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My partner is on HRT (mtf) and she just finished 3 months of progesterone and we have seen growth in her chest but she’s discouraged and she wants to see more

Any advice for chest growth?

I’ve heard rubbing them and drinking almond milk help but she doesn’t really like almond milk

I 23(f) am in love with someone who lives in another country. I have been talking to this person on and off for a decade and after break ups due to jealousy of my past with him I decided it’s unhealthy for me to date before I get an answer about my relationship with him.
I was supposed to be over there right now but I ended up not being able to afford the ticket and best friends mom died suddenly and unexpectedly so given the state of the world and the state of my loved ones I decide to not take the trip.
I have been close friends with my coworker 33(mtf) and she admitted once she had a crush on me and we took some time apart and when she started dating again I thought she had moved on
She was getting a lot of dates and I was helping her get ready for the dates and one night one of them stood her up and it was especially upsetting because it was going to be a hook up and she expressed frustration that she just wants to have sex with someone to figure out of she wants bottom surgery or not and if using her dick would feel gender dysphoric for her
When she got stood up I suggested a sleepover and so we had a sleepover and one thing lead to another and we had sex
I initiated
I have confused feelings for her and I wasn’t going to act on them but I knew she wanted to have sex as a woman for the first time with someone she trusts and I guess I thought it would be helpful if it was with me and not a stranger whose gonna stand her up
Well anyway … completely separate to that situation my small studio house in the woods molded and we had talked about moving in together as roommates
We had decided that and then … we kept having sex because I don’t know I’m a whore :(
She’s beautiful and sexy and fun and I love her but I’m in love with someone who lives out of the country
And it’s not fair to her
And it’s also not fair because this time last year I was in a psych ward and so I shouldn’t be with anyone
I feel like a lead her on and I keep asking if I did and she says no but I think I did
My mom texted me and accused me of hiding things from her like the fact we had sex which no one knows for sure because we haven’t told anyone so that’s a win for mothers intuition I guess
And then she also accused my friend of being in love with me which caused us to have a conversation about exactly that

My friend is in love with me and we decided it would be unhealthy to be roommates if that’s the case and we definitely have to stop having sex

So why do I feel so regretful? I don’t want to hurt her and it sucks that I did but I think if I gave it a chance it would also hurt her because I’d think about the what if with the guy who lives out of the country

But also sometimes I feel like he doesn’t care about me and it’s just phone sex but I need to know for sure

I also need to find another place to live :(

I’m so homeless and sexy

Lesbians in matching bra and panties set
But they mismatch
So one has the bra from the one that the other is wearing the panties of if that makes sense
I think I should paint this what set would mismatch go good together and what should the couple look like lol

I have a red iPhone 12 and it’s running really slow nowadays
I don’t feel like Apple has been making great improvements to their phones in some years now and I kind of want to switch
What do you recommend?
I hate ai and I love taking pictures and being creative
If I stick with apple what phone do you recommend?
Happy pride month 🩷❤️🧡💛💚🩵💙💜

I don’t talk to my sister anymore

I don’t talk to any of my immediate biological family anymore

It’s her birthday today and I cried about her for the first time in a long time

It wouldn’t be healthy to reach out and I don’t want to but there’s a pain that doesn’t go away and I don’t know why it hurts so much today

25 feels like a big milestone

I’m the youngest and … it just all feels finalized and solidified and something we can never go back from and I don’t want to see my sister again but I’m never gonna see my sister again and it’s good but it hurts

It’s like a necessary life saving surgery with a long recovery process that hurts

If you’re curious I don’t talk to my family anymore because at 12 my sister outed me as bisexual and no longer Christian and so my family tried to send me to conversion therapy then disowned me and I disowned them right back … she also slept with our step brother and made a lot of things really weird and was pretty racist a lot , all of them were they love Trump …. That moldy orange has taken so much from me but maybe my family was doomed from the start my mom got with my dad because he “was too ugly to cheat” and she knew he would marry he fast because he was in the military and so she could leave her home because the women in my family couldn’t til they were married and so he was her escape and then he cheated on him with Mormon male models and that’s how we got my step family and then my sister slept with and maybe ??? married him?? Which is crazy not only because they’re step siblings but also because he cheated many times on her

It just makes me sad because I know hate is taught but I can’t teach her to love me and there’s no hate like Christian love I don’t think she has the capacity to love

Happy pride month I love being gay I hate homophobia so much it really really hurts but it’s for the best that I don’t speak to bigots anymore

It just hurts some days more than others and I can’t stop crying

I miss my mom the most it’s so hard to talk about because she abused me so bad but I still loved her in a way that I didn’t love my dad

My dad was a creep and the older I get the more I grow scared of him and what he’s done to me and what I don’t know that he’s done to me
My dad is a pedophile and I don’t wish him well and I’m scared he’s taken photos of me I didn’t know about which sucks because CPS was in and out of my life and I always was adamant that the abuse was just physical and not sexual but in hindsight I think it was sexual I just didn’t know

I hate my dad so much I have no love for him I think he’s a pathetic weirdo and I’ll be very happy when he’s gone

I hate that I love my mom still my mom really hurt and abused me but in her own fucked up homophobic evil way she had some love for me I think I think she at least enjoyed my presence at times and sometimes I think about if she’s in pain over me and if she cries the same way I do but I feel like she doesn’t

Her entire life has been dictated by men and I mourn the women my mother and sister could’ve been

Dyakia
Dryadella
Eria
Erycina
Esmeralda
Galeandra
Gavilea
Glomera
Helcia
Oerstedella
Pyrorchis
Zelenkoa
Aliceara
Beallara

Edit : men ruin everything with their conformity “don’t name a kid that they’ll get bullied” or maybe don’t victim blame someone for getting bullied for their unique name incel you’re boring and I didn’t say I needed this for baby names