u/iceman694

I distinctly remember watching youtube as a kid and hearing this sound effect everywhere, but i cant find it now and idk where to even look to find it. It was a guy saying "what the fuck" or maybe "what in the fuck" but the way he said it sounded like "wanya fuck" like he was slurring everything. It would be used as a sound effect for something weird or crazy idk. I remember sometimes they would cut it off before the "fuck" so it was just "wanya"

I tried looking for it but i can't find it? Does anyone remember this or am i going crazy?

Idk i was obviously able to log in but it was wierd

Im 18 turning 19 on Friday. I graduated high school in 2025 and decided not to continue school and to prioritize getting my life together and figuring my life out, though im open to in the future. I still live with my parents. I feel like thats normal at my age but its also normal to be living in a dorm room. I have a decently stable job making $17 an hour and getting like 25-30 hours a week, though i keep mentioning to my boss i need more. Im probably gonna look for a second job at this point.

You can probably see where this is going. I cant stand living at home and just wqnt to move out. I just want to be alone. Living with my parents is so mentally draining to me. Luckily, i work evenings about 4/5- 10 or later, where my parents work days. So im hone alone from whenever i wake up (usually about 9-10) till my mom gets home at 2:30, and im up late because i dont have to wake up. These hours being alone are my only time i ever feel real happy. But i barely even have that. My mom constantly gets home early. Today she got home at 12:30 with no warning to me. My mom doesnt sleep in her room, she sleeps in the living room chair because of back and shoulder issues. I have a tv in my room but it doesnt have tv tv, just my ps5. She tells me i dont have to go to my room if i want to watch tv while she sleeps but doesnt understand that i just want to be alone. The one time i took that offer up, she told me to turn it off. As soon as my mother gets home its just waiting to leave for work. As soon as my dad gets home, its really juat waiting to leave. They both make me go insane. My mom will just yap my fucking head off, my dad will be loud and annoying in kther ways, wether its his annoing ass sound effects (saying BOOM, popping his mouth, doing his stupid fucking whistling, or eating extremely loud. Thats the worst. Between the chewing and the scraping his fork on the plate, its truly miserable.) Weekends are the worst. They work the traditional monday through friday, where i work tuesday through saturday. The day of saturday, all of sunday and the night of mondays are my most dreaded times. I spend most of the time in my room playing games in the nights, but in the day i feel like i should be with them. I feel obligated. But being with them just means my dad watches tv while my mom is on her phone quietly. This leaves me, to also just play on my phone quietly.

So why dont you move out? I dont feel like i can. Financially, i dont make enough money, about 20k a year, but i also have $13,000 in my savings. Since i got my job two hears ago ive been very conscious of how i spend and how i save. I only went full time about a year ago, when i started in school i was making $13 three days a week, then $15, and now im obviously to $17 5 days a week. So money wise i can move out, but i almost feel like i cant leave my parents alone.

This is where we get to the sob story. When i was young, my father cheated on my mom. I dont remember exactly how old i was or when it was exactly, but i think about 10 years ago. Obviously that got messy, but for reasons i will never understand, she let him back. Even after he moved out. Then it happened again a couple years later. The same cycle happened. He moved out for a bit, then he cane back. This really fucked me up. Growing up in a house where my parents hated eachother is misery. This also, really fucked my mom up. One day i found her suicide note. Obviously shes still here, but i still think about it. I have heard my mother cry countless times. I have given her more relationship advice than she has given me (not that i trust her enough to talk about that with. Ive had one partner in my life and they still dont know about it, though it was online). She obviously hasnt listened. This is why i feel like i have to be around them. I feel liek i have to be around to make them happy. Not that i am doing anything. At nights when i hear my mom get up i listen. I hear her go outsude to smoke, i listen to make sure she comes back. If im gone, who will do this. They pretend to love eachother, but my father is fucking clueless. Hes never noticed anything about her. If he does he doesnt care.

Im writing this while he watches tv and my mom is on her phone in the back. Im mentally screaming at him to shut the fuck up because he keeps tapping his nails on his coffee mug. Im probably gonna go to my room, then come up when i wanna eat, but idk.

I also dont know how to bring up the topic of moving when it comes up. I want to be out by the time im 20, but i dont know how to look for something. I dont know how to bring up that i want to.

I dont know where im trying to go with this post. i dont even know if i want abyone to see this. I just want to get it out. I love my parents, obviously, but i hate them too. I hate living with them, but i dont know how to leave. I want to alone in a cute little apartment, maybe with a dog, where i can do anything i want and not have to worry about them. I want to get a gf and live with her eventually, but for now i just want to be alone.

Drove by and there was a Shit ton of cops and looked like a mess on the road, my dad just said he read it was on lockdown and there was a shooter?

I really dont like how he writes battle.

Dont get me wrong, i absolutely love his writing, his characters, and the stories he tells.

But im currently reading A Time Of Dread after reading The Bloodsworn and Faithful And The Fallen, and let me tell you, theres only so many times you can send someones head spinning, stab someone and spray blood and teeth/ brain and bones, feel your sword grate on bone, hear the crack of shields as they form a wall, and heaven forbid there is so many times you can fight something as big as a mead/feast hall.

I absolutely adore his books and him as an author, but the battles just all seem the same, unless its a one on one battle. Reading his books really made me realize how much i prefer the build up/aftermath of battles.

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