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Im adoptions one soon and I found a perfect large and long enough terrarium for a rlly good price. The thing is the height.. 15’’. Would it be enough still? Is it worth it? If I put a branch that does the diagonal will it be good?

Im a teenagers who loves insects pets and reptiles. I have a tarantula since months already and for months I’ve been telling my parents I’d want a snake. I had a yes. Today I went to the reptile store in the other city and fell in love with a young Serpent des blés (idk the English name). I rlly do have the money, it would’ve cost almost 800$. It’s my bday soon and imma receive 600$ if it ain’t more. The stop point was that I’d have to buy another terrarium in already 2-3 years.. the big ones that are over 600$.. i never never spend I’m careful w my money and bigger expenses are complicated emotionally. I don’t have a car yet, it’s another expense that I have to save for. Still, I’m heartbroken. snakes are like therapy and I wanned to share this w people who would understand the feeling.

So I’ve been struggling w the fact that if I don’t pee right before being intimate w my bf, it makes a mess. I don’t squirt or anything but It gets wet to the point where it looks like I peed myself on his bed sheets. It’s kinda embarrassing for me. I don’t even rlly hydrate myself, I drink 2 glass of water per day… last time it happened I accidentally smelled it and it smelled like pee but I haven’t peed? I asked him if it seemed like a did or if I squirted for the first time without knowing and he said no. What can I do abt this? Is it possible to reduce the amount of lubrification?

Can’t figure out if I live in denial w my bra size pls I just wanna hear girl opinion 😭

My bf (m16) and I (f16) have been tgt for 3 months now. Hes a gym guy pretty muscular for his age, he trains 5 times a week. I have a nice body shape but I don’t train so yk I don’t have any biceps or anything to flex😭 sometimes we cuddle and he touches my arms like pressing it saying it’s soft. When I press his biceps he takes mine and does the same thing and smh idk if he likes the femininity of it being “soft” or if he’s mocking it. I might be overthinking but sum minutes ago, I told him abt the snake I wanned to adopt and the monthly food prices. He said “w that u could buy a gym membership” and I said for me it was nothing comparing the feeling of holding a snake and he said “yes but me id have the feeling of touching you”. I know he likes my features and he’s always complimenting me.. smh what he does and says just made a weight in my heart

What are sum songs that matches the vibe?

We've been tgt for more than 2 months and I feel like what we are doing is getting repetitive, a routine. It's worrying me. I don't wanna have to spend lots of money on big activities like bowling. I know that there's a lootttt of free things people do, simple things that makes the difference but nun comes in my mind. I need ideas and advices
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Do I just keep going pretending that smth else is maybe causing it or that it will get better if it’s in fact due to this? Someone else also experienced this?

Im taking the contraceptive pills and the sugar ones (the ones without hormones) are right on when im going on a vacation. Normally I don’t take em continuously (only the hormonal pills) but I wonder if I could skip the sugar ones without it having an effect. Also, would it actually avoid the bleeding? Can I only try continuously one time?

I feel like people our age, teenagers, are clones when it comes to what music they listen to. Prove me that I’m wrong with sum of the things you listen to 💫
Lemme start: deftones, korn, avenged sevenfold, alice in chains, slipknot, Radiohead, pink Floyd

My grandma always told me that dreams repeat themselves till we understand it’s true meaning. I thought I had it the first time but it seems like I don’t. I need yall opinion.

First dream, 2 weeks ago;
I was in a camp with other people my age and someone threw his shit at me, in my face. (Bacteria and everything used to be my biggest phobia). I was in deep anger and asked the responsible adults if i could go to the showers. They all refused. My reaction was to end my days to get rid of allat. I climbed an electric pylon and jumped from the top. It did nothing, didn’t even hurt. So I tried over and over again, till I tried to hang myself but again, it didn’t work.

What I thought it was;
I thought it meant that I was running away from something I fear in my life and that I had to learn to live with it, to face it. Because in the dream, I’m doing the extreme to avoid a tiny problem anddd it doesn’t work I have to stay alive w it.

