u/nopushnoshovebud

i think i might have some form of hypermobility. i saw a doctor yesterday and finally felt brave enough to mention my chronic pain. she told me to take a multivitamin. i always feel so defeated after a doctors appointment. i pay $1200 a year for health insurance but rarely go because i almost always feel like what’s the point? and when i mentioned it being hard to keep up with my iron supplement, floradix, because its expensive, she basically laughed at me. i mentioned how sometimes my skin just hurts to touch without reason and without a bruise. neck pain causing splitting daily headaches. fatigue for no reason. hurting all over for no reason. multivitamin…

i guess i need help better advocating for myself. we just talked in circles.

i thought the last folks were bad. new neighbor must have toddlers or kids running around. i hear them stomp back and forth all day starting at 7 am ending at 11 pm. allll day. stomping. it sounds like a gallop. i can feel my brain shake inside my head when they run up and down the hall…

i started doing home improvements when it is too much to take. hammer to the wall. then the swiffer to the ceiling. the handle broke off so i used the flat bottom which was louder and more effective. this had them stomping back and then i think intentionally stomping around even louder for longer. they also drop trash and dog hair all over my patio.

i really like this jacket but also like telling people i’m vegan more... like i actually care about animals just not sure what to do help … wish there was a rule book

and the car i bought has been in the shop for the last 3 weeks... 2017 jetta. 3 days after purchase i took it in for a vehicle inspection. all came back good. i don’t drive often maybe twice a week, short trips. day 10 the check engine light comes on with ECP. threw me into limp mode couldn’t accelerate beyond 20 mph. pulled into a shop. 2 claims filed both approved by silverrock. each time work was performed i went to pick up my car and limp mode came back within 5 minutes. towed it to a dealership. they told me it would be ready today but once they did their fixes, pesky light came back on and so far they can’t figure it out. exhausting experience.

i love ethan, he reminds me of myself (and IRL no one can stand me). i love dan and the crew that supports him endlessly. watching this show is a daily reminder that good people still exist…

their sense of humor is unmatched

why do you watch the show?

went to chipotle today got double protein + guacamole. it was kind of a shit show in there, idk if they were having an employee reunion or what but everyone was paired off in groups chatting like they were on a date. took more than a few minutes to be greeted.

she made my bowl, and pushed it towards the cashier who was chatting up this girl. girl had her back to the bowl maker and was facing the cashier. he finally asks me what i got, i said “chicken” charged me $10 and i left

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