Hi
I would be starting my treatment soon, and is also trying to forget some feelings. Looking for friends or somebody to talk too, male or female as long as you are decent. I just need to get thru those days that I am having the feelings again
Not sure how this works or if flair is correct.
Cancer spreading fast. May mass na sa brain, in a part na unoperable at my age.
Or if we push for operation will leave me braindead, laralyzed, blind kr dead.
Still has to go some confimatory labs and tests. But it is not looking good.
Minsan naiisip ko bakit ako? Mabait ako. Im not perfect pero I aim and try to be someone na hindi nakakasakit ng kapwa.
I still hold on to a miracle. Everyday. Para sa aking baby. He is so little so young.
Ang unfair. Sobra
And the person na gusto kong iyakan? Galit pa madalas.
I have some things I wanna do in case.
Like
bakebe or IDIM
EK
Taksyapo
Go Kart
Food Crawl Binondo
Museum Tour
Sorry ang gulo. May mga bagay na mahirap sabihin sa fam mo kahit na alam nila.
Edit Bawal ko umiyak dahil sa heart murmur pero super thank you sa lahat. Praying for you all. I feel I have friends.
Edit 2 I got bangs on my hair. Sabi wag na kasi makakalbo din. But habang may hair pa go bangs!
Hi
So I am looking for extra ways to earn? Planning to sell mga kakanin or to be specific suman.
Im from North Cal and okay ba sya? In case.should I join mga bazaars na agad? Or pa order mjna from home?
Dami ko.ideas but I know I have to be wise para di sayang the capital.
Or any other suggestions? I have an oven too
Hi
So I am looking for extra ways to earn? Planning to sell mga kakanin or to be specific suman.
Im from North Cal and okay ba sya? In case.should I join mga bazaars na agad? Or pa order mjna from home?
Dami ko.ideas but I know I have to be wise para di sayang the capital.
Or any other suggestions? I have an oven too
But the word that you said? It's making me face reality. I am not blaming you because I chose to fall and love you . And tonight as August starts, I will cry my heart out. I will go through all my what ifs. I will feel the pain of losing you, what we have. Until all that is left of me is an empty void.
Today let me live in my fantasy that everything is okay, you love me and I love you. We imagine our future. When our I love you's and I miss you are feelings not just responses.
This August 1st let me be the girl you love. Let me be your baby. The girl you were excited to see, and talk to.
Let me pretend.
And tomorrow, I will start forgetting about you. I will delete everything, pics, convos. I will be picking up myself again. Mending ny heart, Starting again.
When August 2 comes, I have to learn not to look at my phone, excited if I have a good morning chat from you.
I have to control myself from asking how are you.
I have to let you out of my system. I have to.
And in the following months, I know I would still think about you, us and what if.
But I pray that when it happens. I can smile and thank you for the memories.
I tried. I hope you know how much I tried.
As what my favorite word to tell you.
I love you always.
Even though always ended.
Gusto ko lang naman mapili hanggang dulo
Pakiramdam ko kasi role ko sa earth is to bring out the best or make the person better tapos iiwan nila ako.
Pwede bang sabihin naman na salamat at hindi kita iiwan.
Pang longterm hanggang dulo naman Lord pls.
Anak ng kamagong.
Rant lang so I can sleep.
I already experienced being loved. I can say I am an expert on being a girlfriend.
But my only wish, the only otherr thing I always pray for is for someone to choose me.
Choose me until the end. Someone who tells me marriage plans and makes it come true.
Someone who sees me as their home, and not just a stop.
Someone who genuinely wants me be the 1st thing they see in the morning and the last thing before they sleep.
Someone who when they see me at my lowest or ugliest will think I have to marry this girl, i have to make her mine
I just dont want to be loved. I wanted to be chosen until the end. That's all.
I already experienced being loved. I can say I am an expert on being a girlfriend.
But my only wish, the only otherr thing I always pray for is for someone to choose me.
Choose me until the end. Someone who tells me marriage plans and makes it come true.
Someone who sees me as their home, and not just a stop.
Someone who genuinely wants me be the 1st thing they see in the morning and the last thing before they sleep.
Someone who when they see me at my lowest or ugliest will think I have to marry this girl, i have to make her mine
I just dont want to be loved. I wanted to be chosen until the end. That's all.
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Hi nakasecure ako 2 tix today and plan ko magbuy 2 tixkets pa bukas sa lnph gen sale.
Ok lang ba yun?
I remember when we first started talking. When you told me your past and how much it hurt you.
I remember when I started to feel something.
I remember telling myself I would not hurt you like that.
I remember being happy that we have the same feelings.
I remember choosing to believe and hold on to the promises. Even when they keep getting vague.
I remember reminding myself when my emotions are not ok.
How about you? Do you remember?
Do you think of what you said to me before?
You said you got hurt before.
Why are you hurting me now.
Eto na naman si Self Doubt and feeling na nobody will ever love me. Unwanted since a child and always being cheated on.
Pagod na utak ko at puso ko. My baby is the only one making me hold on and believing that maybe life is still wonderful.