Second dream, this night;
I don’t remember how it started. I remember that I had negative emotions for idk the reason. I don’t remember if it was anger, fear, stress or wtv buttt it was negative.
Again, I wanned to end up everything for something I know was pathetic, just like the shit in the other dream. My sis had a big box full of explosives and dynamite. I tried to light it up next to me but the only explosion was super small, the other stuff wouldn’t explode. I tried again and again w my lighter. I ended up trying to make the whole house on fire but again, nothing would burn even with alcohol on every furnitures. There was my sis trying to stop me but she wasn’t trying that hard. After all that trying I gave up.

Conclusion/resume;
Two dreams full of negative emotions where I’m trying to run away from a pathetic problem or from my emotions by trying to end up my life but nothing lets me die. Nothing wants it to work. Idk what it could mean anymore. Any ideas?

So my bf and I been tgt for ~2 months, we’ve known eachother for over a year. Apparently always had an eye on me before we got closer and tgt but still I consider myself beautiful but I have nun that « special » (to my eyes). Him, he’s rlly muscular, productive and he has an attractive behaviour if I can say it like that. Today w another of our friend he decided to buy a pass to the gym and I’m scared that he’d meet someone there more like him than I am on this aspect since it’s a big part of his life. He’s loyal and we are the same on 90% of our interests but aaaa I have a bad feeling.. I do trust him I just have this fear to end up replaced W someone who has smth that I don’t.. I sound possessive but I ain’t 😂 I’m scared that the fact that I ain’t jealous and possessive at all makes me easily replaceable

So I (F16) been w my bf (M16) for more than a month and we are eachothers second relationship. Irl he’s super lovely, everything is always amazing but the texting part is horrible… by horrible I mean it feels forced and the texts aren’t natural/fluid. Tho it’s not really his fault, when we met he apologized for not being good w texting but I can’t get used to it. Im the kind of person to text “bbyyeee❤️” while he just says “ok bye” and smh it makes me uncomfortable. Im unconsciously always looking for all the signs that shows that he keeps loving me like I love him and it’s becoming a problem.

*Real story* mbd for the spelling mistakes English ain’t my first language:)

Last summer this random guy added me on snap, I thought it could’ve been a friend of someone I know cuz I normally had no one new on snap. Like any normal discussions we introduced ourselves. Apparently he was a year older than me and he sent gallery pics of his face, which could mean he stole the pics from someone because idk how someone almost my age could’ve done smth that bad.

Since he sent pics, he asked back how i looked like. I sent normal pics of me with only my face not even my body. He said I was cute etc and right after that (after 10 mins of talking) he asked me to send n.des. I refused, he begged, I blocked him. My day continued normally, I went to sleep.

I woke up to not only 1 person adding me on snap, but over 10. I added back ~4 of em to know what was suddenly going on. They all started to say I was a h.e, a b.tch, pr.stitute. I was so confused. I asked em tf did I do, what do they meant. They said I was sending naked vids of me on an app group filled w man and that as a minor it was fkg disgusting etc etc. I told em they were wrong cuz I didn’t even know the app and that I wasn’t even sending anything. They called me a liar; saying I was on the moment on the app asking people to add more people in the group so I’d want to send more explicit vid, that if anyone tried to stop me I’d delete em etc etc. I was panicking and showed em all that i never had the app. I asked what were the photos/videos like. They described it and it was…. They believed me from there and helped me understand the situation . Turned out it was the guy who asked me to send n.des the day before. I added him back on snap asking him wtf was he doing. He said he’d keep producing videos till it ruins my life if I don’t accept to daily send things of me. I refused and blocked him again.

I deleted everyone who added me from this app and told my parents and friends abt it cuz yet I didn’t know if it could’ve frl reach my personal life. Buttt, it didn’t and I’m happy abt it. Tho I’m sure I’m lucky, and that yes, it could’ve been rlly bad🙏 I wish this to no one, yall be careful on the internet. Adding people u don’t know irl is pointless, love the ones around u💫

My bf fav album is Wish you were here by pink Floyd. I bought him the vinyl and smth to expose it but I’m wondering if it’s worth it since he doesn’t have the device to listen to vinyl…