A mid-game rant : got ending 001 and I'm a mess
Ok so, long story short, I had picked The Hundred Line as my summer holiday game but it turned out being so much longer than I thought. I've been completing routes one by one, but after 102 hours and 36 endings, I'm shelving the game for a few weeks/months because I'm getting a bit burned out. That said, I couldn't have picked a better last route right before putting the game on hiatus than I did.
I just got endings 001, 002 and 003. God I'm depressed.
For the reference, these are the routes I've done, in order :
- Mystery (with the exception of story lock 3)
- Comedy
- Romance
- Reached story lock 1 (planning to save this one for last as it sounds like the start of an Uchikoshi true ending route)
- Killing game
- Rebellion
- Second Scenario.
So uhhh
I guess now I have another good reason to shelve the game for a bit, which is that after the unspeakable truths I've learned, it's going to feel super weird coming back to routes where the characters don't have a single clue about those truths. So giving myself some time to digest all of that before a fresh new start is definitely needed.
After encountering story locks, seeing that most endings were a simple CG picture, and especially witnessing the comedy and romance routes as early as I did, I expected that the game was going to be a bunch of non-canon, sometimes not too serious endings, with a couple of "true" endings requiring more effort to reach via the story locks. I did NOT expect to just stumble on such a fleshed out climactic ending with full cutscenes and a new final battle, and EVEN less did I expect said ending to be the single most depressing thing I've played in my entire life. After 100 hours spent with those characters, hearing all of their final words and seeing Takumi finish off all of them one by one felt so bad man. Those crazy bastards also made sure we get the "narration by gameplay" thing, that's the best way to make me go through every existing human emotions in the span of minutes, have all of that happen directly in game. Especially my girl Tsubasa man. When I saw Takumi absorb her, after my ship wish coming true in the killing game route (in romance too I guess but that one was unserious), that fucking hurt
So then I guess Takumi and Nozomi are going to be the last remnants of humanity and at least get to hang out together as promised ? That would give such a poetic new meaning to that promise they- NO FUCK YOU HE DIES AS WELL
I mean, not gonna lie, that final cutscene with Nozomi and the Futuran children was beautiful, especially thinking about everything that happened, the truth about this war and the fact that every single person that was behind the war is now gone. It's poetic. But fuck I'm a mess.
And then of fucking course I had to instantly go back to do endings 2 and 3. 2 is arguably even worse (I mean, Takumi gets to bang some girls so yay I guess, but fuck there's a reason why the rebellion route was my first choice when I had to make the decision), but ENDING 003 MADE ME EVEN MORE DEPRESSED MAN. Eito is such an undecipherable character, and getting his point of view in the single saddest situation his character has been in... Fuck this, man.
Well, I'm going to bed. I'm not picking this game up again until I'm emotionally stable again. Thank to the Kodakoshi duo for ruining me I guess
Edit : oh I almost forgot. I SINCERELY HOPE THIS IS NOT THE TRUE ENDING. Like, if this is ending 001, I hope there's at least another ending that's as developed as this while being happier (maybe ending 100 ?)