u/iingrid21

I’m almost 17 and I have never had a boyfriend. I’m pretty, at least my face and I don’t dress alternatively. I’m not skinny. But I have a soft, athletic swimmers body. I’m not fat either. I’m very empathetic and kind. I even took a girlfriend material test that told me I’m wife material lol. I have so much love to give. I wanna be someone’s special person. I wanna hold him when he’s crying.

I might be a little bit of a nerd, where I get hyperfixations a lot on for example the lord of the rings or avatar (James Cameron). But I don’t like overly yap about them to people. Only my friends who I’m comfortable with. I love music and I have a pretty big cd collection.

The only encounters I have had with boys who have kinda been interested in me have been bad. They have either BEEN IN A RELATIONSHP and still flirted, or just downright objectified me and been disgusting.

I yearn to be in a relationship so much to the point that I almost cry every time I think about it. Yes I know it’s not everything in life and I know I’m only 17. but I really really wanna experience teenage romance.

Honestly I need genuine help on how to get into a relationship or how to find someone who would be interested in me. I go to a pretty small school and I have some after school activities too, but with no luck anywhere. I also feel so weird for asking my friends like “hey do you know any guys who might be interested in me?”

I don’t know.. it’s 1:30 am here. I should sleep. But please Reddit help me.

HELLO??? IS THAT THE ENDING??? Man I’m glad I can watch all 6 seasons because oh my god. Such a good show. I’m so excited to see what happens next!

For context I am F16

I was in a record store, looking for cds. The record store was in a log cabin and it looked pretty cool. I couldn’t find a lot of cds because they only had a small selection. They had a huge Mariah Carey for some reason though. My friends from theatre Thea and Storm was there as well.

I was kinda awkward for some reason because I kept following them around. Not intentionally, but it appeared as if I did. Suddenly I started to feel very dizzy and I couldn’t stand or walk normally. I fell down on the floor and it was like this invisible force dragged me back and forth on the floor. I tried to grab onto the skinny wooden pillars that held the cabin up, but I couldn’t do it. I screamed and for help and Storm and Thea went to get the workers there. They took one look at me and knew what was going on. The man in red had set his eyes on me.

The dizziness had stopped and the workers got everyone out of the store except for me, Storm and Thea. The workers put on an old projector with some photos as they explained who the man in red was. Firstly they put up a photo of a group of children all standing and looking straight at us. The background was shifting from a kind of deep yellow to a bright red. The children were only silhouettes but I could SEE them in my mind. They looked like the anghkooey children in From. I don’t remember much of what happened next, but the workers were trying their best to let me out of the man in red’s graps.

The next thing it cuts to is a man having a presentation for a group of maybe 20 people in that same log cabin record store. The people he is presenting for are all sitting on the floor while he is showing them photos on the projector. The man has shoulder length curly blonde hair and he is very eccentric. He puts up that same photo of the children I saw as he explains how he got away from the man in red.

He is jumping around with joy, stomping on the floor as if to taunt the man in red. (who is obviously a demon in hell) The man with the curly hair jumps around yelling “FUCK HIM!” over and over again. “I know that he will probably fuck me up when I die and go to hell because of my language, but I at least want a good life here on earth!” The man with the curly hair says.

One of the workers there tells him that there is someone in the crowd who also has been possessed by the man in red and also got away. She points to a teenage boy who kinda looks like a mix of Jonathan Byers and a young Leonardo DiCaprio with bleach blonde hair in a bowl cut. He does a peace sign when everyone looks at him. He looks pretty exhausted, like being possessed by the man in red has taken a toll on him.

The man with the curly hair runs up to Jonathan and he hugs him tightly, asking how badly hurt he got by the man in red. Jonathan shrugs it off and he says that he only lost a tooth, but it’s obviously worse than that.

I don’t remember much of this next part but we cut to the man in red punishing the man with curly hair. Apparently he wasn’t so happy with the taunting. I think I got to see a series of punishments he had for the man with curly hair. I only remember one of them. A beam of light shot upwards into the sky with a bear on top of it, trying to stop it. The man with curly hair had been transformed into a bear. That “shot” held for a long time, like it was my choice to wake up.

I woke up and it was like I felt the man in red. I saw the children too. But then I went to write this down and I’m fine now.