in my former school despite reading them.
We never finished Dragonwings, and now I just realized our ELA teacher and the school didn't give us enough reading skills. Comics are something I like too; they're a easier way to visualize and I'm guessing to reading more graphic novels adaptations so I can have some more focus at reading. In conclusion: books are cool, we should read them more.
Art challenge: Turn your favorite Look Outside character and redesign them into a silly cars redesign
What's more worse: a fascist dictator that has killed over millions of people or a man in drag?
I hate the happy merchant image so much
It's always used by online Nazis, right wingers, or miserable ass people. It's so unfunny, what is so funny about a antisemitic drawing? I hate seeing it everywhere and it makes me want to throw my computer out of the window. It's so repulsive and so irrelevant but I'm not surprised, it must be a knee slap for right wingers. I can see a wholesome Jewish tiktok account and the comment section is spamming the same fucking image. We need to let the happy merchant just die on the Internet.
I hate my school
I hate my school so much—everyday I wake up at like 5:00 to 5:50 in the morning, shower super early by choice at 6:20 so I can save some time. I go to school and since I'm sweating so much now, I smell like two cans of ass cheeks and the stairs are so damn long that I'm panting and scared of falling. I don't forget these insufferable ass mfs for students who don't get discipline at home and always being so disrespectful it makes me want to smack the socks outta these fuckers or the wack staff, some of them are good but some are pretty horrid. Everytime there's dummies in the class who doesn't know what home training or respect is.
I’m often avoided so much by others it pisses me off, like people are scared of me. I have Autism and I struggle with socializing with classmates and students. I feel like I'm laughed at just for existing. I just want to talk to other teens my age and have some more friends, but it's better I don't associate myself with some idiots. I could also get insulted for my weight for no reason or when I get angry at them, the fat insults are so pathetic that I can't even give a crap. Now I'm not saying all students, there are students who are pretty chill (Shout out to Aponi and Adenae ♥️)
With Toledo Public Schools losing its money and some schools shutting down, I'm anxious for my education and what'll I do after high school. Hell, Toledo Early College is probably shutting down, and that's where I wish to go after this crappy school. Private school don't need that much money, and public schools aren't going to get education if people just throw money in the air. I'm so worried about my education and future so much, I think about everyday now.