
Seitan stir fry. Found out why other women dont like me
btw i accidentally dropped the rest of this ON THE FLOOR! I am so upset
I‘ve been seeing a new therapist. she has a bit of a different therapy style - she pulls a third person in for you to interact with and then sort of “coaches” you on what you can improve. She mainly works with people with autism. I am not autistic, or just barely on the spectrum but not enough to be “autistic”, but I still have had social issues which make making friends, particularly female friends, difficult, even at almost 30.
apparently I make facial expressions that could be perceived as judgemental, and don’t show enough visible empathy. Ive always been told to stop rolling my eyes and been confused because….. I AM NOT! The faces i make don’t really correlate with the tone of the conversation. for example, I was being pretty vulnerable and talking about my history of self hatred but was smiling and laughing about it the whole time. I hate that I have to train myself to literally contort my face differently so people won’t be put off by me. it sounds so exhausting. but i just want girlfriends. I’m tired of only having male friends and i know it’s a red flag but they don’t pick up on whatever weird micro expressions i make and i already have some pretty male-coded interests.