
u/Suspicious-Beat-4076

The lack of kindness and support from my own family like im trash is exhausting
Especially In the last 6 years(so since i was 12), no one has ever asked me a "whats wrong, honey/any term of endearment?" Its always only "What are you weeping for again?" "Jeez stop crying ,its annoying" "Not again" as if my troubles are a burden to my own parents. They know our lives arent easy at all and that i have serious reasons to be sad, and that i always try to comfort them when THEY are sad or crying. . Yet i only get scolded for quiet tears. I dont ever make a noise, i surpress audible crying. Yet it bothers everyone .I cannot keep going without any support anymore. Its suffocating and only adds fuel to my darkest thoughts, but i guess the part about them not loving me as much as i thought might be true. I am always scolded for breathing wrong but they do the same or worse mistakes and still think all is well. Have gotten punched for not sleeping at night from my mother as well and i am terrified of her anger issues lately. I cannot wait to be able to cut them off anf live on my own- though thats sadly the unforeseeable future. Till then, good luck to my psyche because having panic attacks and dpdr whilst living with them is hell so far.
Please help me find these small plastic toys(drawn by memory)
I dont remember what else they came with anymore but they were so so small,almost finger nail sized and ive lost the duck but i think i still have the cat laying around somewhere (i think, if id find it id show you a photo)
Female characters
Uj/Just to clarify, i dont have a problem with people enjoying curvy women, just some artists' inability to grasp that not everyone who is AFAB is a curvatron 9000 mcthigh mcboob. And theres also a double standard ive noticed that whenever i draw muscular men ,people will instantly point out how unrealistic it is yet nobody says anything about the hundreds of thousands of oversexualized female characters . Also dont seem to like much of it in 13+ places instead of at least 16-18+ because a lot of said drawings are suggestive
and yes, that curly haired androgynous thing is meant to be me. thats roughly what the creature that posts the peak yaoi chapters sometimes looks like irl
Got fired from Disney for THIS :((
Unfair & unjust. I just love man boobaz. I now cant afford air and must rely on making yaoi comicz to feed meself
PEAK YAOI CHAPTER 14- BIRFDAY SPECIAL🎀
Uj/My apologies yet again for taking SOO LONG WITH THESE BUTT I HOPE YALL CONSIDER THEM GOOFY AND ABSURD ENOUGH since im trying hard to make it both based off of something stupid online or mix my actual imagination in which is mostly the case for this one
Rj/ i STILLL WRITE PEAK FICTION ONG AND VOTE IN THE KOMMENTS IF RAFAELS DAD AND PEAK ARYAN BFS DAD SHOULD BECOME TOXIC OLD MAN YAOI CUPEL🎀💕
Past Vox lives in my head rentfree so i had to draw him
Hes so precious like this ,the poor guy was being sincere and vulnerable for once only to get torn to shreds by that rejection.(ive already disliked Alastor enough prior to that scene btw ,but now i have a valid reason)
Also aside from the obvious(ahem murder and manipulation and the cult-y stuff hes tryna do) he is rather relatable in some aspects, at least to me. its corny asf but I suppose this version of him does remind me of myself somehow; I too cannot deal with being rejected like this and i still think about it after years have passed. But thats enough ranting, just wanted to share some art here.
2 weeks old today exactly ♥︎♡
Shes getting cuter by the day
On trial for giving everyone too much cuteness aggression
only 13 days old and already so criminal.Shes still nameless so far btw but we are thinking of cosmic names for her such as Supernova or Nebula/Nebbie, though nothing is set in stone yet
Celebrating 10 days today
Big orange sis Mizu is not as enthusiastic about it though
I animated this sappy cringe thing on this app
Im no professional nor is it awesome but i had fun i guess idk but the music was obviously added post production AND YEAH ITS SUCH A WEIRD FORMAT I APOLOGIZE FOR THAT
JUST BOBA EYES AND A BALL OF LINT
I HAD THE WORST CUTENESS AGGRESSION FROM THIS BUT LOOK AT HEEEER SO CUTE
Heres some recent stuff i drew of my oc
Heres some more Malv art. He indeed is a(firstborn) StaticMoth child for those unfamiliar with him,and his name is short for "Malware"(Vox namef him that,duh). Despite his parents' nature, he himself is a nervous, cowardly and diplomatic demon, always choosing to take the least violent path,hence his hope for Hazbin Hotel and Charlie. He dislikes the idea of Vox's schemes as he feels theyre reckless and perilous ,and he simply cannot bear the thought of either of his dads dying by angelic weapons. He wants them to be redeemed even if he cannot be due to being a hellborn. Whenever he gets into an argument about this with Vox,he later vents to his pet Phoenix/chicken he calls Fifi/Phiphi,whom he found on the street as a hatchling,therefore rescuing her-neither Val nor Vox are aware of him having this pet. He isnt a cinnamonroll entirely though, he does love to steal small objects such as jewelry and pocketwatches.
There was too much space between them so i fixed it [OC]
Second and third slide is how it shouldve been
PEAK YAOI CHAPTER 13- CRAZY EX ARC😍😱🎀
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA KILLING YOUR F*MALE EX IS SO CATHARTIC ,YOU GAYS!!! YAS KING!SLAUGHTER🎀
uj/again my bad for taking a tad long with these, they take surprisingly long to make and im constantly getting inspo from really bad tropes i see. Hope its ridiculous and absurd asf enough for yall.
Newborn tinies
Suprisingly big and floofy for being born 4 hours ago. However orange prefers to doze off over competing for milk now. my mom came in with food at the end so mom cat grew alert
My (deadctivated)model came with spare legs and tail
How many loved ones has your oc lost?
Asking cuz this sniveling Franco-German boy over here lost everyone in his life, most of them in his childhood and idk if thats too edgy or not but also curious to hear about others' cases