u/WinterHeven

Anong meron sa October?

Ex of 11 years who cheated multiple times, and is now married. Suddenly sending a long ass message on ig about clarity, what if's, regrets and an apology that I do not need now after 6 yrs, like duh kasal ka at may anak.

Sa haba ng message na puro pag blame sa self nya at pag papaawa. Napareply ako ng mamamatay ka na ba?

Kasi I thought may taning na sya.

Kapal noh like akala mo di ako iniwan na basta.

Edit 1 K. Yan reply asawa Lasing daw sya nun. Reply ng Nanay.

Hi 42 F

I just wanted to see if anyone is open to a Friendly date? Like coffee and just sharing about work, life, books or anything.

Or an arcade date?

I will be doing chemo by next week and would just like to unwind before it starts .

And sorry up to sm fairview lang dahil sa health condition. Bawal din gabihin hehehhe. Weekends.

Medyo inaatake ng anxiety at kaba.

Salamat sa recos. Sa mga recently broken Titas dyan na homebuddy. What did you do para maiwasan na ichat sya? On those rupok.moments.

Edit I begged na wag muna at ifollow namin yung date dahil I am going to do chemo and surgery. Ayoko na sana dagdag isipin. Pero wala eh sya pa ata kawawa

Hi

Will be admitted at least 3 days and looking for any good movie or series na hindi mainstream. No horror, no super sad or too heavy emotions.

Salamat

Edit: Nasa How I Met Your Mother ako pero nakakarelapse kaya hanap ng iba

Potato!

Apparently, when people find out you’re sick, there’s a required performance that comes with it.

You’re supposed to be weak.

You’re supposed to be in bed 24/7.

You’re supposed to look miserable.

You’re supposed to be in the hospital every other day.

And God forbid you’re still functioning. 😂

“ICU mo one day?”

“Di ka natubo?”

“Bakit ganyan treatment mo?”

“Sure ka diyan?”

“Bakit hindi ganito gawin ng doctor mo?”

PUSA. 😂

Sorry, may sakit ako, hindi ako nag-sign up for a reality show called “How Sick Can You Look?”

Hindi po ako required humiga buong araw para mapatunayan na may sakit ako.

Hindi rin ako pineperahan ng doktor para gumawa ng kung anu-anong treatment just so I can impress people with my hospital bill. Kalma. 😂

Somehow, people think if you're laughing, working, going out, eating, or posting a normal picture, suddenly you're not sick anymore.

Ah yes, because apparently serious llness comes with a facial expression requirement.

If I want treatment handled a certain way WITH my doctor, that's between me and my doctor.

If I can function today, thank God.

If tomorrow I can't, then I'll deal with that too.

Hindi porket hindi ako mukhang naghihingalo, ibig sabihin wala akong pinagdadaanan.

I’m sick. I’m not stupid. I’m not helpless. And I’m definitely not auditioning for the role of “Most Miserable Patient.”

Pusa talaga. 😂

Biopsy results back. The C is definitely back.

I have 15 days before I get admitted depending if I need stronger meds.

Naiyak ko na and bakit naiiyak pa din ako.

I thought I was ready.

I wanna tell the one person I want him but ayoko na mang abala. We will end anyway .

Hindi na din halos makalabas dahil need naka car. Ayoko naman ma admit agad dahil sa nahawaan ng ubo.

I hope everyone's September is good.

Hi

I would be starting my treatment soon, and is also trying to forget some feelings. Looking for friends or somebody to talk too, male or female as long as you are decent. I just need to get thru those days that I am having the feelings again

Not sure how this works or if flair is correct.

Cancer spreading fast. May mass na sa brain, in a part na unoperable at my age.

Or if we push for operation will leave me braindead, laralyzed, blind kr dead.

Still has to go some confimatory labs and tests. But it is not looking good.

Minsan naiisip ko bakit ako? Mabait ako. Im not perfect pero I aim and try to be someone na hindi nakakasakit ng kapwa.

I still hold on to a miracle. Everyday. Para sa aking baby. He is so little so young.

Ang unfair. Sobra

And the person na gusto kong iyakan? Galit pa madalas.

I have some things I wanna do in case.

Like

bakebe or IDIM

EK

Taksyapo

Go Kart

Food Crawl Binondo

Museum Tour

Sorry ang gulo. May mga bagay na mahirap sabihin sa fam mo kahit na alam nila.

