u/SpaceDonutsyrup111

I know somone who takes gold particles and a black goopey sludge called shitlajit I feel like they are a test subject they lift frequently like 35 pounds,abuse their body by deadlifting 220 running almost everyday,I feel like they are a antenna and a gym experiment that can have a deadly heart attack any day

Is gym running and weights bad?I been plant based eating meat 1x a week since about July 2024 I barley cycled off of that diet since like May this year, I'm 5"8 220 pounds I was on the primal antioxidant soy diet for a while I would eat a good portion of meat and pizza on meaty mondays how do I become stronger without working out? I get made fun of my belly and manboobs,how do I maximize the smoothness and butteriness in my joints do I chudmaxx?I am mostly sedentary,I eat heavy antioxidants to keep my brain sharp

I eat plant based mostly like 90% I eat meats like chicken and fish snall amount red meat weekly I feel lighter and less short tempered higher testosterone but I had beyond meat spaghetti and had diarrhea for like 30 minutes was the beyond meat most likely the culprit? I'm 5"8 220 pounds been eating this way since like mid 2024 on and off 3 months here and there how healthy is this diet longterm? i eat mostly beans,tofu,mushrooms,some plant based meat brands,and have veggie bowls with mock meats like nasoya gochugang mock mat out of soy protein

I just want a phone for working online(surveys)video streaming web browsing,crypto apps I don't really game on phones,will I regret choosing the stardust purple? instead of stardust black? I feel like most people have black phones

I know someone who has been doing these exercises for atleast 10 years they swear they are strong,does it really make you strong,I always hear them making oathetic panting grunting and moaning noises are they slowly signing themselves up for a massive heart attack and organ failure? They go to the bathroom atleast 10x to urinate I'm thinking they have deficiencies and they stuff themselves 3x a day for nothing just for it to go mostly to the muscle and not their brains&organs I swear the guys temper emotional control is like a womens even tho he has muscle

I know someone who has been doing these exercises for years they swear they are strong,does it really make you strong,I always hear them making oathetic panting grunting and moaning noises are they slowly signing themselves up for a massive heart attack and organ failure? They go to the bathroom atleast 10x to urinate I'm thinking they have deficiencies and they stuff themselves 3x a day for nothing just for it to go mostly to the muscle and not their brains&organs I swear the guys temper emotional control is like a womens even tho he has muscle

The visual snow started after getting covid with intense panic attacks as soon as I caught it 3years ago, kneeling to breath hard,started with sandy twitchy eye also no usual cough/sore throat

I feel like a schizoid person,I dont hallucinate or hear voices but I have alot of symptoms related to it How do I get by nowadays? I feel like a loser staying at home all day scrolling on my phone,I can't exercise due to how it makes illness worse, scared to drive a 1000 pound stress box,I never graduated high school,I only recieved a certificate,I was in a mix of sped and regular classes,I feel like im a undiagnosed schizoid person,no friends,lack of desire for things don't desire relationships & sex,friends,&stuff feels artficial to me like everyone being inside cars music feels very trashy,everything feels fake and I feel alienated all the time,I'm unable to connect with people or make friends,the only time my life is good is when I'm asleep dreaming random stuff that doesn't make sense life is just cope for me feel like I landed on the wrong planet like I spawned into a lame existence only to suffer my whole life,confused and knowing the tragic reality of existing

Im 3 years in get inpending doom randomly and panic attacks symptoms are fatigue,anxiety,despair,visual snow syndrome,loss of taste derealization im getting an anxiety and panic attack I don't want to die from this illness,my geart suddely starts racing and the attacks happen,I also feel poisoned and tired frequently,been battling this disease since October,2022 even tried going plant based for1/2 year for inflammation and cholesterol management,It feels like a never ending torture and battle,I start heating up and my back feels tense I just wanna feel normal again this is messed up to have to deal with this,my head face starts to heat up when it happens,back starts feeling tense then it passes after 10 minutes,I feel like animal products aren't good for my adrenals it messes them up

Body feels poisoned and frozen at times,like im not in my body,or drugged feeling gets intense,visual snow is bad in the dark blurry vision and night vision/night blindness fatigue at times lost my taste,3 years in since October,2022 no help or recovery

Why can't I seem to progress any further checked all the rooms for boos caught 15 boos nothing shows up just going in circles in the game,I also went to the secret mousehole caught the boo there

sometimes I just stand still in one spot due to how overwhelming this illness is,ive taken stuff from enzymes,nmn,lions mane serra and pine bark for a month,plant based diet for a year meat 1x a week until may when I started binge eating my body feels spacey and weird I get worried I gained 30 pounds from this illness that I can't lose even from dieting and rarely I get slight chest pain where it feels like tiny static Im worried 3 years in with derealization if that what causes the feeling I get,blurry vision visual snow,trouble seeing in the dark frozen body poisoned feeling,I didn't have any covid shots I have bad fatigue at times where I don't want to push myself too far

I get jealous while everyone drives I also feel like a loser cause of it like im missing out but at the same time it feels like an npc kind of thing and it drains your money and I think its a stressbox also,I tried driving once with all the streets are all narrow and close to wach other I felt stupid trying to find my way back home like I couldn't see out of the car window or reverse and insanely paranoid and stressed,faild the drivers test 3 times cant imagine what kind of stress and danger driving freeways are ,I'm 29 and gave up on getting my license,and all the gas prices are sky high feels like majority are npcs that drive stress metal boxes,imagine all the people killing themselves with stressboxes,gym all day must be destroying people's cardiovascular system

I get jealous while everyone drives I also feel like a loser cause of it like im missing out but at the same time it feels like an npc kind of thing and it drains your money and I think its a stressbox also,I tried driving once with all the streets are all narrow and close to wach other I felt stupid trying to find my way back home and insanely paranoid and stressed cant imagine what kind if stress and dange drivibg freeways are ,I'm 29 and gave up on getting my license,and all the gas prices are sky high feels like majority are npcs that drive stress metal boxes,imagine all the people killing themselves with stressboxes,gym all day must be destroying people's cardiovascular system