Overtime is killing me and I don't know what to do, any advice?
Hello all. So recently I got promoted to my first leadership position as a lead supervisor at a cold storage warehouse. I've been with the company for four years as a forklift operator until around year three I decided I want to try taking a crack at being a lead. I got promoted a few months ago in a different department of the warehouse that just opened up. I didn't really realize what I was in for until the first two weeks I got there. The amount of workload they have does not match the employees or space or really just time in a 24 hour day. The higher ups for a month or so since I started genuinely had no idea how bad it was. Only recently did they start to try and hire more people and figure out how to balance the workload, which is still not resolved because they hired new people and put them in different positions or departments and the workload and issues with the system are still crippling. For the past two months, I have been working 14-16 hours every single day. I come in at noon and leave anywhere between 1am if I'm lucky and 4am more typically. It pays pretty well (maybe not as much as you would expect), but I'm just struggling so much. I've never been in any sort of leadership position and I'm a pretty shy and closed mouth person (both of these the higher ups were aware of), and I'm just so busy trying to get the work for the day done that I'm not learning anything new and a lot of things I want to learn I just don't have the time for. The superintendent has even said to me on multiple occasions that "we know we fucked you over a bit", but insists that it'll get better. My bigger issue, which I've struggled with my entire life, is that I just don't know what the hell I want to do as a career. From this, I surely know that management/leadership is not something I want to pursue. The only thing I'm really good at is music, and I'm well aware how much of an option that is not for a career. My current plan is to get out of debt, lower my expenses, and do some courses to get a job as a water treatment operator which is what my uncle and brother do. I would make half the amount of money I do now temporarily. They say it can pay pretty well long term and it's working for the government so I'll get a pension and great benefits. I worry though that it will end up being the same situation where if I move up, I'm just gonna end up being a glorified babysitter for disgruntled employees. I don't know, I just feel like I want a career where I have one thing I'm really good at that I don't mind doing every day that I can go and do by myself and not have to worry about supervising employees or even owning a business. I do my 8 hours, get paid well, and live my life. I don't mind overtime, but this amount of overtime I'm doing is practically killing me. I can barely think and I can barely do my job. I'm completely burnt out and I just started. If anyone has any advice I'd love to hear it. Thank you for reading my frustrated ramblings.