I really hate seeing people making fun of Susan Dell's appearance everywhere
I know this might just be a "me" problem. I just want to talk about this with somebody. Maybe someone else feels the same.
I struggle a lot with my appearance. I get so self conscious about going out in public and standing out that I've been going weeks without going outside. I'm scared of going to the grocery store, of going shopping for clothes, of asking the gas station attendant for 10 bucks on the pump, of interviewing for jobs. All because I have this fear that everyone in the cis world is getting pumped full of trans hatred and they're on the look out for anyone who might be an "other"
So it really sucks when I try and find comfort on reddit, when I've gone out of my way of unsubbing and hiding every subreddit that reminds me of how bad things are, of how much scrutiny there is on womens' appearances in particular, and I'm seeing this woman's face everywhere and people making fun of her and calling her all this horrid stuff.
I'm no fan of Trump or his coterie by any means but it really scares me when people say "It's wrong to say [X] things about people" but then reveal how they're really thinking when someone meets whatever their arbitrary criteria is for throwing that out the window.
I just want a little bit of peace when I'm trying to relax on the computer. Why is it so hard