Edit Bawal ko umiyak dahil sa heart murmur pero super thank you sa lahat. Praying for you all. I feel I have friends.

Edit 2 I got bangs on my hair. Sabi wag na kasi makakalbo din. But habang may hair pa go bangs!

Hi

So I am looking for extra ways to earn? Planning to sell mga kakanin or to be specific suman.

Im from North Cal and okay ba sya? In case.should I join mga bazaars na agad? Or pa order mjna from home?

Dami ko.ideas but I know I have to be wise para di sayang the capital.

Or any other suggestions? I have an oven too

Hi

So I am looking for extra ways to earn? Planning to sell mga kakanin or to be specific suman.

Im from North Cal and okay ba sya? In case.should I join mga bazaars na agad? Or pa order mjna from home?

Dami ko.ideas but I know I have to be wise para di sayang the capital.

Or any other suggestions? I have an oven too

But the word that you said? It's making me face reality. I am not blaming you because I chose to fall and love you . And tonight as August starts, I will cry my heart out. I will go through all my what ifs. I will feel the pain of losing you, what we have. Until all that is left of me is an empty void.

Today let me live in my fantasy that everything is okay, you love me and I love you. We imagine our future. When our I love you's and I miss you are feelings not just responses.

This August 1st let me be the girl you love. Let me be your baby. The girl you were excited to see, and talk to.

Let me pretend.

And tomorrow, I will start forgetting about you. I will delete everything, pics, convos. I will be picking up myself again. Mending ny heart, Starting again.

When August 2 comes, I have to learn not to look at my phone, excited if I have a good morning chat from you.

I have to control myself from asking how are you.

I have to let you out of my system. I have to.

And in the following months, I know I would still think about you, us and what if.

But I pray that when it happens. I can smile and thank you for the memories.

I tried. I hope you know how much I tried.

As what my favorite word to tell you.

I love you always.

Even though always ended.

Gusto ko lang naman mapili hanggang dulo

Pakiramdam ko kasi role ko sa earth is to bring out the best or make the person better tapos iiwan nila ako.

Pwede bang sabihin naman na salamat at hindi kita iiwan.

Pang longterm hanggang dulo naman Lord pls.

Anak ng kamagong.

Rant lang so I can sleep.

I already experienced being loved. I can say I am an expert on being a girlfriend.

But my only wish, the only otherr thing I always pray for is for someone to choose me.

Choose me until the end. Someone who tells me marriage plans and makes it come true.

Someone who sees me as their home, and not just a stop.

Someone who genuinely wants me be the 1st thing they see in the morning and the last thing before they sleep.

Someone who when they see me at my lowest or ugliest will think I have to marry this girl, i have to make her mine

I just dont want to be loved. I wanted to be chosen until the end. That's all.

I already experienced being loved. I can say I am an expert on being a girlfriend.

But my only wish, the only otherr thing I always pray for is for someone to choose me.

Choose me until the end. Someone who tells me marriage plans and makes it come true.

Someone who sees me as their home, and not just a stop.

Someone who genuinely wants me be the 1st thing they see in the morning and the last thing before they sleep.

Someone who when they see me at my lowest or ugliest will think I have to marry this girl, i have to make her mine

I just dont want to be loved. I wanted to be chosen until the end. That's all.

I am looking for remote opportunities.

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My expertise includes

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Why Hire me?

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Comfortable dealing with Insurances, providers and patients over the phone.

Detail oriented, fast learner, independent worker

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Ready to work with Own secured equipment and dedicated work space.

I am seeking full and part time opportunities and can start immediately

If you're hiring or know of any opportunities, I'd love to connect. Please send me a DM, and I'll be happy to share my resume and discuss how I can support your team.

Thank you for your time!

Hi nakasecure ako 2 tix today and plan ko magbuy 2 tixkets pa bukas sa lnph gen sale.

Ok lang ba yun?

I remember when we first started talking. When you told me your past and how much it hurt you.

I remember when I started to feel something.

I remember telling myself I would not hurt you like that.

I remember being happy that we have the same feelings.

I remember choosing to believe and hold on to the promises. Even when they keep getting vague.

I remember reminding myself when my emotions are not ok.

How about you? Do you remember?

Do you think of what you said to me before?

You said you got hurt before.

Why are you hurting me now.

Eto na naman si Self Doubt and feeling na nobody will ever love me. Unwanted since a child and always being cheated on.

Pagod na utak ko at puso ko. My baby is the only one making me hold on and believing that maybe life is still wonderful.