I recently learned about beatclone. I wanted to install it, but the webiste where the files can be downloaded are banned by my Internet provider. So I am not able to download them😭. If anyone has them, could you please send them to me via Telegram, Google drive or whatever is easy for you? I would be super thankful!
Hello I would be happy to hear some honest opinion!:) I come from the places where people never smile, however, I am trying my best to unlearn this habit and stop being so grumpy all the time:) If you could also share some advice, I would appreciate that a lot:)
I am a total beginner at makeup and I want to learn everything about it:) I am only using bb cream, brow gel and some lip balm with colour. Recently I used mascara for the first time, but I think I still have to learn to apply it correctly:) I would really appreciate it if you could share some advice, what I could do or what I shouldn't do. If you could share some learning materials that you found useful I would be super glad as well!
Thank you so much for reading💕
I am used to using some bb cream and balm with colour on my lips, but using mascara always seemed so scary to me. I don't know why, but I had to force myself to go out looking like this, because I was so scared and embarrassed. I thought I would like a man with makeup on (I don't have anything against it, I just don't want to look like a man😭). In the end everything went well:))
Hey! I would be super thankful to get your opinion or advice about my pass. I have been boymodding since I started my transition, however in the recent months I feel like I have to change that. I still see myself as a super manly and ugly person, which makes me anxious to try something new, because I think I don't pass even a little. I am very tall (180 cm) and my voice is not trained yet. I can't change my height, but I can change my voice. So I understand that I will have to work on some things and others I will have to accept. Because of the chaos in my mind regarding my appearance, it's really difficult for me to see myself what are the things that won't let me pass. I have no one to ask for in real life unfortunately, so I will really really appreciate if you could tell me your opinion. Please be as direct and honest as possible:) If you could share some advice that would be wonderful!!! I feel like I need it a lot at this point!
Every time I need to use a bathroom in public and there is no family bathroom, I don't know what to do😭 I feel like I am too manly and will make everyone uncomfortable in the women's bathroom, but I also don't want and feel super uncomfortable to go to the men's room. How have you managed this and what is your story? When and how did you feel that now you can't use men's bathroom anymore and should be using the women's one?
Thank you so much in advance for your answers and for reading💕
Hey everyone ✨
Can you please tell me if I pass or have the potential to pass? I have been boymodding all this time, but I want to change that. So I would appreciate any feedback and advice. What gender would you think I am when you see the pictures? How old am I? And a question I have been asking myself more often recently, what bathroom should I go to? I try to avoid the men's bathroom at all costs, but going to the women's feels like I am going to make everyone uncomfortable and I feel super scared.
I have also recently been to a GP and he was surprised that I am a trans person. I mean he saw my data and started to address to me as a man and when he asked me about medications I take, I told him about hrt and he was like "so you are changing your sex?¿?¿ Oh wow, hmm, wow". I don't know why he was so surprised 😭. I mean I know I don't pass, but I don't think I look like a 100% male and me being trans shouldn't surprise people that much. That situation made me think even more about what are the things that don't let me pass. It's really difficult to see it myself, because I am being super critical of myself. However if I had some idea, it would be easier for me to figure out if I can change that or I should accept it. I am very tall at 180 cm, which I can't change unfortunately and my voice is masculine, which I can train and want to prioritize in the upcoming months:)
I have no one to ask about the appearance, that's why I would be super thankful if you could share your honest thoughts and advice!:)
Thank you so much for reading it and I wish you a good day or night!
Hey everyone!
