u/bright_diamond_

So im a 0degree Scorpio moon and Scorpio rising. As soon as venus stationed retrograde i think it was the 3rd/4th October… I fucking saw him, in the most random niche spot in my huge city. Him being the romantic interest i have a very intense connection with to say the fucking least. The energy was so intense, the whole situation was insane. Anyway yes i saw him unexpectedly on this very evening, i couldn’t fucking believe it. It was so random and too much of a coincidence to me. I panicked and turned away so he couldn’t see me. Hes got a Scorpio mars too. We left eachother on bad terms tbh. I think i did rile him up as he seen me with someone else ect.I cant stop thinking about it though…. Too aligned with the astrology in my opinion. My friends who dont understand astrology honestly look at me like ive got two heads if i said about the retrograde ect. Can anyone help me understand what this could mean? I live in a huge city and where i saw him was too niche and fkin random im sorry it cannot be a coincidence. Someone help me interpret what is going on. Thanks🤣
Also (cringe don’t judge me people ) when i was on a low i asked the universe to send a sign if hes thinking of me. Can u see why im going crazy here? Hahahahahaha

I saw you yesterday but you didn’t see me. Out of all the places, i couldn’t believe my eyes. My heart dropped to my toes. I dont believe it was a coincidence at all. It made me realise im in love with you. I started to feel all these intense feelings for you that i never really knew i had. All i want to do is run to you.

My sister is beautiful. She’s always been skinny and pretty. Im “skinny and pretty “ too but im constantly being told how beautiful she is and it hurts me. Not because i dont agree but because i feel like shrek stood next to her. We are about the same clothes size but ive always had a bigger bust and wider face. Ive been told by ex friends that shes more pretty than me, by men, it hurts so much. Ex boyfriends have said my sister is attractive. I just feel so down about it. Am i gonna have to live my life with this comparison? I hate it so much. Ive suffered bullimia in the past but when people say things like that it triggers my old mindset. It’s consuming me I just hate it so much. Im sick of feeling like the ugly one. No one understands how hurt i feel.

Ive only ever had stressful relationships. I dont know why, i attract them clearly. Many peoples idea of bliss is being boo’d up netflix and chilling and all that. Mine? Chilling with my cat listening to soul music.

The past two years i have felt a sort of emptiness in my heart. It wont leave. It feels like a grey gloomy sky just follows me around. I have had my heart broken twice one by someone i didnt even date, i have had multiple jobs and my current one has cut my hours, friends have distanced and moving on with their normal lives, close relatives dying and not knowing till months after , family members going to prison and mental health units, feeling like i never do anything right, being judged by my appearance. I just feel like everyone is able to move on with their lives and im not. I really do try. I used to know who i am but i dont anymore. Ive seen a real dark side to the world and it really depresses me. When confiding with my mom she says that unfortunately life can be really tough. If it is im afraid for the rest of it. I just want to feel genuine happiness, like the sort of happiness that its impossible to feel anything but pure joy. My cat is really the only one who makes me feel at peace when im chilling with him. Is there really any way of getting out of this state or is this just life?

The past two years i have felt a sort of emptiness in my heart. It wont leave. It feels like a grey gloomy sky just follows me around. I have had my heart broken twice one by someone i didnt even date, i have had multiple jobs and my current one has cut my hours, friends have distanced and moving on with their normal lives, close relatives dying and not knowing till months after , family members going to prison and mental health units, feeling like i never do anything right, being judged by my appearance. I just feel like everyone is able to move on with their lives and im not. I really do try. I used to know who i am but i dont anymore. Ive seen a real dark side to the world and it really depresses me. When confiding with my mom she says that unfortunately life can be really tough. If it is im afraid for the rest of it. I just want to feel genuine happiness, like the sort of happiness that its impossible to feel anything but pure joy. My cat is really the only one who makes me feel at peace when im chilling with him. Is there really any way of getting out of this state or is this just life?

Everyone ive ever loved I’ve experienced limerance over them. Before anyone says yes i do probably need therapy im aware . But i wonder if anyone has ever cared enough about me to be limerant over me. Or am i just a sad bastard who cant move on from anything ever.

we know that we were fated to meet for whatever reason. i dont know the reason, but i did fall in love with you even though we never were together. i can see right through you. you are someone who is constantly chasing a high you cant quite reach and cant sit with yourself sober. even though you did hurt me, i dont feel bitter because i feel sad for you. in another life we got it right

I don’t know why i fell in love with you but i did. Something about you seemed so familiar and i do believe it was fate, but youre an addict. I cannot surround myself with addicts after my childhood. Maybe it would have worked out in another life. Even though what you did was distasteful, I forgive you. I hope you heal. Goodbye

I know this isn’t strictly a Scorpio Moon thing, but I definitely associate it with feeling everything so deeply. Sometimes I feel like I can read people far too easily and because of that I end up coming across as cold or guarded when that’s not who I really am. My emotions run so deep that I struggle to fully trust anyone. Being betrayed has made me constantly expect the worst, even when I don’t want to. It’s exhausting always questioning people’s intentions and wondering if they’re going to hurt me. I just find it so incredibly hard to let my guard down. Therefore making me feel like the villain. I sometimes feel like a heavy cloud hovers above me and i cant run away from it.

I am so embarrassed to admit this. I have “dated” and tried my bestest but everything comes back to him. He hurt me so deeply and i hate that this is my life but i feel so trapped in these thoughts. I cant tell anyone around me because its such old news and i feel like an absolute idiot. I dont know why i cant move on either. Maybe its because me and him had known eachother since childhood and grew up together and i never expected him to stab me in the back the way he did. Still i feel a deep pain in my chest. Its so weird and bittersweet because i know we can never be together again and i dont even want it myself its just the memory of him and who i was back then just sits in my head. I really lost myself after that break up and it kind of felt like i had to rebuild my life. Its weird because since we last spoke was 2 years ago, my life has changed drastically and i feel like a completely different person. I think part of the reason is that he just disappeared and i havent seen him or heard from him since the breakup. Everyone around me thinks ive completely forgot about him but i still have these very deep feelings . I wonder if i ever will or if it will haunt me forever.

Hi fellow ♏️🌙. Do you ever just feel like you feel things 1000000 more intensley than other people. I think my friends and family think im crazy. Im a pisces sun, 0 degrees Scorpio moon and rising. Heres an example and my current situation: I recently found out my ex is in a new relationship (it was a very intense relationship me and him, knew him since i was 3 and yeah lets just say… intense) and fucking hell ive never felt such darkness and deep sadness. My soul feels deep dark and empty and my chest is aching since i heard this news. I can give other examples but this is my current looll ffs. On the bright side to this i always transform into a new version of myself after these intense feelings. I just feel like non Scorpio moons dont understand how hard we feel.