I have been on hrt for over 2 years. My t levels got low very quickly at around 10-15ng/dl, but my Estradiol levels have been around 60-80pg/ml. It has never gone higher than that. I have seen that the estradiol levels should be between 100-200 and every time I told my endocrinologist about it, she would tell me that is not true and if I have a higher level I will have tromboses and etc. Her words were a bit annoying, but I decided to trust the process and told myself she is a doctor, she must know better. During the process I noticed some changes in the first 6 months, but it seemed to just stop after that. I know hormones take some time to work and everyone's experience is different. However now when it's been almost 2,5 years I am having a lot of thoughts about it and wonder what if my levels were higher? Maybe I could have achieved better results? Maybe the endocrinologist wasn't actually right and just wanted to get rid of me faster during our Termins (While waiting for my appointment I noticed every person who goes in takes about 20-30 minutes, while my appointment takes max. 8 minutes, because the doctor seems to rush everything 😭. Of course it might only seem to me). I recently visited her and told her again that I would want to aim to the ≈150 E level, but she again told me the horror stories and that some trans women at her place have levels below 50 and don't complain😭. I am actually super lost at this point. I have never talked to any other trans person living in Germany to ask if this is normal. Maybe I am overthinking and being paranoid or maybe my doctor is actually wrong. Could you please share your experience with this and tell me what hormones you use? I would also really appreciate it if the trans girls living in Mittelhessen could share who they go to. Especially the cities of Frankfurt, Gießen and Marburg.
Thank you so much for reading 💕
Hey everyone, would you please tell me if I have a potential to pass and what is something that won't let me pass. I know I don't really pass however it's super difficult for me to see myself what are the reasons. I would be super thankful if you could share your opinion, so I could figure out if I am able to try to change that:) I am tall (180 cm), but I can't change that, my voice is deep and I am trying to change that. I have been boymoding all this timez which I want to change slowly as well. I have no one to ask for an advice or to share their honest view. Thank you so much for you response in advance 💕✨
Hey! Can you please tell me where I can get cheap boxes of different sizes which can be used for delivery. I know you can buy them directly from DHL, but I was told.they are quite expensive. I am selling some stuff in Kleinanzeigen and I chose the option "nur Abholen", however I almost every day get messages that people would buy them if I could send them. I am selling quite a lot of things which I don't use and the prices are pretty low, because I want to get rid of them, however I have never sent any parcels via post in Germany. I guess my post may be weird and obvious for someone, but I am new to this and have absolutely no idea, how it works.
Thank you so much in advance!
Hey! I would be super happy to hear some honest and fair opinions about my appearance:) I know that I am not beautiful, but am I ugly? Would also appreciate any advice!:)
Hey, I would be super happy to know what the things that don't let me pass are. I know I don't really pass, but if I knew exactly what makes it so, it would be easier to either accept it or work on it. I would appreciate any advice as well. I want you to be super honest and direct:)
I had a weird situation recently when I went to a new doctor and he asked me if I took any medication. I said that I take hormones and he was like why? I answered I am doing hrt mtf and he was surprised saying oh, so you are trans. I mean yes I don't pass as a woman, but he was even surprised I was a trans person 😭. That situation made me think if I don't even pass as a trans person(?) and people see me as a 100% man😭
Thank you so much for your feedback and advice in advance 💕
Hey I just want to ask you to share your experience and opinions about the relationships. Especially if you are older and have no experience in it. I have never had any relationship in my life before and thought I will get there sometime when I am older, however I am 25 now and every other year it seems like I will never get there. I never thought if the relationship is a must or I need it, however nowadays I feel really lonely. Especially because 3 years ago I had to immigrate to a different country and here I wasn't able to find even friends. So nowadays more or less I think about having a relationship, but it seems to me that could impossible in this age and with no experience at all. Also I am mtf, so that makes it even harder:)
I have always been very bad at understanding what fits me and what would look nice in general. I want to buy new clothes, however I find it so difficult. Could you please give me some advice?:)
Hey I have started trying to apply some makeup and wearing it in my everyday life. Honestly I am still a total beginner and am using only bb cream, some eyebrow mascara and a lip balm with a color:) I also use a curler for my eye lashes, but the effect doesn't last for long. I am now practicing to learn the technique to use the mascara correctly. It's so difficult, every time I use it it turns out to stick the eyelashes or have too much product on them, but I won't give up:)
Hey I would be happy to know if this dress and style suit my shape and body. Thank you so much in advance 💕
I start noticing people around calling me "she". That makes me feel so good. I still go to the male bathrooms(however it's super rare, like once a month or two) and I feel like men are surprised seeing me there haha. One man even apologized and went out and then returned with a surprised look. The shop assistant called me a lady:) I don't know all these little things make my day or even two after they happen:)
Recently I get a lot of weird stares, which makes me think a lot. What can I do besides the operations that could help me pass. I would appreciate any advice. Thank you so much in advance 💕